Chapter 5
I learned I was to be a guest at dinner again that night. Not the guest of honor, thank the gods, but a guest at Xentos' table, to show off to his subjects. Kirin pressed a cool cloth to my face, which was puffy and red from crying. I would have been happy to attend the dinner looking as miserable as I felt, but Xentos had ordered her to make me presentable, and out of fear for what might happen to Kirin if she failed, I complied. She restyled my hair and presented me with yet another fresh gown of white cloth, cut almost down to navel in the front, and backless. A slit on each side showed my legs to mid-thigh. The semi-sheer fabric left very little to the imagination, the pink of my nipples faintly showing through. My flesh belonged to Xentos, the dress seemed to say. It was his to display.
Kirin reassured me again that Xentos would not have his way with me that night, but that he did want his guests to admire me, hence the dress. I gritted my teeth at the shame of going nearly naked in public, but it was pointless to argue over it with Kirin, who took her orders from the king. I looked like Jaslyn, I realized. Like I belonged to this life. I tugged the tendrils of hair Kirin had left down over my breasts, attempting to hide them, but it was in vain.
"Who is coming to this dinner?" I asked Kirin, more out of boredom than actual curiosity. Being pampered with dresses and hair and fine accessories was more trouble than it was worth.
"All the king's advisors," she said, thinking. "The captain. Ambassadors from the other tribes of the Silehah." She tucked the strands of hair I'd pulled forward back over my shoulders again. I sighed.
"Why ambassadors? Is that common?"
"No, Vessel. The king does not usually invite them to his table, but I believe he wishes them to see - recent developments." She averted her dark eyes from mine.
"Recent developments?" I snorted. "You mean me. The king wants to show off his new slave to his subjects, to rub it in their faces."
"I believe that may have something to do with it, yes," Kirin said carefully.
"Do the other tribes have satiety prophets?" I asked as Kirin rubbed oil into my arms, giving them a soft glow.
"Some do, O Seer, but I do not know of any with more than one." She tucked my hair aside and rubbed the oil into my back, massaging as she went. Her hands were strong, yet gentle, and despite my dread over the impending dinner I found myself relaxing. I sighed, and leaned into it.
"Thank you for being so kind to me, Kirin," I said. In the short time I'd known her, I'd become very fond of her. She had very dexterous hands, seeming not to tire.
"I am honored to serve the sacred vessel," she replied. "However I can help you, I will."
I wondered how much she meant by that. Would she help me escape, if I asked her to? It was too early in my plan to risk saying anything now. I'd have to continue to play the dutiful concubine, entranced by shiny, pretty things and eager for the king's touch.
After a few minutes, Kirin said it was time to go, and I was led again down the corridors of the palace to the dining hall. This time I was sure I recognized the hallways nearest my rooms - a start. Kirin bowed before taking her leave of me, abandoning me to the horrors of dinner with the king.
Many guests were already in the dining hall, milling about with goblets of wine. None were seated yet. I didn't see the king. A servant offered me a goblet of wine and I greedily accepted, eager to dull the nerves in my stomach. Jaslyn was there already, revealing even more flesh than I, if such a thing was possible while still wearing some semblance of clothing. Yet another white dress, like mine. This must be the uniform of a passion seer. Her jutting hipbones seemed a stark contrast to my softer curves, and her dark hair was swept up and piled atop her head, the better to reveal her bare skin. She sneered slightly upon seeing me, gulping wine and laughing at something her companion said. In a flash of smiles and flirtatious glances, she appeared at my side.
"So," she hissed, so only I could hear, "You don't seem so reluctant to play the part now, do you, little egret?" She placed a hand on the bare expanse of chest revealed by my dress. "Is this your attempt to entice the king?" I reigned in the revulsion I felt at the notion of trying to seduce the king. I needed to get on Jaslyn's good side - she was the only one who could help me understand who I really was.
"No, of course not," I said, trying to widen my eyes in innocence. "This was chosen for me, I'd much rather be garbed in something sensible and..." -I searched for the lest enticing garment I could think of-"Wool."
She laughed cruelly. "A country bumpkin indeed."
I nodded, smiling apologetically. "Yes, I'm afraid so. I didn't even know I had the cur- gift, until I was captu - taken here by Laurent."
Her eyes flashed, a glimmer of curiosity appearing. "You had no idea? What did you think happened when you lay with the village idiots? That it was their gift that made you see such things?"
"I - I'd never lain with a man before."