Chapter 1 - Disillusionment
Kriti stood in the center of the sitting room, head bowed. Her father-in-law sat in his chair with hands on the armrest, legs planted firmly. Everything about him exuded authority, not only of his position as a Thakur, but also his force of will. As always, he was dressed in a black suit and tie with a white shirt, the only color being the red prayer strings tied around his wrist and the red tilak on his forehead. He was a large man and even though age had softened him somewhat, powerfully muscled. Piercing dark eyes and a heavy black beard added to a noble bearing.
To his right sat her husband, Sunil. He was a younger version of his father, tall, powerfully built, with the same dark eyes and upright posture. A curled moustache that was oiled and well-kept marked his high caste status. As his father, he bore a red tilak. His black slacks and white shirt were bespoke and of the finest fabrics.
To the Thakur's left, her younger brother-in-law, Raj, slouched in his chair. He seemed out of place. Almost too slender, with youthful features, he seemed younger than his twenty-two years. Having just returned on break from his junior year of college, he had adopted less formal dress and bearing. He wore a colorful t-shirt and jeans. And, yet, the same red tilak emblazoned the center of his brow.
Beyond them stood half a dozen servants.
Two years out of college, just entering graduate school, she had met Sunil; wealthy son of a Thakur, the modern equivalent of a prince. Theirs had been a Bollywood whirlwind romance. Her friends and coworkers had whispered in amazement.
Handsome
.
Charming
.
A dream come true
. She was of a more modest upbringing. The marriage had been mildly contentious—her parents concerned with a girl of such modest means marrying into such a wealthy family. For all the stories Sunil had told her about his father, the Thakur had been more accepting of the arrangement. Back then she had taken it as a sign of an open-minded, modern thinker.
The wedding was as one would expect of a family of such wealth and status. There had been no dowry and she had been gifted with jewelry and fine clothes. Again, a modern household. Once moved into the house, though, Kriti had seen little of her father-in-law except during meals. Raj had been the playful young brother-in-law she expected; Sunil, a doting husband during the day and a passionate lover at night who left her aching with need and fulfillment.
Then, this morning, two months after she joined the household, he had sent a servant to tell her that he wanted to speak with her after breakfast.
"Bahu." The Thakur had never called her by her name. Always her title,
Bahu
- daughter-in-law. "You are treated well here, yes?"
She nodded.
"You are the
bahu
of this house,
my
house. In my house, you will want for nothing." The Thakur stood up and gestured to the servants. Folding his arms behind his back, he continued, "The
bahu
of this house does not work. Not inside the house. Not outside. There are other demands on her time."
She raised her head in curiosity. The stern expression never left his face.
"This is a traditional house. First, there is respect. I am the lord of this house." He gestured to her husband. "And he is your lord. Just as the servants will obey the
bahu's
word, so the
bahu
must obey the word of the Thakur and her husband."
Kriti nodded. She had thought to say something but held her tongue. She realized she had not been bidden to speak.
"Second, the
bahu
of this house must always be presentable. Our guests expect no less. When you awake to the time you sleep, you will be presentable." He did not mention it, but his eyes traveled the length of her body, taking in the embroidered salwar kameez. "The
bahu
of this house does not wear cheap clothing. This afternoon, the tailor will come and fit you for new clothes. Your old clothes will be given to the villagers."
He then gestured to a waif of servant girl to step forward. "From today, Choti will help you become ready in the mornings. If you need anything or have any complaints, you will come to me." His tone suggested there should be no complaints.
A bit apprehensive about being attended through some of the most private time in her day, something she had not expected, Kriti nodded. She intuited that questioning this requirement or refusing was not acceptable, particularly not before the entire household.