I hate my job. Every hour of every day I want to quit... but I can't. Quitting is not a choice. David and I have a special needs baby at home, and his care is very expensive. Six months ago when I was offered this job it sounded perfect. The pay is far beyond my experience, and because of our little guy the health insurance is a godsend.
Because I can't quit, this place feels more like punishment than a job. That's right, I'm being punished for loving my own son. Or at least it feels that way. I'd give almost anything to not have to be here anymore, and I'd also do anything if it means a better life for my son. I guess that's why I'm here. I'm doing this for my son.
In reality, it's not the actual job that is so awful. I can do the work. The work is actually fairly rewarding. It's my boss that's the problem. My boss is a misogynistic asshole that thinks his position in the company gives him the right to do or say whatever he wants. From day one this guy has made sexual innuendos, ogled me every time I walk by, and commented about how sexy my panties are. Panties which I might add, he was never allowed to see.
Every day I think about turning that asshole in to Human Resources, but I never follow through. That would be the dumbest thing I could ever do. You see, my boss also controls the contract that keeps my husband employed. If I were to turn my boss in, both my husband and I would almost certainly be out of work. My boss can abuse me all he wants and he knows it.
If the rude comments weren't enough, less than a month after I started my boss started seriously coming on to me. He stepped up his complements and talked about the two of us going away together on business. Not knowing what to do, I just reminded him that I am a happily married women. His response was an angry fit of jealousy, followed by a calm kindness I never thought he could have. The man seemed about a bi-polar as one could be.
One day the asshole told me that he thought I looked like an eight. Even though it was inappropriate, I remember feeling somewhat good about what he said. I never saw myself as being much more than a six or a seven. Even coming from an ugly troll like him, it was a great complement to rate up a notch or two.
I barely finished saying thank-you for his complement and he put his arm around me, and of course letting his hand "accidentally" drape down onto my breast. Then in a whisper, he demanded that I tell him what my bra and panties were. It was then I realized the asshole was guessing my dress size, not telling me how attractive I was. I felt like such a fool.
After the dress sizing incident, I avoided any contact with my boss where there wasn't a witness nearby. That worked until the day he called me into his office and closed the door. There in his office it was just me and him. Not a witness in sight. That particular day he had me sit on the other side of his desk where he praised me for the job I was doing. I was relieved that this seemed to be a periodic performance review. Then like the bi-polar monster he was, he turned on me and berated me for not meeting the office dress code.
I had just started to grasp which of my outfits he was yelling about when captain bi-polar switched right back to being mister nice guy, and handed me a package. He told me I had to open it right there as if it were a gift.
Inside this package was a short skirt, tight fitted blouse, and a pair of heels. He said I was to wear this outfit to work the next day, and if I told anyone where I got it I would be fired. He said I wasn't even allowed to tell my husband, although I'm not sure how my boss would know what I did or didn't tell David. But because of that god damned contract, I just did as I was told.
The next day I wore his slutty little outfit, even though I didn't want to, and the asshole actually treated me rather nicely for the entire day. My husband was another story. He was mad at me because he thought I went out and spent our hard earned money on something that clearly was meant to troll for men at the office. Still, there was no way I could tell him my boss had bought the outfit for me. It was all I could do to convince my husband that this outfit was somehow part of the office dress code.
After that, every couple of days I was called into my boss's office and given another package that contained something I was to wear the next day. It was embarrassing, and every one of the outfits was sluttier than the last. David hated the way I was dressing for work and he stopped worrying about the money. He now openly questioned who at work I was trying to impress and why.
Within a few weeks I had all the slut clothes I would ever need. So I was surprised when my boss called me into his office and handed me yet another package. As with the other packages I was required to open it right there in front of him, but this package was different. It didn't contain another slutty skirt and blouse. This package contained of all manner of sexy bras and panties.
As I pawed through the box it was obvious that I was to wear these sexy bras and panties with my new slutty outfits. Still I asked my boss if that was what he wanted. His response was to tell me exactly which undergarments I was to have on when I came to work the next day. Then, that very next morning he ushered me into his office first thing and made me lift my skirt and show him I had the correct panties on.
From that day on the jackass would call me into his office just before it was time to go home and tell me what to wear the next day. Then first thing the next morning I was required to report to my boss's office and shut the door. There would make me stand in front of him and lift up my skirt, showing him I had followed his orders. I wasn't allowed to put my skirt back down until he had a good long look.
This little routine went on every day of the week. Sometimes he would just look and be done. Other days he would stare at my crotch for the longest time. A few times he made me turn around so he could look at my ass. No matter what he had me do, I always just stared up at a spot on the ceiling until he was done.
Every Friday, my boss had an early morning business call. On those days I was required to stand there with my skirt up the whole time he was on the phone while he rubbed himself through his pants and made rude comments to the man on the other end of the phone. He made it sound like he was getting his cock sucked or was eating pussy. He talked to that man more like one of his frat buddies than a business colleague. What he was doing was exceptionally crude, even for a misogynistic asshole like my boss.
Then came the days I was on my period. On those days I had to wear my own plain cotton panties to work because I had strict orders not to ruin any of the pretty ones. I figured I would be free from showing him my panties on those days, but that wasn't the case. He still called me into his office every day for a panty check.
When I lifted my skirt on my first period day I figured he would see what I was wearing and send me off, but he made me pull the front of my plain cotton panties down so he could see the tampon string coming out of my pussy. Then he made me open up my blouse and prove I was still wearing one of his bras. I got berated that first day because I wore one of my own bras. In my defense, the bra I wore matched my panties, and he really hadn't really told me the rules either.
When that first menstrual cycle was over I thought everything would probably go back to the weird state that I was starting to perceive as normal. It didn't. The very day I lifted my skirt to show my boss I once again had his special panties on, he made me pull them down and once again expose my pussy. He also reached up and undid my blouse so he could see my bra. This was the first time he actually touched me during a panty show and it made my skin crawl.
That next Friday, right after my period was over, I went into his office for my daily panty check. He was already on the phone so I quietly stood next to him like I knew I was supposed to. Then I lifted my skirt, and stared up towards the corner of the ceiling like I always did, waiting for the call to end so I could put my skirt down and leave.
This day was different though. This day he guided me over to stand in front of him, and then motioned for me to sit up on the edge of his desk. This was the second time he actually touched me during a panty check. The asshole actually had the nerve to run his fat ugly finger up and down through my crotch, pushing my panties into my slit. Then he covered the receiver on his phone and told me to play with myself through my panties.
I started halfheartedly doing what he said, and the asshole leaned back in his chair and watched me while he rubbed his cock through his pants and talked on the phone. Then every little bit he would cover the receiver and tell me how hot I was, and that he wanted to see me get really wet.
All during that call he kept working the words 'wet', 'gap', and 'slit' into his conversation in places they didn't seem to belong. I wondered who he was talking to, and if the person on the other end of the phone knew what was going on. I thought about blurting something out that would get my boss in trouble, but then I remembered how badly both my husband and I needed me to keep this job.
Masturbating in front of my boss was humiliating. It might have been different if my boss was at least somewhat attractive, but he is a short hairy troll of a man who does nothing for me. I had to imagine all sorts of things to make myself get wet while I played with myself.
When the call was over, my boss made me pull off my panties and show him the creamy wet spot my pussy had left in them. Then I had to hold them close to his nose so he could smell my excitement. After he got a nose full of my scent he took them from me and put them in his desk drawer, telling me all of my panties actually belonged to him and I had to give them up whenever and wherever he asked. For the rest of that day my coworkers looked at me funny. I had to wonder if my boss told them all that I wasn't wearing underpants.