[Please note: this story is FICTION and FANTASY. If you don't like the content, please don't read it. :).
It is also my first work, so please be kind in your critiques and reviews if possible. I do not have anyone to edit and review these stories but myself, and absolutely appreciate any constructive feedback.
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-V]
If you had told me even a couple months ago that any of this would be happening, there is no way I would believe you. And yet...
Sorry, I suppose you need a little background here. I'm Kevin, and my boyfriend Isaac and I have been dating for about 5 years now. We're both 29 years old, met at a gay bar when we were 24, and have been together ever since (well, mostly). Sure, we've had our ups and downs, even broke up once for a few months, but we always find our way back to each other. I've been in love with other guys before this, but it never felt like I feel about Isaac. He's special. He makes me laugh, he's sexy as fuck (think a big, tall, burly lumberjack), he's sweet and thoughtful, and has always made me feel completely comfortable around him, like I can always be myself and tell him anything.
Anyway, I'm getting ahead of myself. We are a good match, at least we think so, and our friends always tell us the same. We seem to complement each other in how "opposite" we are:: Isaac is handy around the house, and I'm good with money. He's street smart and can be a real charmer, whereas I graduated top of my class and am much more academic.. Isaac's a real man's man, and everyone is always surprised to find out he is gay. I'm merely passable as a straight guy as long as you don't really talk or interact with me much. I guess what I mean is I look pretty butch, too, just huskier and a bit shorter than Isaac.
Ok, fine... now is not the time to mince words: I'm chubby. But solid and chubby, is what I tell myself. I also can't grow an epic beard like Isaac can (or really any beard, just a weak mustache), so I typically stay pretty clean shaven. He also has a monster 8" dick, whereas mine is a modest... well, let's just say I'm not hung. But I'm also a bottom, so Isaac has never cared. Sorry! I digress, being a gay male with a one-track mind and all...
Oh, one last way we don't quite match up: Isaac's an apprentice electrician who can work some odd hours, whereas I'm a 9-to-5 glorified government worker, so our schedules are (sadly) often opposing each other.
We moved in together after 2 years of dating and we now live in an apartment at Wild Oaks that we love. It's quiet, clean, well-managed, and his best friend, Mandy, happens to live in one of the other units within the same complex. Truth be told, she is the one who convinced us to move in there. Frankly, Wild Oaks was a little bit above our budget, but just barely, and it really is one of the nicest complexes to live in that was still inside the city. So, we took the leap and we've been living in relative domestic bliss until we get married and can buy a house.
I've always liked Mandy, but she can be... a lot. She and Isaac have been friends since high school, where they dated briefly, but never ended up "going all the way." In fact, Isaac and I joked proudly about being gold star gays when we first started dating, which means we've never had sex with a woman. The story goes that she didn't take the break up well, but when he came out shortly after, she immediately forgave him and became his "#1 fag hag" as she loves to put it. Truth be told, she is one of the most outgoing supporters of us gays I've ever met, always at the ready to call out the drunken frat boy for saying "that's gay" or attend the next protest or pride parade. But she can also party harder than she can handle, is overly clingy with Isaac (though I've never gotten jealous since he is very clearly not interested), and can stir up quite a bit of drama. Basically, not the kind of person I want to see every day. Isaac thinks she's "fun," and having gone on vacation with Isaac, Mandy, and a couple other friends last a year ago, it has cemented my belief that a little Mandy goes a long way. Luckily, I don't see her near as often as Isaac does.
Anyway, about 2 months ago, Isaac had been working 6-day work weeksβ12 hour shifts a lot of the time, no lessβand we'd been like ships passing in the night. He assured me it would only be for 4 months or so, until the new office building his apprenticeship was working on was finished. Luckily for Isaac, Mandy is a waitress at a fancy steak house in town, so she was often getting off work around the time he gets off this particular job,, and they started hanging out at a lot more at night when I'm already asleep. Nothing wild, but they usually just smoke some pot, watch some TV (usually at her place, since I'm a light sleeper), and eat junk food until it's time for one of them to go to bed. How Isaac doesn't put on much fat and only muscle is beyond me... Regardless, when they do hang at our place, I've never had a problem with itβas long as they don't wake me up or make a mess I have to clean up. Still, I kind of resented Mandy for getting so much more time with him than I was getting, but I recognized it wasn't her fault.
It probably didn't help that our sex life had taken a hit since one of us was pretty much asleep when the other was awake. It was putting me on edge as it was. It was becoming clear that both of us were relying on porn and jerking off alone to take care of our own needs, which Isaac repeatedly informed me he was fine with, as though this was supposed to be a comfort to me. I had trouble understanding this, as the lack of physical intimacy was starting to take its toll on my mood. I was getting snappier when we did see each other, since he would often say he was too tired on his day off to have sex. My needs were not being satisfied and I hated that I felt like there was nothing I could do in the situation.
That's when I did something stupid one afternoon after work. Sitting on the couch, alone per usual and way too horny, I downloaded one of the gay dating apps I deleted shortly after I met Isaac. I told myself there would be no harm in looking. Classic slippery slope, right? Yet there I was, making a discreet profile. I wasn't going to show my face, but I was fine with sharing pics or videos, since that's not cheating, right? But maybe there was a part of me that didn't care if something actually happened. If I have to be honest, I felt at the time that I could justify an anonymous blow job or handy, but I also knew I wasn't going to go out of my way to make it happen... Doesn't make it much better, does it? I know, it was a shitty thing to do and I can't really justify it. But it happened.
So there I was on the app, checking out who might be in my area, and lo and behold, not 500 feet away was "sexy bi muscle bear." Naturally, his screen name was a fitting description of him; he didn't show his face, but damn did the profile pic of his bare, hairy, toned chest look good... I was too nervous to message him, but luckily (or unluckily, depending on how you see it), he messaged me shortly after:
SBMB:
Hey, stranger. You here at Wild Oaks?
Me
: Sure am
Me
: Great pic btw
SBMB
: Thanks man, would love to see one of you
[I send an unflattering dick pic since the angle is awkward and the lighting is bad]
SBMB
: not bad, but really looking for an ass pic. Or even a face and body pic.
Me
: Can't get a good angle of my ass, sorry... But also just looking for something less than anal.
Me
: I'm not sure I can share more... Kinda on the DL.
SBMB
: Haha, well with no ass or face pic, how do you expect to catch any fish that way?
Me
: Lol, good point
Me
: I'm honestly not sure
SBMB
: Well let me know when you're ready to get serious. Judging from your stats, you sound thick AF, which is def my type ;)
"Shit... he's right, I'm not ready for this,"