My Neighbor Repeatedly Rapes Me

My neighbor is too big and strong for me to fight off. He repeatedly has his way with me.

In real life rape is disgusting, immoral and illegal.

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My name is Erin I'm thirty and recently divorced. I'm 5' 6" 110 lbs. I have a 34D chest and a 29' waist. Strawberry blonde hair with blue green eyes. I think I'm a foxy looking lady. I have a high sex drive I usually satisfy by fucking myself daily most days twice a day. If I don't get a chance to get myself off in the morning I have to fuck myself in the ladies room at work and again in the evening even if my EX husband fucked me.

I like to jog and go to yoga classes, weightlifting isn't my thing and I don't have the time.

I married too young at 22. Some of our problems were my fault but mainly his lack of attention to me and neglected my needs, sexual needs.

I know I have a great body I honestly can't imagine why my EX didn't fuck me day and night. I'm open to anything probably even anal if he asked.

I have many fantasies my EX wasn't very interested in fulfilling.

My biggest fantasy is to be raped. I'm ashamed to say that because it's not something a woman should admit.

I want to be taken and forced to fuck against my will used and abused.

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After my divorce I found a convertible apartment in a younger neighborhood figuring when I'm ready there would be a lot of guys to date.

I noticed my neighbor is good looking also about 30 with an athletic body. I can tell he goes to the gym often.

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One day when I was leaving my apartment to go for a run dressed only in a sports bra and yoga pants my good looking neighbor also leaving stopped to welcome me to the building.

"Hi, I'm Jon. Welcome to the building."

"Thanks, I'm Erin"

We made small talk. I noticed him looking at my chest a lot which for some strange reason turned me on a bit. I could feel my nipples getting hard against my sports bra.

I told him to stop by later for a drink wanting him to tell me a about the parks, restaurants and shops in the area.

We agreed after six would be fine.

I returned from my run, stripped out of my now sweaty jogging outfit. I started to go get a towel then thought fuck it, I'm my own woman now it's OK to be naked in my own place.

I showered resisting the urge to masturbate. I toweled off a bit picked out kind of a sexy outfit for tonight.

I chose a pair of low rise hip hugger jeans, a yellow tucked tie front top with a plunging neckline, and flowy design.

I always wore sexy undergarments. I chose a silk white thong and a white floral lace trim mesh wireless bra, sheer & thin unlined bra knowing the flowery design of my top would hide my nipples.

Around 6:15 the bell rang. I started to rush to the door.

Slow down I told myself, have a pleasant conversation. I can fuck myself silly after he leaves.

Jon looked good only wearing a pull over sports jersey and casual lounge shorts tied in the front and no shoes.

"Hi, Erin I brought a bottle of sparkling wine. I hope you like it OK."

"Oh I um... don't think I have a cork screw or wine glasses."

"No problem I brought a cork screw and regular glass will work fine."

I got the glasses and poured the wine. I'm a little nervous entertaining a stranger and not being sure how much to fill a regular glass I poured a little too much.

"Sorry Jon, it looks like I poured a little too much wine."

"No problem, we won't need to refill them as often."

Jon told me about restaurants, what fast food places are to die for and a couple of parks with jogging trails.

We decided to exchanged keys and cell numbers. It's better for us to have keys Jon said sometimes it takes the building manager forever to respond to lock out requests.

He talked briefly about the girl he had lived with and went into way too much detail about their sex life

I made the mistake of opening up to him telling him how my EX was pretty much a dud in bed getting into some of his shortcomings

I drank a lot more then I wanted to starting to feeling a bit buzzed.

I went into the kitchen to get us fresh glasses, Jon followed me. As I reached up in the cabinet Jon grabbed me putting a hand over my mouth and an arm around me pulling me into him so tightly I could feel his hardon.

"Here is your official welcome to the building. I'm going to rape you. You're going to take everything I have and then some."

I started to fight back, Jon is too big but that just turned me on even more, my pussy now soaking wet at the thought of being raped.

"Scream and I'll hurt you. I'm going take my hand off your mouth, please don't scream I'm just going to fuck you not hurt you unless you scream."

I saw him take a butcher knife out of the stand.

"OK" I managed to mumble shaking my head.

Jon picked me up over his shoulder throwing me down on the couch.

I sat there my mind trying to compute the bizarre turn of events. One minute we're having a pleasant conversation the next he told me he's going to rape me.

He pulled his jersey over his head. Pulling at the bow on his lounge shorts letting them drop to his ankles. His bald cock pointing straight at me.

I haven't had cock or been fucked by my ex for months. When I saw his hard cock point at me I instinctively I held his cock licking the head of his cock then his shaft to his balls, back to the tip trying to stick my tongue down his pee hole tasting his precum, fondling and sucking his balls like in the movies I've watched.

While I was sucking his cock Jon reached down untying my top pushing it aside. My hard nipples and areolas could easily be seen through my sheer white thin unlined bra.

He pushed his cock deep in my mouth almost down my throat. I felt his hands sliding in my bra pinching my rock hard nipples lifting my bra freeing my tittys.

I started choking and pushed him back. He slapped my one tit hard offering his cock to my lips.

I again opened my mouth he pushed his cock in deep this time holding my head telling me "Lick my balls"

I tried to do so but I began choking almost puking. He released my head. I gasped for air coughing but was able not to puke.

"Only a dirty girl deepthroats dick and takes more."

He pushed me down on the sofa forcibly spread my legs. I felt the cold steel of the knife go up my thigh cutting my thong. Jon ran the knife up my other thigh cutting the rest of my silk thong off.

"You won't be needing these anymore tonight" Jon told me. "The next time I come here or find you in the park anywhere I want pussy, your pussy you better not have panties on."

I didn't respond.

"Did you hear me? No panties of any kind. They get in the way. I want easy access to your pussy"

"Yes, OK no panties."

I my mind I'm thinking again? He's going to rape me again and again?

He slowly moved the knife up my tummy, between my titties cutting my bra open pinching a nipple.

"Nice and hard, I like that."

"Spread your legs."

I parted my legs for him.

He slapped my inner thigh hard. I let out a yelp.

"I said spread your legs"

I was expecting him to fuck me instead he teased my pussy with his fingers running his fingers all around my pussy. I could feel my clit big and hard. My pussy felt as if it's leaking juice. I wanted so badly to grab my tits, play with my nipples but I didn't want him to know he's making me that hot.

Finally he lightly brushed a finger over one lip. I let out a loud sigh. Involuntarily my hips were bucking trying to get him to stop teasing me. My legs were spread wider then I have ever spread them wider then I thought I could spread them giving him unrestricted access to my pussy. My hands now on my tits rubbing and pulling on my nipples.

The wine was giving me a nice buzz, I screamed out "I need to cum, please make me cum."

"Ah I see my little slut likes being raped. Tell me you're a slut."

Without hesitation I complied "I'm a fuckin' slut, rape me, make me cum like a dirty fuckin' slut."

He gently started to rub my engorged pussy lips together. My hips bucking, legs opening and closing on his hand. He pushed on my hard clit with his thumb.

That sent me over the edge.

"OH FUCK I'm cumming, you're making me cum like a dirty fuckin' bitch."

Seconds later he was inside my pussy he had no trouble going balls deep on the first thrust. My nipples are as hard as I ever felt them almost bullet like.

I thrashed around in pure and uncontrolled ecstasy. Again I began to involuntary twitch and buck my hips while groaning out loud which let him know I was having a fucking orgasm from him raping me. This rapist is giving me an orgasm like none I had ever had before. Jon taking me by force was so primitive, so barbaric, so hot.

Hearing Jon let out a guttural grunt, slowing his pace. I wrapped my legs around him pulling him in even deeper. I'm not letting him pull out. I couldn't believe it when I heard myself beg "Cum in me. Please cum in my pussy."

I felt burst after burst of his hot cum exploding in my pussy filling me. I'm fuckin' cumming. Jon made me cum from the feeling of his hot cum shooting in me filling my pussy. It's as if my pussy was gripping his cock milking every drop of his seed in me. My pussy is so full. I'm loving it. I let out another noisy orgasm. It's my third, probably my forth. My EX rarely made me cum once fucking me.

He always pulled out, he was afraid I'd get pregnant even though I assured him it's OK I'm on the pill.

We both collapsed on the sofa catching our breath.

"I need some water, do you want a bottle?"

"Sure I'll go with you."

I leaned into the refrigerator my ass and freshly cum filled pussy exposed to him. He slapped my ass hard pressing his already hard dick against me. Jon has the sex drive of an incredibly horny man like a porn star.

He slapped my ass again pulling me to the kitchen table bending me over. I'm amazed at how my pussy seemed to grip his cock so tightly as he slid in and out and so willingly accepted it. I started strongly thrusting back to him.

For the next 10 minutes or so he fucked me doggy. Talking dirty to me. Telling me I'm a hot fuck, pulling my hair, slapping my ass, slowly pulling out to the tip and then slowly sliding back in to the depths of my pussy banging against my cervix.

"Oh fuck baby you're making me cum again."

I felt his hot cum hitting my sore cervix, my knees buckled a little. He kept his cock in me until it went soft.

Babe you've drained my balls. He kissed me passionately. "I've got to go home and get some rest.

Standing naked his cum oozing down my leg trying to regain a sense of equilibrium, my mind spinning. He raped me, fucked my brains out. Yet I loved him taking me by force, raping me.

I took a few deep breaths and reminded myself much I liked him raping me, how badly I needed this, despite how violated I felt. Jon raping me turned me on immensely. I want him to rape me again. I could take it everyday.

He grabbed his clothes and left naked. I checked out his ass as he walked out the door.

I didn't bother showering I only used the washroom and went to bed. I laid in bed thinking about being raped, repeatedly used as his cum slut, Jon's personal fuck toy. I'm ashamed of my self for letting myself be raped. However I have never been fucked so good, brought to orgasm many times.

I drifted of to sleep.

I was having a orgasmic dream about when Jon first gave me head. I reached down to play with my pussy and felt a head.

What the fuck? It was Jon eating me out.

"How did you get in here?"

Jon paused long enough to say "you gave me your key" he went right back down on me.

"Oh fuck, of fuck right there, right there, oh fuucck."

Jon made me cum hard as he always does bucking my hips squeezing my legs. I had to push his head away my pussy, I couldn't take anymore after the evenings rape and fuck fest.

"I woke up with a hardon thinking about how great looking you are and a hot fuck."

Jon stood up on the side of the bed.

"Well... he's not going to cum on his own."

I scooted over as quickly as I could, opening my mouth to accept his hard cock.

John stuck his fingers in my mouth almost making me puke.

"I'm going to face fuck you. Fuck your mouth until you can't breath, I'm gonna force my thick cock down your throat and cum."

Before I could say anything Jon had his cock in my mouth. He pushed his cock into my mouth, grabbing my hair, pulling my hair.

As he entered my mouth, my tongue rapidly licked the head of his cock, saliva running down my chin. I moaned preparing myself for what 's coming. He thrust his cock deep into my throat. His balls pressing against my chin. I struggled to breath but calmed herself.

"Oh fuck" Jon cried out as I felt a stream of his hot cum sliding down my throat.

He slowly fuck my face feeding me drops of his remaining cum until his dick went soft, then stroked his soft cock milking it rubbing his cockhead all over my face.

"This should hold me for a while. I'm going out of town for a few days."

"I want you to get on your stomach ass up doggy,"

I did as I was told.

He opened my ass cheeks with his hands and spit repeatedly on my asshole. He smeared the juices from my pussy into the spit and penetrated my asshole with one finger.

"When I return I'm going to fuck your ass. I don't care if your ready or if it's painal."

Painal, I thought. What the fuck is that?

Jon slapped my ass hard and left. I drifted off to sleep.

In the morning I went to my computer to look at painal videos. HOLF FUCK the girls are crying, screaming and the guy keep fucking their ass. I know I don't want that.

There's several videos where the girls are really getting off cumming, screaming like a bitch in heat. That's what I want.

I'm now more intrigued by the idea of my neighbor taking my ass, raping my ass.

I read several articles and watched a lot of videos about preparing for anal.

Then I looked for a adult book store near by. I found one that is owned by women and claims they cater to women.

I quickly cleaned up threw on a pair of jeggings. No panties as I was ordered, a sheer sexy bra and a T-shirt.

I caught myself practically running to my car, entered the address of the adult lingerie shop/bookstore in the NAV system.

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The outside of the store look OK at best, dark windows. Holding my breath I opened the door and was pleasantly surprised how nice it is. An older GILF at the front desk, lots of DVD's, books, lingerie and what I came looking for toys.

I was happy to see an attractive lady about 10 years older then I working in the store. I thought she was straightening the toys. I was embarrassed but asked my question.

"Do you know anything about the anal toys.?"

"I don't work here however I know a lot about them. What did you need to know?"

"Sorry that's OK thanks anyway."

"If you're referring to butt plugs and anal toys for anal sex I know a lot about that."

"If you don't mind, I really need help." I told her not trying to sound desperate.

"Sweetie anal sex is the best you'll absolutely love it. I was hesitant at first but now I love a nice cock in my ass. I cum like a fuckin' teen again. Oh sorry too blunt? I apologize."

"No, not at all I'm happy to hear that. Can you show me how and what I need to get started?"

"Well... anal lube. This one is best, starter set butt plugs and maybe the next step up to get you started."

"Then what? I really wanted to get started right away. I need everything."

"What's the rush? It takes time for you to get used to these plugs before you can take on a cock fucking your ass."

"I'm a little under the clock. My um... friend is out of town for a few days. I wanted to give up my ass to him when he gets back."

"That's pretty quick, with my help we'll get you there. Then we should start out with these bigger ones."

She picked out several size bathplugs. A few big ones with a fake jewel on the end.

"The guys get so hard when you flash them wearing this butt plug"

"What size is he?" She asked pointing at the dildos.

I pointed at two "I don't know for sure maybe this size."

"Ok we better get started" she said taking both from the display. She also took one about half as big and a larger one.

I thought there's no way I can fit that big dildo in my ass.

I noticed her hand frequently touching her pussy.

She said to the clerk, "Betty we're going to try some of these out, we'll bring the packages out to you when we're finished."

"Sure Rach, use # 4. Here's a dispenser of baby wipes, condoms and a few hand towels. Have fun."

"Follow me."

I followed he into the changing room checking out her ass. Not to bad for a forty something. A little bigger but nice wide hips.

"By the way I'm Erin, thanks for helping me out."

"Rachel, it's my pleasure." She said as she wiggled out of her shorts. I couldn't help not to notice Rachel has a patch of hair on her pussy and a clit piercing. She opened the lube and a big butt plug, reached around lubing her asshole. She opened her lips then began to suck on the butt plug moving it in and out of her mouth face fucking herself.

"I need this." Rachel lubed the butt plug squatted down a bit opening her legs to the point she's bull legged, inserted the big butt plug. "Oh fuck I love this" then pulled hard on her pussy hair.

"OK dear, this isn't going to work with your pants on."

I slipped my shoes off, pulled my jeggins down forgetting I have Jon's handprint bruises on my inner thighs.

"My, my someone really likes it rough."

I didn't know how to respond. I couldn't tell her I'm being raped by my neighbor. I mumbled "Well..."

"I've picked out a small plug but since you like it rough we'll try a bigger one. Bend over for me."

I bent over, I could feel Rachel lubing my asshole. She rimmed my asshole several times and inserted he finger.

"How's that dear?"

"Nice, not as bad as I thought. I kind of like it."

Rachel started finger fucking my ass. "You've got a way to go to take on his cock. You're off to a good start."

I hear the rustling of her open a package.

Still finger fucking my ass Rachel reached around showing me a butt plug telling me to spit on it.

Of course I did, she removed her finger. I felt her squirting lube in my ass, then I felt the pressure of her pushing the plug in my ass.

"Oh fuck... that's big."

"Tell yourself you want it, you're a dirty girl, a three input girl for him."

I was telling myself I want it when Rachel interrupted. "Out loud, I want to hear you say you're a dirty girl." she reached around playing with my clit.

I felt the plug opening my sphincter and Rachel rubbing my clit I burst out "I'm a dirty fuckin' girl, a fuckin' slut, take my ass, I want you in my ass."

"Good girl. I'm all the way up your ass. Now you're a slut"

I was panting when I couldn't believe Rachels buried her face in my ass. She started eating me out. She has a tongue piercing I didn't notice but sure felt it on my clit.

I never thought I would ever be with a woman. This is so hot, a butt plug in my ass, her soft face feels so different between my legs, her silky tongue felt so different so wonderful tonging my pussy lips.

I managed to pull my shirt over my head, freeing my tits from my bra squeezing them hard.

"Oh fuck, that's it right there." I pushed forward on her face. "Fuucck your making me cum, I'm cuumming like a fuckin' bitch." My legs shaking and buckled a bit when I came.

I stood, turning to face Rachel not sure what to do. My top and bra pushed above my tits.

I watched as she pulled her top over her head unhooking her bra letting loose her huge 36 DDD tits. Blue veins running through them and massive areolas. Stretch marks also ran through different areas if her tits. Her nipples as big and hard as bullets.

I finished removing my top and bra. Rachel reached out pinching my nipples pulling me towards her as she backed up, sat down spreading her legs.