Heres another chapter folks, comments and likes gratefully received. Thanks again to panaflora for editing.
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"Can I see you on Saturday?"
He spoke so quietly that no one could possibly hear his words, but that was irrelevant. Gabriel was perched on the edge of her desk in full view of the entire office. Yet again. He may not have spoken loudly enough to be overheard, but his body language was shouting.
Jess got to her feet, and without a word stalked out of the office into the boardroom. Gabriel followed. As soon as they were alone she spun around to face him.
"We agreed..."
"I didn't. And besides, I didn't touch you," he growled.
"You didn't have to."
Quick as a flash, he moved towards her, forcing her back against the wall. Resting a palm just above her shoulder, the edge of his other arm over her head. For a long moment there were no words, they just glared at each other, both breathing hard. She tried to ignore the riotous butterflies in her stomach as the smell of him surrounded her.
"I thought I was very restrained." He said finally, and his voice scraped at her like sandpaper.
He had a point; this was what Gabriel looked like without restraint, and although technically, he was still not touching her, the heat in the room was skyrocketing; Jess felt she might burst into flames at any moment.
He moved closer still, his gaze loaded with intent, but there was still no contact. She wanted to press her body up against his, curl her arms around his neck, capture his lips with her own. But she dared not. She wasn't sure where this would end up if she did that.
"You didn't answer my question." She could feel his lips tickle against her ear.
She blinked. What question?
"Can I see you on Saturday?"
"You can see me tomorrow, if you like."
He pulled back, just far enough to look at her face. "Really?"
She squirmed under his scrutiny; this was the first time she had, in any way, been proactive about anything. So far it had all been him initiating and her reacting.
She nodded.
He leaned closer again, and pressed his lips against hers, cupping her face with both his hands as he did. Her body sang at the contact. This was home, it told her. This was where she was meant to be. Even through the fog of her arousal, she was cross with herself. Cross with her so predictable reaction to him. Something told Jess it wouldn't do to form too much of an emotional attachment to this man. She couldn't chase away the feeling that this thing between them was lacking in any real substance. The bright hot chemistry wasn't a foundation to anything significant and it reminded her of paper. It burnt hot but too fast.
Despite this, she gave in to the desire that reared up in her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed herself against him. An approving rumble came from somewhere in his chest. As he deepened the kiss, his hands travelled from her face to her hips, so he could pull her tighter against him.
When their eyes met next, there was a new light in his; youthful, hopeful, excited.
"Joanie is going to Guildford," she explained. "She's staying with my sister."
A catlike smile crept across his face. "So you're mine? For the whole night?"
"Yes."
"Excellent."
And just as suddenly as it arrived, all that infernal heat was gone. He walked to the door, opened it. "I'll see you then," he said over his shoulder. And he disappeared.
Jess sagged against the wall. The fact that he could just do that, just switch in and out of that state so quickly, just stop and wander away, while she needed time to gather herself, it only reinforced her suspicion that she was far more emotionally entangled in this than he was.
He was going to be the death of her.
*
On the stroke of five, an email notification from Gabriel popped up on her screen.
There was no body to the message, just the subject line. We're leaving.
She looked up to find him leaning against the wall opposite her desk, coat on, arms folded. She needed to finish the report she was drafting and send it before she logged off for the weekend, but as the end of the day had crept closer she had been finding it harder and harder to concentrate. Now he was there, watching her; it was impossible. She could feel his eyes on her, crawling over her, mentally undressing her. She signed out and closed her laptop. When she looked up again, he was gone.
She found him again, waiting by his car. As soon as she reached him, he took her hand and pulled her close enough that he could kiss her. Then he opened the passenger door and ushered her inside.
They spent the first part of the car journey in a silence that was weighty with anticipation. Until Gabriel asked, "How is Joanie?"
"Oh, she's good."
"She recovered from Tuesday?"
"It really tired her out, but the consultant says that she needs to start doing things again. Thank you so much, it was so considerate of you to let me go home with her. I hadn't realised how worried I was about her getting back on her own until she didn't have to."
"No need to thank me Jess. It's Good Management 101. Look after your staff."
"Still." Jess had been surprised when it happened. If she was honest with herself, she hadn't realised Gabriel could be that sensitive or considerate. He could say all he liked about looking after staff. "It wouldn't have occurred to a lot of people."
When they next stopped at the lights. Gabriel leaned over and kissed her.