"Rob?"
I woke up startled. I felt something on my shoulder after I heard someone say my name.
Slowly, the memories from yesterday started pouring back into my head. I looked over on my left side to see where the source of the voice was coming from.
It was Alexis.
She stood on the side of the bed, her hand on my shoulder, gently waking me up. I can tell she's been up for some time. Her hair and makeup were already done. She wore the black tank top that I really liked. It made her have the best kind of cleavage. She also wore torn up jeans with it. She had a concern look on her, yet her face looked relaxed.
I thought we were in our room, but after a quick scan of our environment, I remember where we were and how we got here.
"Hey. What's up?" I replied, groggily. I slowly sat up as I became more awake. Alexis still stood on her spot.
"Why were you such an asshole yesterday?" She immediately asked me.
Her expression changed to an angry, yet worried, look. I guess she was ready to finally listen to me.
"Because I wasn't thinking. I was being stupid. I came back here to tell you that. That I was wrong. I didn't mean to act like an asshole. It's not your fault."
"Oh, I know it's not," she laughed. "But that still doesn't answer my question. What were you so upset about with me?"
Here goes nothing.
"I swear, it's nothing Alexis. But I will tell you if you want to know," I took a deep breath before continuing. "Looking back at it, I guess there was some jealousy that came up. I didn't want to bring it up because I knew I would regret it."
"Is that really it? You really couldn't mention that to me yesterday? Are you sure there's nothing else you want to say?"
I was afraid of this. Luckily, I already had an answer in mind.
"No, that's not all. I really didn't want to mention this too because it's embarrassing."
I paused for a second to make it more believable, that I was hesitant to mention the next part.
"I...just didn't like the fact that you didn't let me watch you both...on your first night together as husband and wife."
I avoided looking at Alexis' eyes to make it seem I was ashamed. There was some truth to it, though. But I couldn't tell her the real reason why I was upset. That I didn't like the fact she was able to swallow his cum but not mines. Thinking about it now, it was stupid to even have felt that way. So what? Who cares?
"Wow. Just...wow, Rob," she responded.
"What?"
"I knew you were pouty, but I didn't know you were such a little bitch," she said with a mischievous smile.
I breathed a sigh of relief. Alexis' way of breaking the tension with me is breaking my balls. I knew her well enough that not only did she believe me but she was ready to put this matter to rest. She sat down at the edge of the bed to make herself more comfortable.
"Sorry, babe. I told you it was stupid," I said.
"Yeah, I don't know. Maybe I should've let you come too but it was just too weird for me at the time."
"It wasn't weird for you last night?"
"What can I say? It grew on me," Alexis said, combing my hair with her hand. "Which is something I wanted to talk to you about too."
"Yeah?" I said, sitting up on the bed now. "What's up?"
Alexis let out a sigh as I saw on her face she was trying to find the next words to say.
"This whole thing with...Alan has been an incredible experience. I mean, I never thought I would go for something like this, but here we are," she said, chuckling a little.
"Tell me about it. I didn't think you would be up for it either. I guess I got lucky." I answered back.
"It has definitely revealed more about myself that I never thought I was capable of. I mean, I still can't believe it. I slept with another man in our honeymoon for fuck sake!" Alexis laughed this time. "I mean, who does that? It's insane, right? We're insane!" she asked me, not sure if it was rhetorical.
"No, I mean it is! But I never would've gone through with this if you didn't want to," I replied, hoping it's the right answer.
"I know. I know that, Rob. Because you and I are a team. We do things together or nothing at all. Plus, you know me. I would never let anyone force me to do something that I didn't want to do."
"That's one of the many things I love about you."
Alexis smiled, caressing my face.
"Can't believe you still love me after everything I've done."
"WE have done," I corrected her. "You didn't do anything that I didn't want you to do either, okay?"
"Right. Speaking of which, there's something else I have to tell you," Alexis confessed.
"Okay. What's up?"
Alexis took a few seconds to collect herself before answering.
"I want you to know that this was an amazing experience. Something I will never forget and regret. I hope," she joked. "But with that being said, I think it wouldn't be a good idea if we did this again."
"You mean, here at the resort? Or in general?" I asked her.
"In general. I just don't think it's a good idea to do what we did here, back home, you know?"
I had to take my own moment or two to think about her decision. I should be happy. Relieved. But all I feel is disappointment.
Now that I have discovered this newfound fantasy, I was ready to pursue it to the fullest. This time under our own volition. My mind was filled with endless possibilities of Alexis as a hotwife that I didn't even think to consider her not pursuing it when we returned home. Hearing her say that felt like watching expensive china falling down to shatter into hundreds of pieces on the floor.
"What are you thinking about?" Alexis asked me, breaking my chain of thought. I took a few more seconds to collect my thoughts before answering.
"I, uh, I think that's for the best. Yeah. You're right," I reluctantly said.
"Are you sure? Because you look like I just ran over your dog," Alexis replied. I forced a smile, hoping to mask my true feelings.
"No, I'm okay. It's just that...It was fun, ya know? I wouldn't have mind if we did this back home, but I hear what you're saying. And you're right," I said, trying to sound sure.
"Oh, thanks, babe," Alexis said in relief, embracing me. "I was so worried you were going to fight me on this. I'm glad you understand."
I held onto her back with one hand. I'm glad she felt better. I just wish I did too.
"I just want to go back home and live out the rest of our lives together," Alexis admitted.
Hearing her say that did bring me some peace of mind. I'm glad after all this, she still loves me and wants to be my wife. At the end of the day, she's right. I just want to go back home with her and forget all this ever happened. To get away from Alan. Speaking of which...
"Is...Alan around?" I asked.
Alexis broke away from our hug with a really big smile on her face.
"That's another thing I wanted to talk to you about. Alan has a surprise for us. So, c'mon, get dressed. He's waiting for us outside."
I didn't like the sound of that. So far any surprise Alan has shown us has been a nightmare. Well, for me anyway. But it's almost over. It's the only thing that's keeping me going. Still, I took my time getting dressed. I was in no hurry to see or talk to Alan.
After putting on a simple t-shirt and shorts with sneakers, we walked out of the bedroom, hand in hand, to Alan who was waiting patiently for us in the living room area.
He was standing fiddling with his phone, dressed in business casual attire. When he heard us enter the room, he stopped using his phone to give us attention.
"Robert! Good to see you! Please, I wanted to talk to you both about something. Please have a seat," Alan requested.
Alexis and I sat down together on a sofa, while Alan sat across from us on a recliner.
"First off, let me just say that I cannot express enough the gratitude I feel for the opportunity you two have given me," Alan started. "Alexis. My beautiful Alexis. You are by far the best woman I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. While you are with someone equally great, it is still a shame. I would have loved to have known you in a more intimate level."