A few months of terror passed. I was always so close to cumming when I was around Emma. It had gotten to the point when I got hard just from getting a text from her, and I'd feel a rush of desire and pleasure when she would walk into the room. I wanted to please her, I never wanted her to stop her teasing. I didn't ever push anything or initiate anything, because that would be a sin. But I got used to the idea slowly over time that it might be okay to let her play with me as long as I wasn't doing anything.
She would occasionally make me pull down my pants and show her my dick when it would get hard. Sometimes she'd just play with it over my pants. But there was never a time that I didn't get hard. I would masturbate before going to see her in an attempt to keep from cumming, but it didn't help. I even struggled with that being a sin, but I didn't know what else to do. I'd immediately get hard as soon as we were together, and she teased me mercilessly. She said she was trying to build up my tolerance.
She said I was a good boy for being so obedient.
One night after those few months had passed I had fallen asleep again, this time in her bed. She was laying beside me, half over me, as I was on my back. I held her with one arm, the other behind my head. I woke in a dark room because she moved slightly. I couldn't see much, just the light from her clock and the slow blink of her phone notifications. The TV had turned itself off because of its timer.
I could feel the rise and fall of her chest as she breathed, her thigh pressed against mine. It was so soft. Her thick brown hair sprawled across my arm. Gently, I let my hand drift down her back so I didn't wake her up. I let it rest on her hip, then couldn't resist moving it over just a bit to feel the curve of her ass.
Suddenly embarrassed by my own behavior, I put my hand back on her waist. I heard her giggle softly.
Fuck, she's awake!
How long has she been awake? I panicked, and felt the heat in my cheeks, the adrenaline coursing through my body. Had I been caught?
Her hand on my chest squeezed gently, and I lay still, breathing heavily. She rolled her body toward me just a little, and used her grip on me to help push her downward over my body, down my chest, over my stomach. I could feel her breasts under her tank slide down my stomach as her head disappeared under the covers. She let out a little "Mmm" sound as the blanket enveloped her. She slid between my legs, and swiftly yanked my boxers down so I was exposed again. I instinctively reached down under the blanket to cover myself, and she caught my hand. Forcefully she pressed it down into the bed and held it there, a nonverbal warning. Her face hovered over my dick, her breath warm and steady, and getting closer. I couldn't see her. Why did that make it even hotter?
The tip of her tongue lightly touched the base of my shaft. I writhed, agonizing and not knowing whether to press into her or run away.
I moaned loud enough to surprise myself as I felt her tongue flatten out and lick me from base to tip. My hips bucked, uncontrolled, and she sat up quickly, but with a laugh, to avoid getting dick-slapped. "That's what you get!"
Slapping my thigh, she bounced back on top of me and snuggled down into a sleeping position again.
"Don't make it weird, Trey," she said as she yawned and settled.
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Time had become a blur. There was little to mark its passage, except notable milestones in the way Emma handled me. I had become her regular plaything. She expressed almost childlike joy in turning me on and teasing me until I couldn't stand it anymore. I suspected that she knew the hold she had over me, and yet when she would tease me next was all I could think about. My response to her was almost Pavlovian. Every time she would walk into a room, I responded immediately. I was so used to having blue balls that the pain almost felt pleasant now.
She was getting bolder now, too. I mean, there were endless ways that she turned me on and teased me that I don't even think she was aware of, something so sensual about her body that I couldn't help but react to it. But when she
was
aware of it, she was blatant and obvious. In response to my erections, she would oscillate between playfulness and almost poking fun at me. Regardless, she always enjoyed it.
In fact, there was a part of me that was picking up that maybe she was turned on by this and it wasn't just emotionless teasing for her. Sometimes when she would openly stroke me and make fun of how turned on I was, she would lick her lips and get a little breathless. Was I imagining it?
My answer came after a full year of her messing with me and teasing me. We were at my apartment this time, playing video games. She was kicking my ass at Mario Kart. She would really get into it, swinging her entire body left as she turned, elbowing me in the side on the oversized bean bag we were sitting in. Her oversized gray sweatshirt flounced every time she twisted around with the controller, raising just a little to show her white boy-cut panties underneath. Her hair was piled up in a messy knot on the top of her head, and she was wearing big-framed glasses instead of her usual contacts. With no makeup on, I could see the smattering of freckles across her nose. I noticed how long her eyelashes were.