Content Warning:
This is a very dark fantasy filled with non-consent, humiliation, sexual slavery, and abuse. If that sentence makes you excited, keep reading. If anything about that might be a hard limit for you, do NOT read this. Some of us get off to fucked up stuff. Let's respect that.
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"I found her!"
There's so much excitement in the whisper that her voice is almost shaking over the phone. Not that I blame her. The feeling blossoms in me as well, radiating out from my groin in a hot, prickly flush.
"Tell me," I say.
When people fantasize-or reflect in horror-on long term sexual captivity, they tend to focus on the salacious parts: the depraved sex and humiliation, the violence, the cruel twisting of one's psyche from long term use and abuse. But nobody thinks about the preparation.
Or the patience.
I have a partner in this, Claire, a 29 year-old who works in casting for the city's film and television industries. It's always been a passion of hers, but after we met four years ago, and began to open up to one another about our shared interests, her job took on a lovely new benefit: it put her in contact with a neverending stream of fresh, eager women with bright eyes, high hopes, and few connections in town.
We've played with a few of these toys, sending them away confused and hurt by what was done to them. A few even reached back out afterwards, seeking it again. We indulge them, these uncertain, troubled ones, for as long as we can revel in their dismay.
But over time, new fantasies were spoken aloud in the darkness. Fantasies about keeping one of these naive, innocent girls. How long do you think we could keep her? Do you think she'd come to accept what's happening? Even if she did, it probably wouldn't be anything like happiness, would it?
The imagined fear and humiliated resignation our fantasy girl would live with day in, day out, set a low fire going in both of us, and we wrung orgasms out of each other in every possible way until we lay spent, breathless on my bed.
But the fire didn't go out. Over time it spread from the hungry, primal parts of our thoughts to the calculating. Fantasies became schemes became plans. I borrowed against my apartment on the lower East side, and bought a house two hours from the city. I spent a year renovating it, hiring different contractors to keep the nature of my plans secret, and even put the finishing touches on it myself.
It's been finished for the past eight months, sitting there, waiting. Claire's come out with me several times, to fuck in the basement as we imagine the life this poor girl is going to lead. And all the while, she's been keeping an eye out, waiting for our perfect plaything. Not just beautiful, but excitable, clever, joyous. The kind of woman you could fall in love with.
In addition to being new to the city, and entirely unattached.
All of this flashes though my thoughts as I hear those three words over the phone. And all of it remains in the forefront of my mind as Claire tells me about this woman. She does indeed sound perfect. Anna, a 23 year-old dancer with a sly grin and quick wit, the sort who is finally beginning to believe in her own potential. I can practically hear how wet Claire is as she describes this woman's confidence, its inevitable destruction hanging in the air over our conversation.
"So when should we..." I swallow the heat in my throat, "have her over?"
Claire giggles.
"I asked her to get a drink with me tomorrow night."
36 hours later and it's done. Anna lies on the bed in my basement, sleeping off the powder Claire slipped into her drink. I wondered if it would really be so easy, but Claire just smiled at me.
"She'll trust me," she'd said. She was right.
The drug didn't incapacitate her right away, just made her groggy and confused. Enough that she didn't watch too carefully as Claire ordered her an Uber, and didn't check the windshield to ensure that my car was, indeed, on the company's payroll. She seemed confused when we got to the Lincoln tunnel, but Claire just told her she lived in Jersey. Anna mumbled another question, but her eyelids were too heavy to enunciate it clearly. She was halfway through repeating it when she fell asleep.
Now Claire and I watch breathlessly through the panel of TV screens as Anna begins to stir. She slowly sits up in bed, and seems confused by her surroundings.
"Hello?" she calls, standing.