Disclaimer: This series deals with themes of cheating and dubious consent.
I hope you enjoy it, and feedback is always appreciated.
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Olivia woke the next day to a text from Daniel, asking her if she'd like to grab dinner with him later that day. She felt a pang of guilt at reading the message, remembering her naughty escapade the previous evening, but told herself again that she was simply blowing off steam. Once she made up with her boyfriend, there would be no reason to stumble back into those darker corners of the internet.
After a routine day of classes, the couple met up at their favorite restaurant. Daniel was the first to speak, clearly eager to bury the hatchet and move on. "I'm really sorry, babe. I know I overreacted, and I feel terrible. Will you please forgive me?"
Feeling no inclination to continue living with the uncomfortable rift between them, Olivia forgave him immediately, squeezing his hand across the table reassuringly. She had the passing thought to come clean herself and explain to him that her last session with his brother had gotten a little strange, but feared it would just upset him again and ruin things between them irreparably. She also still wasn't sure whether or not there was any truth to Matt's disclosure about how his big brother had bullied him, but decided to keep the matter to herself for the time being. The attractive pair enjoyed their meal together, keeping the rest of the conversation light-hearted and amicable, before returning to Olivia's apartment for some after-dinner entertainment.
Olivia had heard the term "make up sex" before, and was secretly looking forward to experiencing if it truly was some heightened form of the act. The sex ended up being fairly routine though, and she found her mind wandering more than ever before. She had never given much thought to
how
her boyfriend felt inside of her, just that he was in there and that's what sex was. The obscene porn she'd viewed was fresh in her mind, all of those filthy examples of big, girthy dicks stretching holes open plaguing her thoughts as Daniel's much smaller tool slipped in and out of her.
Were those women in the videos really having orgasms from just the penetration alone?
It had never happened to her, and she'd usually tend to her own climax after he was done, or not at all. On occasion, he would lick and rub her clit after finishing himself, which sometimes got the job done. Often though, she would feel too pressured and couldn't actually get off.
Daniel eventually came, filling the condom with his seed, and collapsed beside his girlfriend. She'd done her best to fake a climax to avoid him prying into her thoughts. It's not that the sex wasn't enjoyable - Olivia still enjoyed the intimacy and pleasure they had shared. It was just the nagging idea that she was quite possibly missing out on some unknown potential. She ran her fingers along her boyfriend's muscled chest, admiring the physical specimen that she was now questioning for some reason.
What is wrong with me? Most girls would kill to be dating this beautiful man. One stupid little trip to "pornville", and now I'm doubting my sex life?
She thought about how ridiculous it was to be letting the barrage of thoughts affect her so suddenly, but deep down the questions had always been there.
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Olivia drew a deep breath and exhaled her nervous energy before emerging from her car on the well shaded street.
No reason to act weird
, she reminded herself, determined to be calm and mature regardless of what Matt might say to her. She worried that he would somehow know that his comment had contributed to her racy internet search, but that was of course impossible. Mrs. Taylor greeted her at the grand entrance, ushering her inside with her usual air of floaty elegance.
"Matt's first big exam is the day after tomorrow. I trust you'll make sure he is prepared," the woman spoke suggestively, smiling, but with a glint of authority behind her expression.
"I'll do my best!" Olivia answered with enthusiasm as the mother vanished through a different hallway, clearly occupied and already speaking to someone else through her ear bud. The tutor quietly opened one of the doors to the study and closed it behind her. "Hi Matt," she called to her student, his face buried in his phone as usual.
He greeted her casually as she joined him at the table, his eyes thoroughly scanning her feminine figure. She looked stunning as usual, and her presence was enough to fuel his already aroused state. Matt had considered relieving himself before she arrived, but decided against it. It would be better to save it for after their time together. He squeezed his erection, which ran for a considerable length down his thigh. He noted that Olivia's attention momentarily shifted, apparently aware of his subtle movements beneath the table.
"So how do you feel about that upcoming exam?" She asked, brushing off the discovery that he already appeared to be touching himself.
"That it's gonna suck..."
"Oh, come on! You got this. Let's review everything we've worked on," she encouraged, taking control of his tablet. Olivia guided him through a few simple problems, gradually progressing in difficulty and reintroducing new concepts. Matt seemed unenthused, but was at least participating with the little energy he put forth. After completing a particularly tricky item that he struggled through, she felt his focus slipping, and tried to shake things up. "Nice! Alright, so how are things? Any girls in class catching your eye?" The second the impulsive inquiry left her tongue, Olivia regretted bringing up the subject.
"Eh... Well there is this one..." He started, playing coy as if he was reluctant to talk about it.
"Oh?" Her curiosity was provoked, and she figured this could be an opportunity to help him through something besides academics, which could make a big impact. "You can tell me."
"She's super hot, and seems actually smart and kind, unlike most pretty girls or whatever..."
"Hm... Okay, so have you talked to her?"
"A little. Not really though... What do you think I should say to her?"
"Well, it's less about
what
you say, and more
how
you say it; and how you present yourself. Assuming you don't say something weird or creepy..." Olivia realized she was talking to exactly the kind of man that
would
in fact say something off putting. He was going to need more specific instructions, and a bit of a makeover wouldn't hurt either.
But we don't have time for all that,
she argued with herself. Was she really going to cross this line and become a "relationship advisor" figure? On one hand, it seemed like she was biting off more than she could chew, but on the other, it could be the key getting this troubled young guy out of his shell and on the path to a more normal existence. If she was in the position to make that much of a positive difference in someone's life, she had to try.
"So cryptic. How the hell am I supposed to know what she finds creepy or not?" Matt asked.
"Let's finish another review question first," Olivia suggested, seizing the opportunity to have captured the key to his motivation. He agreed reluctantly, and they were able to carry on with the session at a consistently productive pace. Throughout their remaining time together, she offered him little tips and pieces of advice, mainly geared towards carrying himself as genuine and casual when approaching the mystery girl.
"And remember that if she's not interested, you have to just accept that and keep playing it cool. Rejection is a normal part of dating, and you can't let it throw you off," Olivia explained.
"Easy for you to say. No guy in his right mind would reject you..."
"Uhh, you'd be surprised. Your brother is actually my first boyfriend. I actually had a lot of trouble with this stuff until very recently."
"Wow, it's hard to believe you were an incel too."
"You're not an incel! You just have to be confident and put yourself out there. Things will turn around if you put in the effort, I promise," she argued, clasping her fingers around his forearm to punctuate her sincerity. Her touch was intoxicating, and he needed more.
"Um. So if she
does
agree to grab coffee with me or whatever, is it okay to like, hug her?"
"That could be fine. It all depends on the vibes I guess. If she seems receptive, you could go in for a quick friendly hug. Just remember to keep it casual." It seemed like such an overly specific question, but reminded her of her own past self, obsessing over the minor details of courtship and physical contact, having had no experience to draw from.
"Can you tell me if I'm doing it right?"