I stepped into the dark, hot room feeling more than a little nervous. I had never done anything like this before. My body was excited and terrified at the same time. Inside the room I could sense the close bodies of several people filling the darkness. Flashlights flicked on and glared in my eyes. There came a voice.
"Only men in here. Are you a man?"
I nodded, my own tension growing as the reality of the situation built.
"Take off your clothes and prove it."
I stripped. I knew this was part of the bargain. I had a momentary vision of it all being a joke. I would be stripped and photographed or left naked in this cabin in the woods. Ha ha ha, the joke would be on me for answering the ad in the first place. The vision quickly passed. This was not a joke. My mind was making up things to explain the bizarreness of the situation and to prepare for what was about to happen. In fact it was very, very serious. The voice went on as I stripped.
"You are dropping your civilized self. You are giving up restraint and becoming an animal. Take off all your clothes and reveal your manhood. If it's not hard and pulsing now, it will be soon."
My dick hadn't been hard when I started to undress. I was too nervous and the whole thing felt too unreal. But under the flashlights and the sound of that heavy voice, my sex began to stiffen. The lights fell upon it, half-hard, as I stripped off my underwear. Soon I stood was standing, vulnerable among strangers, completely naked. My dick was attention, sticking out straight into the darkness as if it could feel the eyes of the other men upon it.
"He's the last one except for Paul." This was a second male voice. The first voice grunted in agreement and then someone turned on the light.
It was a single-room cabin lit by a bare bulb. Inside were seven or eight men seated in an open circle, most of them on benches, a few in armchairs. All were naked, sitting comfortably, some stroking or holding themselves. They were looking at me.
"Have a seat," the first voice said. "My name is John." He was sitting in the most comfortable chair. After gesturing me to an empty spot on a bench, he leaned forward and let his big hand leave his thick sex for long enough to shake my hand. I was nervous. It felt strange to be in the company of naked men like this. The atmosphere was completely different from that of a locker room. Here sexuality was a prize rather than a shame. My dick was still erect and some of the men were looking at it, not furtively or shyly but very simply because they wanted to.
I shook John's hand and watched it go away from me, coming to rest between his legs, cupping his balls, playing with them. There was a pause of anticipation. Now that the light was on, it was time to begin. I couldn't guess how many of these men had been here before. Probably some of them had done this many times. Was I the only one who was new to the gang? The men were of different ages and colors, but all them seemed relatively fit. Their penises likewise were of different shapes and sizes. Most of them were erect.
John took out a blown-up photograph from somewhere and placed it on the small table at the center of our circle. It was directly under the bulb that lit the cabin, and I could see in it the figure of a young woman. She was walking somewhere, in the city, perhaps on her way to work. She seemed unaware of the camera. She was wearing a jacket and a medium-length skirt. We took turns bending over the table to get a closer look, but no one touched the photograph. Each man was touching himself now, thinking about the woman in the photograph. Getting himself read to be an animal.
"This is our prey tonight," John said. "Soon she will arrive in these woods. She won't know where she is or what is going on until she sees us standing around. Then the chase begins. Rub your dicks, men. Rub your cocks. Feel your hard penises. This woman, we are going to take her body. Do you ache to fuck a woman? Tonight you will be animals."
The last reserves of normality had gone from my head. I felt myself letting go of my identity and of the details of my life. The men around me were rubbing their dicks slow or quick, moving their fingers against the bottom of their cocks, and I was becoming part of the gang. My shame and nervousness left me as the sexual energy grew. My hand slipped down to my penis and took hold. Looking around I understand that our penises united us. We were becoming a gang of animals, joined by our male sex. My scrotum tightened. Someone groaned.
"Do not cum," John said in a commanding voice. He took his hand away from his dick and slid the photograph out of sight. "Take your hands away from your penises. You will not cum until you fuck womanflesh." The men obeyed, some moving slowly as if it pained them to stop. We looked around at the circle of erect penises, each one pointing upwards like a weapon. Our penises were waiting. We were waiting for the hunt.
John continued, implacable. "Her name is Sara Johnson. She works at a law firm and is sexually unadventurous. She is five feet and six inches tall. Her breasts are firm and of good size, and her nipples are sensitive. She is not a virgin. She is not menstruating. Her pubic hair is grown to natural length. Tonight we will own her body with our penises. Tonight we will enter and possess this woman's vagina."
The silence in the cabin was insane and electric. Every cock was rock-hard in the imagining of what was to come. Then John raised his handed and pointed at me. "You," he said firmly. I stared back, shocked. "Take hold of your penis." I could not disobey him. The other men looked at me, their penises aching to cum. I understood that I was accepting an honor, and let my hand rest underneath my dick. "You have no name," John said to me. "You are an animal. Your desire is male. Feel the need in your penis to rub and to fuck." I nodded. My hand began to move along the shaft of my dick. "This is your first hunt, therefore you will have the position of honor. When the woman is captured, the others will assist you in holding her, but you will undress her. You will remove her clothes and her bra and underwear. You will strip her naked and violate her first. After that you will be part of the gang. Now stop." I took my hand away. My penis ached to cum.
There came the sound of a large car driving up outside. I started, but the others did not seem surprised. "Paul is here," said John. "With the girl. She will be frightened. We will enjoy forcing her body. Before it starts, there is a pact of trust to be made among those present." The car stopped outside the cabin. I thought I could hear the sound of a young woman's voice protesting already, but my mind was racing and probably imagining things.
"Take hold of the man to your right," John said from his chair. At first I did not understand what was happening. Then I felt a strong hand moving between my legs. I almost pulled away but then saw that everyone was doing it. The man to my left had reached out with one hand, and now took hold of my scrotum. It did not hurt but it did not feel gentle, either. Slowly, I put out a hand and grasped the balls of the man to my right. We sat in a circle, holding each other by the balls, united in the experience of being men. John spoke the pact out loud.
"We are men." A light squeeze went around the circle. Each man understood his vulnerability, his powerlessness against the circle of men. "We have balls and penises." Another squeeze, this one harder, with a slight twinge of pain. "Our bodies make us men. We know the bodies of women and we want them." Another squeeze, another twinge. "We are men. Tonight we fuck as the male animal." My balls were gripped and held, pulled slightly. I opened my mouth to make a noise. By reflex I had pulled on my neighbor's scrotum too. Finally I was released, and then all hands opened and our balls were our own again. I looked around the circle one last time.
"Let's go," said John. He stood up and turned off the light.