I spent the entire weekend locked in the master bedroom of the cabin. I had no idea how many men the Reverend had brought over to breed me. Sheila had taken good care of me, making sure I had enough to eat and that I wasn't hurt during the breeding sessions.
I had expected to go home Sunday night, so on Sunday afternoon, after the second session of men had left and Sheila had gotten me off with her hand to make sure my body sucked up as much sperm as possible through the orgasmic contractions of my cervix, I asked her when we'd be driving back.
"We've decided to extend our stay. The Reverend called your parents and said we wouldn't be back until Wednesday."
I had been lying in bed with my eyes half closed, enjoying the after effects of my last orgasm when I asked. But when Sheila said we weren't going to be leaving for 3 more days, my eyes flew open in panic.
"What? But you said we'd just be gone for the weekend," I said. "I have clients I need to see," I added, trying to make it seem like I was worried about my business.
"I saw your schedule Kristen. You don't have any client meetings this week."
"But I have work I need to get done," I argued.
"Nothing that can't wait a few more days," she responded.
"But I want to go home," I finally admitted.
"Really? You seem like you are enjoying yourself here. Why not just enjoy the extended vacation?" she asked, tracing my nipples with her fingertips.
I looked at her pleadingly. "Please, Sheila, I need to go home. Can't you talk to the Reverend and see if we can go back today?"
At the use of 'Sheila' instead of 'Mrs. Ward', she bristled. She sat up and said "You forget yourself, Kristen. And since you won't let it go, you should know I suggested to Mike that we stay the extra days. I was worried you may have calmed down so quickly Friday night because you were planning to use emergency contraception when get back. So I want to stay past the window when it would do any good."
"Mrs. Ward. I'm sorry I forgot myself. Please. I don't want to get pregnant. This isn't just punishment anymore. This is my life! I don't want to have a baby!" I tried to reason with her. "You can't keep me here. That's kidnapping."
"It's for your own good, Kristen. I don't want you to ruin your chances for a good outcome."
A good outcome? How would being single and pregnant help me?
"Pregnancy would be good for you, Kristen. And for us. We could have a baby!" she said, her eyes shining.
And it was then that I realized how badly she wanted a child, how painful it was for her that the Reverend had refused to consider IVF. As much as she cared for me, she wanted a baby badly enough to go along with her husband's insane plan. Assuming it was his plan to tame me through impregnation and not her plan to fulfill her desire for a child, using my womb.
"Sheila," I began. "Mrs. Ward. Listen to me. I don't want to have a baby. I don't want to be pregnant. Please, let me go."
"You'll feel differently when you have a baby growing inside you!" she said, reaching out a hand to caress my stomach. "Just think what a miracle that will be."
"I don't want a miracle. I just want to go home," I told her. "What happens to me if you go through with this? What am I going to do with a baby?"
"The Reverend and I have already talked it over. It's all planned out. He and I will officially adopt the baby. You can live with us during the pregnancy. We'll take care of you. We'll take care of everything."
They really had thought this through. With all their planning, there was little chance I was going to find a way to get out of here and stop this pregnancy before is started without a lot of uncomfortable questions from my parents or the police. And I doubted my parents or the police would believe me over the Reverend anyway. My only hope was that this weekend didn't result in a pregnancy and I would stay away from the Reverend and his wife after this.
I turned away from Sheila in bed, thinking. I was angry at them for playing with my life like this. Yet I enjoyed being with them so much. I didn't know what to do. What were the odds I would get pregnant from this weekend? Had I been off the pill long enough? Didn't I read that the odds of getting pregnant in any one month were only around 25% or less? But that is probably for monogamous couples trying to get pregnant. My womb had been nearly continuously bombarded with sperm for the last 3 days from different men. I'm pretty sure a man's sperm count drops when he ejaculates over and over within a short time frame. But I'd been bred with multiple men who likely had healthy sperm counts each time. At least based on the copious amounts of cum some of them had emitted.
Sheila was quiet in bed next to me, leaving me to my thoughts. She had changed a lot from the timid pastor's wife I had first met months ago. I actually liked the strong woman she had become. I just didn't like this particular obsession she had with getting me knocked up. I always imagined I would get married someday and have kids of my own. But years from now. I wasn't ready to have a baby before 30.
But I wouldn't be raising it, I reminded myself. Sheila and the Reverend wanted to raise the baby as their own. And Sheila would be a good mother. No, no, no, this was crazy. I'm starting to buy into this. Is this Stockholm syndrome? How could I think straight when I was locked up alone with them in a remote cabin? I didn't even have internet access so I could Google answers to my questions about pregnancy. Or Stockholm syndrome. Fuck.
Sheila began running her fingers over my skin, along the curves of my side. I could feel the warmth of her body against my back. She had taken off her clothes before getting me off and her naked breasts grazed my back. She brushed the hair back from my ear and neck and leaned in and kissed my neck as she ran her fingers down over my hips and then caressed my ass. Damn her. She knew just how to touch me. I felt my body responding to her, but I was still angry and confused about what I was feeling. She and the Reverend took for granted that they controlled me. They were even getting my parents involved now, making up stories about why I was with them.
I turned to face Sheila. Her green eyes met mine and she smiled at me. That damn smile. It hit me then that I was in love with her. Despite this whole crazy weekend, I was in love with this woman. And I think she knew it. Which made me angrier. I stared at her and then let me eyes explore her body. Her nipples were hard. I bet she's turned on by the idea of getting me pregnant, I thought. I rolled on top of her and straddled her. I pinned her arms down and looked down at her. She was still smiling at me. She was so lost in her own fantasy that she didn't realize how angry I was.