Talia's Misfortune
In the handful of months since Madame Talia's encounter with Chance at her studio, her dreams had slowly but steadily transformed from lascivious and tawdry visions of rape that woke her up soaked and fingering herself to mildly suggestive fitful sleep that left her feeling edgy and horny most of the day. She understood in her more lucid moments that it wasn't all that uncommon for women to have orgasms during rape, unwanted and embarrassing to say the least. Chance hadn't actually raped her, merely mentioned the letter she initially wrote to his address wherein she inferred that she did not want any sexual attention from anybody there and suggesting that she would contact police if it happened. The premonition of sexual assault that gave birth to the letter was prevalent in her mind when he accosted and trussed her up in what could best be described as a half chair, half goddess yoga pose. He had left her there for hours in the darkness alone with her vulnerability and her fevered imagination wondering if he would come back and perform the sexual assault from her precognitive warning. Her frenzied mind had worked her up into a hyper-sensualized and excited state. The vividly erotic dream of being raped and sodomized the same night it happened had deeply unnerved her. Back then she wondered if she secretly wanted to be used against her will.
Tonight her subconscious mind was no longer at war with her conscious mind. It had convinced her that the kidnapper should be brought to justice. She settled down to bed firmly resolved that she would find a way to do so. It was unfortunate that when it happened she had felt such an overwhelming sense of embarrassment and nobody knew what had happened at the studio. Nobody but Talia and her nemesis knew. The lack of police report currently seemed insurmountable. Tiredly she yawned and snuggled her one extra pillow while sleep overtook her.
Talia awoke panting and the discomfiture of her fingers buried in her vagina, sleep wear wrecked and torn and sticky from her juices. Her unkempt long sandy brown hair pulled at her scalp while coils spooled underneath her shoulder. She moaned as she realized that her overpowering and suddenly resurgent dream of rape and sodomy had kindled a strong premonition that something was dreadfully wrong. It dawned on her that the latest letter she had written to Chance still existed. She knew in her heart that she would need to destroy it in order to feel safe once again. Frenetically, she dressed to head to her studio with plans to burn the missive.
In the small kitchenette at the back of the bungalow, Janice poured a freshly boiled kettle of water into her mug with tea bag. She turned toward the small refrigerator to get some milk when Talia rushed by toward the studio. Janice had never seen her boss in such a hurry before, so her curiosity flared up. Forgetting about her cup of tea, she trailed after being filled to the brim with interest. She found her boss in the studio with the empty waste basket in her hand, rummaging round and peering in all the possible hiding places. Janice asked, "What are you searching for boss?"
No answer came forth for the present until Madame Talia dejectedly stopped, stepped over the desk and dropped the waste basket. She looked pale, and tremulously queried, "Do you know what happened to the letter in this basket?"
"I picked it up. I thought it fell in accidentally, so I picked it up and put it in the mail."
Talia grew even paler and her eyes blinked the excess water down her cheeks. Janice, believing she needed to justify her actions added, "I can count on both my hands the number of times you put things in that waste basket since I've worked for you. Of those, I can count on one hand how often you've accidentally dropped something in there. When you wanted to get rid of some mail, you either ripped it in half or crumpled it up. How was I supposed to know? What is this about? What did I do wrong?"
Janice watched in awkward silence as a half dozen tear drops fell to the carpet while she waited for answers. Not knowing what else to do, she eased up to her boss and reached out to comfort her. It caught her by surprise when Talia jumped as Janice's hand touched her shoulder. Janice was about the same height as Talia, but wearing heals compared to the flats Talia wore gave her the feeling she towered over her boss. She took Talia protectively into her arms attempting to comfort her, and noticed her boss trembling. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. What was so bad about that letter?"
Talia sniffled, took in a ragged breath, "It's not your concern." There was no possibility that she would overcome the embarrassment of what happened during Chance's appointment, so no explanation would she utter even if she were on her death-bed. Like a fox being chased by a pack of hounds, her thoughts flittered about trying to think of where she might hide and get away from Chance. "I'll take my morning appointments, but you should start cancelling all the rest."
"Okay boss. Should I reschedule? Customers are going to want to know when they can come back."