"Rob?"
I woke up startled. I felt something on my shoulder after I heard someone say my name.
Slowly, the memories from yesterday started pouring back into my head. I looked over on my left side to see where the source of the voice was coming from.
It was Alexis.
She stood on the side of the bed, her hand on my shoulder, gently waking me up. I can tell she's been up for some time. Her hair and makeup were already done. She wore the black tank top that I really liked. It made her have the best kind of cleavage. She also wore torn up jeans with it. She had a concern look on her, yet her face looked relaxed.
I thought we were in our room, but after a quick scan of our environment, I remember where we were and how we got here.
"Hey. What's up?" I replied, groggily. I slowly sat up as I became more awake. Alexis still stood on her spot.
"Why were you such an asshole yesterday?" She immediately asked me.
Her expression changed to an angry, yet worried, look. I guess she was ready to finally listen to me.
"Because I wasn't thinking. I was being stupid. I came back here to tell you that. That I was wrong. I didn't mean to act like an asshole. It's not your fault."
"Oh, I know it's not," she laughed. "But that still doesn't answer my question. What were you so upset about with me?"
Here goes nothing.
"I swear, it's nothing Alexis. But I will tell you if you want to know," I took a deep breath before continuing. "Looking back at it, I guess there was some jealousy that came up. I didn't want to bring it up because I knew I would regret it."
"Is that really it? You really couldn't mention that to me yesterday? Are you sure there's nothing else you want to say?"
I was afraid of this. Luckily, I already had an answer in mind.
"No, that's not all. I really didn't want to mention this too because it's embarrassing."
I paused for a second to make it more believable, that I was hesitant to mention the next part.
"I...just didn't like the fact that you didn't let me watch you both...on your first night together as husband and wife."
I avoided looking at Alexis' eyes to make it seem I was ashamed. There was some truth to it, though. But I couldn't tell her the real reason why I was upset. That I didn't like the fact she was able to swallow his cum but not mines. Thinking about it now, it was stupid to even have felt that way. So what? Who cares?
"Wow. Just...wow, Rob," she responded.
"What?"
"I knew you were pouty, but I didn't know you were such a little bitch," she said with a mischievous smile.
I breathed a sigh of relief. Alexis' way of breaking the tension with me is breaking my balls. I knew her well enough that not only did she believe me but she was ready to put this matter to rest. She sat down at the edge of the bed to make herself more comfortable.
"Sorry, babe. I told you it was stupid," I said.
"Yeah, I don't know. Maybe I should've let you come too but it was just too weird for me at the time."
"It wasn't weird for you last night?"
"What can I say? It grew on me," Alexis said, combing my hair with her hand. "Which is something I wanted to talk to you about too."
"Yeah?" I said, sitting up on the bed now. "What's up?"
Alexis let out a sigh as I saw on her face she was trying to find the next words to say.
"This whole thing with...Alan has been an incredible experience. I mean, I never thought I would go for something like this, but here we are," she said, chuckling a little.
"Tell me about it. I didn't think you would be up for it either. I guess I got lucky." I answered back.
"It has definitely revealed more about myself that I never thought I was capable of. I mean, I still can't believe it. I slept with another man in our honeymoon for fuck sake!" Alexis laughed this time. "I mean, who does that? It's insane, right? We're insane!" she asked me, not sure if it was rhetorical.
"No, I mean it is! But I never would've gone through with this if you didn't want to," I replied, hoping it's the right answer.
"I know. I know that, Rob. Because you and I are a team. We do things together or nothing at all. Plus, you know me. I would never let anyone force me to do something that I didn't want to do."
"That's one of the many things I love about you."
Alexis smiled, caressing my face.
"Can't believe you still love me after everything I've done."
"WE have done," I corrected her. "You didn't do anything that I didn't want you to do either, okay?"
"Right. Speaking of which, there's something else I have to tell you," Alexis confessed.
"Okay. What's up?"
Alexis took a few seconds to collect herself before answering.
"I want you to know that this was an amazing experience. Something I will never forget and regret. I hope," she joked. "But with that being said, I think it wouldn't be a good idea if we did this again."