Chapter 5: The police officer inspects Jessica and the Reverend.
The Reverend took a deep breath and rolled down his window. He turned to look at who was making his acquaintance but found only the blinding ray of the officer's flashlight pierce his eyes. The Reverend turned from the light and watched as the beam searched the occupants and the interior of the vehicle. With his light, the officer strip searched the man; his wand of light probed each article of clothing from his head to his foot; he felt naked and exposed, although fully clothed, by the strange way the light fondled him. When the officer was finished with the Reverend, he took his light to Jessica. He performed the same ritual with her, stopping for what seemed a long time on her legs and her skirt which was still bunched up near her stocking tops. She did nothing to hide herself.
"Damn him," her mind screamed and then "asshole." She was not afraid of this man, she had done nothing wrong and besides she had grown accustomed to the brazen stares of men as they looked, ogling her, fondling her with their dirty minds. Usually, Jessica really got off teasing men, leading them on, flirting with them, and tormenting them with the lewd fantasies that erupted in their minds with so little as a flicker of her eyes and a smile or a brief flash of her thigh.
It was a power trip for her, although she had not really analyzed it. She had learned this lesson early in life, on the streets, or more accurately, while still in school. It still amazed her how quickly a man could be turned into a bumbling mass of putty and follow her like a dog, intent only on their primitive satisfaction. She had been labeled as a "slut" early in life and though this role was one that she never aspired to, her life had been hard and she found that a brief display of her charms opened doors for her.
Sometimes the doors that opened and men being the rough creatures that they were, lead to back alleys and dead ends, so that in time Jessica learned how to moderate herself, to keep men on the edge, in a state of semi-flaccid denial, to be careful not to let them become fully engorged, because then the tables would turn and there was no telling what they would do.
It was different with the Reverend. He was so unlike any other man she had been with. The teasing and flirting on the dance floor had really made her hot and their little encounter by the bathrooms played over and over in her mind. Intuitively, he was the kind of man she knew she could trust. He was the kind of man that she could submit to and somehow she knew that he would always be there to catch her if she fell.
This is why the leering gaze of the officer pissed her off so. She was not going to allow this uniformed donkey take control of the situation and her man. Besides, the taste of the Reverend's cock still lingered in her mouth and she wanted it back.
"Good evening officer," the Reverend blurted out as his disdain for this unwarranted search brought him to his senses. He could take the pompous pretenses of some hillbilly cop but he would not allow Jessica to be subjected to such abuse. The officer grunted and returned the blinding light to the man's eyes and simply said, "Your driver's license and your registration."
The Reverend fumbled in the console for the registration and he turned on the overhead light. With the cab's light, the flashlight's glare and the rear spotlights were diminished, and he was relieved. This renewed his confidence and he felt as if, in some small way, he was fighting back. The officer was now outlined, standing before him. He was a tall man, at least 6 foot and bore the resemblance of one who had allowed the sallow of age form over what was once a muscular physique. He carried the standard issue police gear on his belt and in his hand, lightly clutched at the tips of his fingers, was his Billy stick. As the Reverend turned to present his papers, the officer leaned forward so that his face was now illuminated.
The Reverend studied his features; his face was smooth and hard, with ruggedly chiseled bones that rose like an alpine glacier above the hollows of his cheeks. These harsh features did not bother the Reverend; in each of us we are given only a structure, a foundation that builds each passing day, etching the erosion of time in our creases and lines. It is in the eyes that we see the real person; eyes which reflect a lifetime of emotion, days filled with laughter and hopeful expectation, nights of tears and sorrow, and the omnipresent thoughts guiding our waking hours. Each of these emotions sculpt our face as we travel on our journey and, like a great sand dune built by our buffeting life journey, they carve their impressions on us, into us, and when, we become old, our faces, although worn and drooping, hold the secret to what our days on this earth have really been like.
But the Reverend did not like what he saw in the man's eyes; they were tinted, frosted to prevent looking inside. Coarseness covered his features; a layer of grit dusted and muted whatever light might lie underneath. Yet perched on each peak of his rugged landscape there was a look of confidence, like a solitary flag staking out ownership of an inhospitable and desolate territory. Confident and menacing was the face that craned and glared into the Reverend's car.
He waited silently as the man perused the license. "Your car was all over the road on that stretch of highway back there, the officer drawled, lifting and pointing his Billy club towards the empty highway behind them. "Been drinking tonight?" he questioned. "Or is something else going on?" he intonated.
"I just had one beer, I swear," the Reverend reported, "and that was awhile ago, must have been at least an hour ago."
"Humm," the officer grumbled as he took the flashlight and plied the light once again on the man. "One beer should not make you swerve all over the road like that." These questions were becoming a sort of a game now; the Reverend could hear a cold enjoyment in the officer's voice. "You are putting this pretty little miss in danger, don't you think" he said as he basked Jessica in the light once more, the center of the beam resting on her crotch.
"I am sorry, officer" the Reverend said, "I know that I was not speeding."
The officer drew himself back up, out of the of the cab's interior light and yelled, "I will decide whether you were speeding or not" and then returning his sneering face back through the window he took his club and pushed it through the open window, into the cab, stopping only when its tip was just inches from the Reverends lap. "What do you call this?" he demanded.
The Reverend looked down and saw that the zipper on his pants was still open; he had not had time to close it in the trembling rush to pull over. "I asked you why you were swerving," he demanded again. Shocked, the Reverend said nothing. His mind was whirling. He knew the answer of course, but how could he justify this to an officer of the law?
Beside him, in a meek voice that grew stronger with each syllable, he heard Jessica say, "I can explain, Officer."
"Now we are getting somewhere," the officer exclaimed, the amusement returning to his voice and he took the light and shined it once again on the woman. She had done nothing to straighten or pull down her skirt and her legs remained spread open on the seat in a most casual and provocative manner.
"It was all my fault, really," she explained and the Reverend cringed when he heard her tell the story. "I was giving him a blow-job, I am sorry sir." The officer said nothing and waited for her to continue. "I think he was about ready to blow and he must have swerved a little." Jessica's voice had changed back into her charming little miss tone that she mimicked with Ricky back at the bar. The Reverend was beside himself. How could she be speaking like this? It was like he had entered a dream and was falling endlessly down a deep hole.
"I will not do it again," she continued. "I promise to be a good girl." The Reverend could not believe the confidence and the moxie of this woman. She was taking on the cold arm of the law single handedly, owning up to the crime herself, pointing the finger of blame on herself, and away from a man that only hours before, she had never met.
"A good girl do you say?" the officer mimed, as the level of amusement rose in his voice. Removing the Billy club from its position above the Reverend's open pants, he pulled back and slowly walked around the vehicle to the passenger side. As he passed the front headlights, they saw his full appearance. In his stride, in the way he sauntered around the vehicle, they clearly saw that this was a man intoxicated with his badge who was drunk with confidence both on and off duty.
The officer stood outside the passenger door and probed Jessica again with his flashlight. From this new vantage point, Jessica's stocking tops and the fancy nylon lace of her panties sparkled in the light. She held her ground firmly and did not close her legs. Never before had the Reverend met such a courageous woman. How she could bear this scrutiny without flinching was beyond him.
"Get out of the car," barked the officer. "I want to see what a good girl really looks like." He held the light steady on her, not on her hands or eyes to watch for the sudden movement of a criminal, but the beam remained firmly planted between her legs. She felt the heat of the powerful light on her legs and wondered if it was just the light, or something else.