Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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'Life isn't all it's cracked up to be these days', Chris thought to himself. The grey of the morning seemed to weigh him down like a palpable shroud on his shoulders.
Fourty-Five and already a two-time divorcee, he didn't think much of himself. Fifty seemed to loom right around every corner like the Grim Reaper himself was waiting to pounce.
Passing a store front Chris paused to examine his reflection.
Piercing blue eyes stared coldly back at him like chips of glaciers set into a chiseled face. Widow's peak still a dark arrow at the top of a broad forehead even though there were hints of silver at the temples. A firm jawline set too hard against the cold of the day made him look angry. Still a fit man, the tension in his broad shoulders made him look slightly hunched. Consciously forcing himself to relax some, he slogged on through the slushy grey mess on the sidewalk.
'I'm not a bad looking guy.' Chris muttered under his breath. For the umpteenth time he replayed the fight with his latest girlfriend in his mind trying to see where he might've saved the relationship, or at least seen the end coming. Crystal had always been a fireball. Passionate, funny, a face like Botticelli might've painted, and an ass that wouldn't quit, she was the ideal woman for him. He didn't go for the model types any more. He liked a woman with a little more curve to her and an attitude that said FU if you didn't like her the way she was.
He made a quick right and plodded across the street, narrowly missing a large puddle near the curb, and steered himself into the pub. A stiff drink might help him through one last run down memory lane.
"Balvenie. Double on-the-rocks." He said as he shed his damp coat and slid onto the leather stool. Figuring he deserved a treat after today's promotion at work he added, "Make it the 30 year."
The bartender's eyebrows lifted a bit at that but he grabbed the bottle off the top shelf and came over. Out came the tongs and a small bucket from a freezer below the counter and into the glass went a large, round, highball ice cube. After a generous pour the bartender moved away as quietly as he'd come and left Chris alone to dwell on his memories.
Good Scotch was one of the things Chris had desperately missed over the last few months as he tried to salvage his relationship. He watched the amber liquid swirl around the ice before tipping it back and letting it wash a burning path down his throat. Damn that was tasty. Setting the glass on the mahogany bar, he let the past few months roll through his mind.
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Crystal had come home with him one night from a party for his company. They had been flirting all evening, making lewd jokes about the abstract art surrounding them in a gallery off Main Street where his office had held their Christmas party that year. The lights were dim, tinsel and fake snow scattered everywhere, the live band playing some newer rendition of a Rat Pack song. They moved slowly across the dance floor with their bodies melded against one another. Her little red dress hiked almost to indecent heights against her thighs and her ample chest pressed firmly against the silk shirt he'd worn. He could still smell her perfume, vanilla and roses, as he closed his eyes. Her throaty laugh as she'd whispered in his ear, "Mistletoe, you know what that means..." Her kiss had been electric. Unable to take the tension anymore they'd left the party and went back to his flat on the upper, East side of the City. Tipsy and wet she'd climbed on top of him when they got in the door and wasted no time in foreplay or talking. Hell, he thought wryly, they'd never even made it past the foyer that time.
As he replayed their relationship in his mind he smiled, those first few weeks had been awesome... till Valentine's Day. Chris had gone out of his way to take the whole day off. Booked them dinner at her favorite seafood restaurant, gotten them a couples-massage that afternoon, and then took her dancing after plying her with crab legs and daiquiris. She'd had a few too many by the time he was able to get her home and pour her into bed. His cock twitched at the memory.
Her dress had hiked up over her hip on one side, silk thong just barely peeking out as he unstrapped her stiletto heels and tossed them on the rug. The blue silk dark in the middle showing her dampness had soaked the material through. Looking up at her face, Chris realized she was out cold. Damn. He had been looking forward to getting inside her all evening.
Cock throbbing, he leaned forward to kiss Crystal. His hand slid up her thigh and his thumb grazed the egde of the thong. She moaned into his mouth as his thumb softly stroked the hardened nub poking the thin fabric. Insistent throbbing from his cock was killing him. Almost unbearable was the urge to touch her silky folds and bury himself up to the hilt. A few more strokes over the silk and he stopped caring that she was out cold. Sitting back he divested himself of his shirt and just as quickly shed his pants and boxers. A quick, sharp tug and the silk tore away leaving her mound exposed. Freshly waxed labia swollen, clit peeking out, he groaned at the sight of her.
Straddling one leg, he pressed his swollen shaft against her hip as he whispered in her ear, "Damn baby, you look so hot tonight, I need you so bad...Crystal, Crystal wake up honey. Can I take you? Please baby, I need to be inside you..."
She moaned in her sleep slightly as her head lolled to the side. Unable to wait any longer he climbed the rest of the way on to the bed and slid her thighs apart. The tip of his dick grazed her wetness as he positioned himself. Not able to take it anymore he grabbed her hips and ...
"Can I get you a refill, Sir?" Chris jumped at the sound of the bartender's voice, his dick throbbing in time to his pulse and straining the crotch seam of suit pants.
Realizing the bar kept THAT embarrassment from view Chris cleared his throat and said, "Um...Yeah sure. That'd be great. The same."
"Sorry to startle you man, you were really lost in thought huh?" Chuckling he poured Chris's drink.
"Yeah. Rough week."
"I know that feeling." Still chuckling the bartender moved on again to other customers.
Covertly adjusting his erection slightly, Chris sipped his single malt and went back to his thoughts.
Yeah, the beginning had been great. Too bad he'd made that mistake Valentine's Day. No sooner had he thrust into her she'd woken up. Crystal had completely freaked. Swearing at him, she pushed him off of her and no amount of apologizing or explaining would calm her. Shoes, alarm clock, water glass, all had narrowly missed his head as he had retreated from his bedroom.
It had taken weeks for her to calm down. The only way she would accept his apologies and continue seeing him was if they agreed there was to be no more drinking. No social drinking out with friends or on a date, no alcohol in the house. She refused to chance a repeat of what she constantly referred to as his 'Victimization of Her'.
Rolling his eyes he couldn't help but think maybe he should be glad she ended it today. Not like he could refuse a celebratory drink from his boss over his promotion to VP of the company. Coming home early to tell Crystal the good news he hadn't even thought about how she'd react to smelling bourbon on his breath. She was out the door with a suitcase so fast his head was still spinning.
"And good riddance too!" He muttered to himself, tossing back the last of his drink. He fished out a couple hundreds from his wallet and tossed them on the gleaming wood of the bar, his own wood effectively gone after the last of that memory had run its course. Alexis was due in today and he had better have the guest room ready.
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Bianca had been everything a man could desire. Tall, dark, mysterious, lush curves, legs up to her neck, tiny waist, long chocolate waves of hair, and eyes so deep blue they flashed Violet when she was angry or aroused. She was an ex-stripper turned businesswoman and she was as successful as she was hot. Working long hours between the two of them they had never had much time for a relationship. Never got around to making much time either.
Bianca had a daughter from a previous relationship. He had no urge to father a child of his own. Theirs had been a marriage mostly of convenience and show. She looked good on his arm at company functions and being a family man helped him move up the ladder, she needed to project the same image and got a huge kick at the other ladies she worked with referring to Chris as a Dreamboat.
Their marriage was never going to last forever, they both knew that from the start. It lasted long enough to serve each of their purposes though, and he still had a decent relationship with the girl he had helped raise.