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I press the buzzer on the front gate, glancing around again. The sun is high and bright in the sky, but the shade from the rows of palm trees supplies a welcome relief from the sweltering heat. The humidity is low today, thankfully, so as long as I stay out of direct sunlight, I should be as fresh as ever for my upcoming audition... or is it an interview? The email I received wasn't incredibly detailed, but it told me more than enough to get me to show up.
It came from Marcus Deluna, and that's all I needed to know! That man has the metaphorical Midas touch! I know that anything that I do for him will be big... I'll get rich, I'll pay off all of the debt that I've built up while living here in Cali, and my parents back in their little podunk town just outside of Columbus will see that I made the right decision about moving out here.
I can feel visions of fame and fortune running wild in my head. I try to curb the urge slightly, but I can't bring myself to stop. I stifle an excited giggle. I can see a movie poster within my mind; without even trying, the image materializes automatically.
Melody Collins... in this year's biggest block-buster hit
! I'm standing fierce and defiant in the center of the portrait, with my long, fiery red hair flowing in the wind, and my dazzling blue eyes gazing outward for all of my adoring fans to see! Oh! I can't
WAIT!
At 25, success hasn't come as fast as I would have liked or expected... but you can't have everything in life. Now though, I feel like everything is coming together just like I've always planned. This is a dream come true! When I moved out here 7 years ago, with my parents' disapproving words still ringing in my ears, I thought that my success was going to be immediate and awe-inspiring. Afterall, I was,
without a single doubt
the best actress in any of the drama classes I took throughout high school and my first year in junior college.
But it turns out that being the best actress from a small town in Ohio isn't particularly difficult, and there are a million women out here with talent that rivals my own. I am beautiful, even now, and while saying that may be considered vanity... they say that it's only bragging if it isn't true.
Yes, I owe the success that I have had, meager though it may be, to my natural beauty, my work ethic, and my honed talent. It has only garnered me a handful of small roles in commercials and TV shows, but I can look back on all those jobs with pride. Why? Because I absolutely owned every single part I played, regardless of how small.
So, to what do I owe my
lack
of success? Or lack of greater success one might say? In a word, I'm not a slut. There were quite a few jobs that I passed up, because I wasn't willing to put myself out there for the director or the producer, and that hasn't made me popular with many of Hollywood's most prominent misogynists. Lots of women are willing to bend over backwards... or more accurately, bend over
forwards to grab their ankles...
just to secure a role. But I've never even considered it.
Obviously, it is never as cut and dried as that. No director ever says,
"Suck my dick, and you'll get the part."
That doesn't happen in Hollywood... at least not anymore. What does happen however, is that they will make subtle, seemingly innocent requests, hoping that you'll give in. They offer to take you to dinner or whatever, so that they can "Get to know you better."
Later that night, they'll try to sleep with you, and if you give in, then you get the part. But if you refuse them, then you're thrown out on your ass. I've seen it too many times to count, and it has happened to girls with plenty of talent... but more talent than sense.
That scenario has never occurred to me, though. Why? Because I've never let it get to that point. I've turned down social invitations from directors and producers, and I suppose I've garnered a reputation as an uncooperative bitch in that regard. I don't see how anyone can blame me, though. I keep work at work... my job is acting, but that doesn't change anything. If they want to hire me, they're going to have to do it because of my talent, not because of my cock-sucking skills.
Not to mention, a large portion of the time, I was dating someone when I got requests for dinner. I was never going to fuck some old-ass man for a role, but I
damn sure