Chapter 4 - Aspirations
Kriti wrapped the towel around herself and peeled off her swimsuit underneath. Tying another towel around her bound-up hair, she slipped on her sandals and padded to Raj's terrace. It was still quite early, she hadn't slept well. She could hear muffled sounds from the kitchen at the far wing but otherwise, the house was quiet. From the terrace, she could see that Raj was in a chair in his sitting room, reading on his tablet. He looked up and saw her, beckoned for her to come in. His expression changed from absorbed to attentive, concerned. He set aside the tablet.
She put up a hand. "I don't want to talk about it."
Dropping the towel, Kriti reached out and pulled the tie on his silk robe, undoing the fastening. He wasn't hard yet but getting there. After all, she was standing over him naked.
He rested a hand on her hip. "Oh, you're cold."
"Not for long," she replied. She straddled the armless chair that he preferred for reading--it allowed him to sit cross-legged when he wished. Raj encircled her with his arms, kissing her belly, stroking the small of her back. After a moment or two, though, she reached back and shifted one of his hands to her rump. He accepted the cue and cupped her, gently squeezing and caressing with his fingers. It helped banish the harshness of the night before.
"I thought about you while I was swimming," she murmured. "Feel how ready I am."
His hands paused. She could feel his breath against her stomach. Raj moved a hand down from behind and slipped his fingers gently along her, sampling. He groaned. Slowly, Kriti pushed him back in the chair, causing his hands to slide away. Keeping her eyes on his, she used one hand to angle him and lowered herself onto him just as slowly. It was excruciatingly good. She moaned in her throat. Burying her face in the crook of his neck, she clung tightly, pressing herself hard against him, and rocked. He caught her rhythm and moved with her, slowly at first, then faster.
Yes, she was ready. But once again, Raj's gentle manner and the quality of his touch had pushed her further and she was already close. She tried to prolong it for him, but when he grasped the back of her head and urged her into a kiss, it became too much. Thrusting hard against him, she shuddered and moaned into his mouth. Her climax brought him along and they came together, clinging to each other. He kept kissing her throughout, and even when he fell back spent, he pulled her with him, the urgency turning sweet.
***
At breakfast, Kriti sat across from Sunil. They did not speak, had not spoken since the party, even when they had retired for the night after the Thakur released them both from his rooms. They shared the meal alone, in silence.
Kriti spent the day refreshing her knowledge of the steps necessary to certify the factory. It soothed her, and in the small hope that she would be allowed to take part, she would be ready.
The Thakur did not appear until tea. When he did, he looked especially pleased with himself. "Sunil, you were perfect last night." They all presumed that he was speaking of the party. "And Raj, I did not know you'd learned so much at your brother's knee. Even though it is not your area of study, well done. Many years from now, my legacy will be in good hands." He sipped tea and toyed with a small plate of food. "I received a call from Lowell
and
his advising attorney just now. It seems that even sober in the light of day, he believes his team would benefit from our bahu's assistance. What are your thoughts, Sunil?"
Kriti froze at the mention of her. She set her fork aside and kept her eyes on her plate. She felt rather than saw Sunil glance at her.
"Kriti's more than qualified. Why would we risk anything but the most excellent result in our certification?"
Kriti resisted the urge to close her eyes, overwhelmed with gratefulness. Sunil might not overtly help her, but he apparently wasn't interested in keeping her prisoner. He had cannily phrased the question as rhetorical.
"Well," the Thakur said with a sly tone, "Bahu has just begun to attend to
all
her duties in the household. Quite well, thus far but there will be greater demands. We wouldn't want that work to suffer either. What say you, Bahu?"
She suppressed her anger. She was becoming exceedingly good at that. "What is my husband's decision? My Thakur's? I am strong enough to serve the family in all ways. But if you doubt, my place is here first." She knew that the only way he would let her out was if he thought she didn't want out.
His eyes roved. "Raj, how many times has Bahu done her duty by you?"
Raj choked a little on his tea and glanced at Sunil.
"Do not look to your brother. He understands the requirements."
Swallowing hard, Raj answered (truthfully), "Seven times, maybe eight. I have not been more... inclined."
The Thakur nodded. "You will observe tonight."
Raj put both his hands on the table. Kriti silently prayed that he wouldn't protest.
Sunil said resignedly, without venom, "You must, Little Brother."
Jaw set, Raj kept quiet.
The Thakur seemed satisfied with mere acquiescence. "Sunil, you are excused this evening. I know you've not rested in days. We must not cause you illness. I will think until tomorrow on whether to lend Bahu to the certification team."
Kriti reflected on how many asanas would be required before dinner to allow her to report to the Thakur's room and not bite him until he bled.
***
In the faint hope that she might be allowed to go to work, Kriti spoke with Choti about appropriate clothing.
"There's nothing here that I can wear to the factory. How might we convince the Thakur?"
Choti pondered. "I think your husband might need to suggest that something different is important to the family prestige in this situation."
Kriti nodded. "At Atul, I always wore Western suits underneath a lab coat. The Thakur will never allow trousers, but maybe this--" She showed Choti a tailored, mid-calf Ted Baker skirt with a long-sleeved silk blouse. "With a dupatta that matches the blouse, and flats, it's the right combination of traditional and modern."
Choti seemed to consider her words for a moment, then nodded. "And it will hide that you aren't wearing underwear while allowing him access. Should he desire."
Suppressing a shudder, Kriti agreed. She collected the bookmarks for the items and texted them to Sunil with the note, "... to further the family reputation
if
I am taken to the factory."