This chapter goes out to hadaly for a promise I made, and for whom Rasmin negotiates the price of ten pearls.
This is a non-con story, so trigger warning. Don't read it if that bothers you.
I'm writing this shortly after chapter 2 posted, so I'm on a lag. So far, the story doesn't seem to please, and I'm sorry for that. I've got the rest of the chapters already loaded into the queue. I'll see it goes.
Cheers, everyone.
-Harp
Chapter 4
Mihel woke. He was confused and then he remembered all of it. The sorcerer. Levsa.
Nuë.
An ifrit who was bound by his true name was inert, powerless. He had no body, no form in which to act and no way to free himself except to wait. The sorcerer would use Mihel to extend his own life. After an eternity, even if the sorcerer died, Mihel would still sleep in the necklace, unaware of time passing. His true name was written there now.
If another sorcerer powerful enough came and read it, Mihel would be summoned again to serve that one. If nobody came, he would sleep until the necklace was broken, at which time, without a body, his spirit would be freed from this existence and he would finally die.
He would never see his incora again, never see his family.
Mihel had no idea how the interruption of the joining would affect his incora, still so young in this life. She might be driven mad by it. He felt how wrong it was, cut off from himself. Lost, and it wasn't the binding. But Nuë was here, a part of her with him. He could feel her, her white light pulsing in the center of his blue, sheltered by it as his was sheltered in her.
"Mihel," the sorcerer said.
Mihel stood in the other world in front of the sorcerer's mangled spirit. He didn't obey, didn't will himself there. He simply came. In the sorcerer's hand, there was an object. Nuë's necklace, where Mihel's spirit slept.
"Appear to me, djinn," the sorcerer said.
Mihel braced himself for the crawling sensation of being a spirit here without flesh, pain like heat. He chose the appearance of a wolf, his muzzle rippling, the sorcerer looking alarmed.
"Appear to me in your form, djinn," the sorcerer amended.
Mihel's body seemed to appear. Naked as his spirit, chained with iron. Expressionless. It was only an appearance. He had no substance, no flesh. He could feel the wrongness. He didn't belong here without his body, evil magic.
The sorcerer walked around him, a full head shorter, although the sorcerer was a tall man. He faced Mihel. "Magnificent. You are mine, demon, lord of the underworld. With you, I will be powerful. I am Ezrel, Sorcerer of Chaos and Darkness, and I am your master. Enter my body, djinn. Make me like you. Give me the abilities that you possess."
Mihel was abruptly reversed, looking at the place the illusion of him used to stand. He felt himself breathe, his lungs expanding, standing on his feet, a relief to be in a body, any body. But these were not his lungs. These were not his feet. The sorcerer's spirit was pressed to his. Mihel felt a wave of disgust and pity, the man's spirit polluted. Foul. Mihel had never entered a body not his, had never felt any need to do so, his serving him just fine, and he didn't like it. Sorcerer of Chaos and Darkness. What an idiot.
He moved. That is, Mihel felt himself move, but he wasn't the one who was in command of this body. They were in a large round room, doors that opened onto a balcony, fresh air blowing the curtains in. Around them were the trappings of the sorcerer's art that made him so much more dangerous. Books. A table with a variety of objects. Herbs in jars, tinctures, a mortar and pestle. A knife with a twisted, wandering blade. Mandrake root. A fetish, its crude arms and legs sticking straight out. Jewels and amulets, iron spikes. An alembic for distilling, a flask. A dead hand, shriveled and black. Candles. Clean bones, probably human.
It was day, sunlight streaming into the open doors. The sorcerer approached a large mirror that leaned against the wall, Mihel seeing out of the sorcerer's eyes. The man it reflected was tall and lean. He was not handsome--or, if he had been, practicing his magic had ruined his beauty.
Ezrel's skin was drawn close over his skull, his cheeks hollow, a strong brow line and thin nose. The hair on his face was sparse on his cheeks, a scattered dusting, and fuller in front around his mouth. The hair on his head was black and fell to his shoulders, stringy, white streaks from his temples. His eyes were fixed and red-rimmed, his mouth with the corners turned downward, set.
"No different," the sorcerer muttered. The man drew himself up. "Give me your beauty, djinn."
Nothing happened. Mihel felt a surge of contempt. He didn't grant wishes.
"Make me invisible, djinn," Ezrel tried.
The sorcerer thought that the invisibility of ifrit was a power. It wasn't. It was simply that humans couldn't usually see the world that ifrit could. It was all curses and spells and powers to a sorcerer. And Mihel didn't have to do a thing if the sorcerer couldn't figure out the correct words to command his spirit.
The sorcerer looked frustrated. He turned away from the mirror, going to a book and throwing it open. He scanned words Mihel didn't know, just scratchings on the page, hearing the sorcerer sometimes saying words aloud to himself. The sorcerer stopped on a line, his finger following it. He straightened, returning to the mirror.
"Bring me into the underworld, djinn!" the sorcerer cried aloud, raising his arms high, his face looking at the ceiling.
If Mihel could have sneered, he would have. The sorcerer gave a cry of frustration, reaching for the table next to him with one hand and pushing it.
But it didn't just upend. The table and all its contents flew across the room, a tremendous crash, shattering itself against the stone wall. The sorcerer froze. Mihel looked at the sorcerer's hand as the sorcerer did, and the air escaped their throat, an incredulous laugh.
"Leave my body and appear to me, djinn," the sorcerer said, confident again.
Mihel stood in front of him, expressionless, crawling with pain, a naked spirit in a world of flesh.
"Answer my questions," the sorcerer said. "How do I become invisible?"
"I don't know," Mihel answered.
The sorcerer thought. "How do you become invisible?"
"I don't know."
"How can you not know that?"
"I don't know it."
The sorcerer narrowed his eyes, coming closer. He struck out at Mihel's form, a heavy backhand to his face, but Mihel's form was only illusion, his hand passing through it, the sorcerer staggering.
"Answer me!" the sorcerer yelled in Mihel's face when he had recovered.
"Your soul is corrupted," Mihel answered, since he was free to choose an answer, the sorcerer not having given him any particular question.
"Is that why you won't answer me?" the sorcerer said right away.
"I have answered you."
"How do I become invisible?" the sorcerer yelled.
"I don't know."
The sorcerer breathed, looking away, chewing his lip. His hands came, a curious gesture, brushing his hair from his face on each side, shaking his head lightly to toss it back. It seemed to calm him.
"Why can't humans see you sometimes, djinn?"
"Because sometimes I walk in the spirit world," Mihel answered truthfully, no choice.
"The spirit world," the sorcerer echoed, eager. "Enter my body, djinn." Mihel walked with the sorcerer back to the mirror. "Take me into the spirit world, djinn."
Mihel shifted. The sorcerer looked around. He peered into the mirror, but there was nothing to see. It had no reflective capacity in this place. They walked out onto the huge stone balcony. It was a tower. Mihel recognized the city below. They were in Heltas, the crowded graded tiers of the city with their brilliantly hued houses dotting the landscape. It was dim, lights moving, the spirits of people showing everywhere. Beautiful.
"Why is it so dark? Why can't I see?" the sorcerer said. "Djinn, make me see the true world."
Mihel felt a surge of elation. A sorcerer who came to understand the spirit world could do terrible things. But this idiot had just blinded himself to it.
"Good," the sorcerer said, sounding satisfied, seeing only the other world as he walked in the spirit world. "Answer in my voice. Can you fly, djinn?" the sorcerer said.
"No," Mihel answered in the sorcerer's voice.
"Can you fly when you're free?" the sorcerer said, suspicious.