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I press the buzzer on the front gate, glancing around again. The sun is high and bright in the sky, but the shade from the rows of palm trees supplies a welcome relief from the sweltering heat. The humidity is low today, thankfully, so as long as I stay out of direct sunlight, I should be as fresh as ever for my upcoming audition... or is it an interview? The email I received wasn't incredibly detailed, but it told me more than enough to get me to show up.
It came from Marcus Deluna, and that's all I needed to know! That man has the metaphorical Midas touch! I know that anything that I do for him will be big... I'll get rich, I'll pay off all of the debt that I've built up while living here in Cali, and my parents back in their little podunk town just outside of Columbus will see that I made the right decision about moving out here.
I can feel visions of fame and fortune running wild in my head. I try to curb the urge slightly, but I can't bring myself to stop. I stifle an excited giggle. I can see a movie poster within my mind; without even trying, the image materializes automatically.
Melody Collins... in this year's biggest block-buster hit
! I'm standing fierce and defiant in the center of the portrait, with my long, fiery red hair flowing in the wind, and my dazzling blue eyes gazing outward for all of my adoring fans to see! Oh! I can't
WAIT!
At 25, success hasn't come as fast as I would have liked or expected... but you can't have everything in life. Now though, I feel like everything is coming together just like I've always planned. This is a dream come true! When I moved out here 7 years ago, with my parents' disapproving words still ringing in my ears, I thought that my success was going to be immediate and awe-inspiring. Afterall, I was,
without a single doubt
the best actress in any of the drama classes I took throughout high school and my first year in junior college.
But it turns out that being the best actress from a small town in Ohio isn't particularly difficult, and there are a million women out here with talent that rivals my own. I am beautiful, even now, and while saying that may be considered vanity... they say that it's only bragging if it isn't true.
Yes, I owe the success that I have had, meager though it may be, to my natural beauty, my work ethic, and my honed talent. It has only garnered me a handful of small roles in commercials and TV shows, but I can look back on all those jobs with pride. Why? Because I absolutely owned every single part I played, regardless of how small.
So, to what do I owe my
lack
of success? Or lack of greater success one might say? In a word, I'm not a slut. There were quite a few jobs that I passed up, because I wasn't willing to put myself out there for the director or the producer, and that hasn't made me popular with many of Hollywood's most prominent misogynists. Lots of women are willing to bend over backwards... or more accurately, bend over
forwards to grab their ankles...
just to secure a role. But I've never even considered it.
Obviously, it is never as cut and dried as that. No director ever says,
"Suck my dick, and you'll get the part."
That doesn't happen in Hollywood... at least not anymore. What does happen however, is that they will make subtle, seemingly innocent requests, hoping that you'll give in. They offer to take you to dinner or whatever, so that they can "Get to know you better."
Later that night, they'll try to sleep with you, and if you give in, then you get the part. But if you refuse them, then you're thrown out on your ass. I've seen it too many times to count, and it has happened to girls with plenty of talent... but more talent than sense.
That scenario has never occurred to me, though. Why? Because I've never let it get to that point. I've turned down social invitations from directors and producers, and I suppose I've garnered a reputation as an uncooperative bitch in that regard. I don't see how anyone can blame me, though. I keep work at work... my job is acting, but that doesn't change anything. If they want to hire me, they're going to have to do it because of my talent, not because of my cock-sucking skills.
Not to mention, a large portion of the time, I was dating someone when I got requests for dinner. I was never going to fuck some old-ass man for a role, but I
damn sure
wasn't going to do it while I was in a steady, monogamous relationship! Not that most of these Hollywood perverts would care. Half of them are married already, but they're still looking for a new piece of ass to score with. It's disgusting.
That said, as I sit now, a single, professional actress, 5 years from thirty, with no major roles to speak of... my pride was beginning to seem more and more like a vestigial portion of myself that I wouldn't be able to afford to maintain. My bills have been stacking up for a while now, and I've gotten to the point that I never answer unknown numbers... I feel like I get more calls from collectors than anyone else. I don't want to take the blame for that fact, but it's probably only fair if I do.
But all of that ends today. Working with Marcus will change my entire life's trajectory, and I'll be a world famous actress in no time at all. I've always said that I have all the potential to really shine, I just need to get out there and get
seen
! This is my one chance to make that happen.
In spite of my stellar work ethic, my beauty, and my talent, I can't pretend I've behaved perfectly out here. I've allowed my eye for expensive luxuries to take up a greater portion of my budget than I should have. Partying and drinking at night isn't cheap either, and while plenty of guys would love to buy all my drinks for me, that avenue often has... another, different price tag. I'm not totally against hooking up with guys, but I'm
not
a whore!
To be fair though, it isn't just the nightlife that takes a toll on my bank account. It's so easy to get in debt when you keep trying to look good in order to secure roles! Nobody wants to hire a penniless-looking street urchin girl who shows up to an audition wearing a get-up that she found at the local thrift store! That's why I always wear stylish, designer clothes... price tag be damned.
Today is no exception, of course. The email didn't specify how I should dress, so I chose something that looked stylish and alluring, but also wouldn't be too hot on this sweltering day. The pink, floral sundress that I chose is pulled snuggly around my slender, petite waist. The garment's halter neck is not overly revealing, but it does accentuate the gentle curves of my pert breasts.
I'm wearing three-inch heels as well, which perfectly match the rest of my outfit. They aren't exactly the most practical shoes, but I know for a fact that they make my ass absolutely
pop
in this dress. I normally prefer to show up to auditions wearing comfortable clothes and shoes, but today I tried to balance that with making sure I have all of my assets on display.