'Shannon had this fantasy that she only wanted one man, one that would take care of her. But now you know that deep down you want any man. Every man. Ashley, what I want you to accept is that your only worth now is to serve men. Do you understand that?'
'Yes, I want to be a slut for men, I want to please them,' I replied.
'And without pleasing them, what are you?'
'I am nothing,' I replied. He didn't say anything, looking at me, waiting for me to add to my answer. And I did, 'I would be worthless, useless.'
'Good Ashley. I think you are starting to understand. That's why you are wearing a collar now, to remind you of your place in life. It's a message that Shannon needs to understand as well.'
I knelt in silence, naked and now cold, with the men sitting around me. Those who weren't dressed already pulled their clothes on. Then Dan told me to clean the trailer.
'Ashley, this place is a mess. You need to clean up after the party you threw for all the men you fucked. Clean your home away from home just like the place where you pretend to be a faithful wife. And make sure you clean the bedrooms as well. Pick up all your used condom wrappers.'
I stood up and began to clean, picking up the bottles and cans, solo cups and paper plates, and while I did, I thought about all that had transpired. It was a rollercoaster train of thought, I thought about what was ahead of me tonight, I thought about how I would get home, I wondered if I would call the police, I wondered if that would get Dan, my husband, arrested.
I wondered if I was complicit, if the fact that part of me, Ashley, has enjoyed this, if that made it ok. And I thought about why I was ok with it, why I enjoyed it, why did I enjoy the physical sensations, being a slut, a whore. And why did this sense of being an object, being inferior, being submissive, why did I like that, why did it arouse me. And I wondered if I could ever get back from Ashley to Shannon.
The men sat and talked as I cleaned, regularly commenting about me, degrading me, humiliating me. When I walked past them, they would pull my leash, grab me, spank me, twist my nipples or pinch me. Their physical interactions with me escalated, pinning me to the small kitchen counter and fingering me while I cleaned it and inserting objects into my vagina and anus as I picked up the condom wrappers.
When the garbage was full I pulled the bag out and asked what I should do with it, expecting one of the men to take it outside. Dan, however, told me to take it outside and put it in the green bin on the side of the trailer. One of the men unlocked the front door and opened it, allowing the cold air to rush in. I couldn't believe they expected me to walk, naked and exposed, in the cold, but I wasn't surprised.
I stepped outside into the frigid air, frost covering the van and the blue sedan parked out front. I walked barefoot down the cement steps and then uncomfortably across the gravel to the side of the plain beige trailer. The sun was bright, the trees had no leaves, and silence accompanied the fact that there wasn't a house in sight.
The gravel made it hard to hurry back inside, but I moved as quickly as I could to get back to the warmth of the trailer. When I walked in Dan commented about how he knew I would come back. The driver pointed out my erect nipples and one of the black men stood up and hugged me, allowing me to hang on to his warm body.
While my naked body tried to get rid of the chill, Dan addressed me, 'Do you know why I am going to take you home tonight? Because I am certain you will be begging to come back to me. You didn't even try to run. I don't think you even thought about it. You just wanted to come back to the comfort of being with your men. I know that when I take you back Ashley, you are going to be obsessed with coming back here again and to experience this again.'
At the time, I didn't know if he was right, I was simply clinging to the warm black man next me. Eventually I let go as I was told to finish cleaning. When I was getting ready to vacuum, Dan had the men turn the music on their bluetooth speaker on.
'I heard you have another fantasy Ashley. What is that fantasy?'
I knew he likely already knew, so I answered matter of factly, 'Being a stripper.'
He smiled, 'I bet you practice your moves. I'd love it if you could show us how you move and dance while you vacuum.'
I proceeded to perform the most seductive vacuuming that the men have ever seen, swaying my hips, occasionally squatting down, opening my knees, sensually moving my body around the room and the trailer. When I was finished I noticed erections growing in several of the men's jeans. For some reason it made me smile, seemingly validating my sexual being, validating Ashley.
I put the vacuum away and Dan asked me how it felt to make men hard simply by dancing for them. In that moment, I decided I was going to immerse myself in Ashley and I told him it made me feel slutty. One of the men lifted me onto the coffee table and I began dancing again as they watched and removed their clothing. When they were all undressed I stepped off the table and worked the room, spending time in front of each of them, touching them and allowing them to touch me.
I then sat in between two of the men on the couch, sliding my hips to the edge before pulling my knees up to my breasts, inviting the men to fuck me, all while I was filmed. The men began to take turns penetrating me, thrusting in and out for several minutes before withdrawing and allowing the next man to kneel in front of me. I played my role, I was their whore, their slut, staring into their eyes, rubbing their chests, talking dirty to them. And they loved it.
Each time Dan was about to fuck me, he would press his cock against my anus, staring at me, before sliding it to my vagina and fucking me. I was then bent over the couch and fucked by the men. When Dan fucked me, he kept his thumb pressed against my anal orifice, but never pressed in. Next, the men took turns sitting on the couch and they had me straddle them and fuck them, raising and lowering my pussy on their cocks, the entire time expecting someone to insert themselves in my ass.
When Dan sat on the couch and I climbed over him, he told me to put his cock in me. I reached behind me and brought his head between my legs, gliding across the lips of my vagina and then placing it against my ass, pressing back until the head of his member began to stretch my ass and give me the sensation I now craved. I slowly rocked back and lowered until he completely filled me and when that happened he placed his hands on my hips and held me in place.
He told the men to turn off the camera and then looked in my eyes.
'You really are an anal whore aren't you Ashley? The truth though is that normal sex isn't satisfying for you anymore is it?'
'No, that's not true. I was enjoying it,' I replied.
He laughed, 'Sure you were. So much so that you took me in your ass. Did you even come close to cumming while we had sex with you?'
'No,' I admitted.
'At least you are honest. Let me ask you this. You were just fucked by multiple men, all probably more well endowed than your other Dan, your husband, in multiple positions and you weren't even close to orgasm. Do you think you will ever be satisfied having sex with your husband again? Be honest.'
I became anxious, afraid he might be right. And then I answered him by simply saying, 'I hope so.'
'I will be honest with you Ashley. I don't think you will ever again be satisfied with normal housewife sex. And that's going to be a problem for Shannon. You will always need an edge. You will always need excitement. You'll want two and three cocks, you'll want rough sex, you'll want new mysterious men, you'll never have enough.'
I was afraid at that moment he was probably correct.
He continued, 'So Ashley, what do you want right now?'
I didn't hesitate, I looked him straight in the eye, 'I want you all to fuck me in all of my holes. That's what I want. I want you to treat me like the whore that I am.'
And they did. I was immediately pulled off of Dan's cock and flipped over. He was quickly back in my ass and one of the black men penetrated my vagina and I once again felt that incredible sensation of two cocks filling me, separated by only a thin layer of tissue. The driver brought his penis to my mouth and I took it in, trying to give it the attention it deserved while I enjoyed the erections thrusting into me.
The men frequently rotated and I was used in a number of positions as well as on different furniture and in different rooms. I was constantly being fucked, often with 3 cocks inside me and occasionally one in my hand. The men frequently paid attention to my clitoris and nipples, and constantly degraded and humiliated me, spanking me and pulling the chain on my collar, heightening my experience, and I orgasmed twice, both times moaning around whomever's cock was in my mouth.
Eventually the men began to orgasm, depositing their loads inside of my vagina and ass. Everyone except for Dan, who now was recording me riding and sucking the other 5 men to their orgasms. When they were done, he handed the phone to one of the other men and called me over to him, telling me to kneel in front of him. I knelt on the cold kitchen linoleum, sweaty from my long sex act, cum leaking out of both of my holes, and looked up at him.
'Do you want to go home?' he asked. I didn't answer at first and he told me it was ok if I said yes.