It's been five years since I graduated college top of my class, fully qualified camera technician with dreams of Hollywood. I did make it to LA, not exactly Hollywood but everyone keeps telling me, you've gotta start somewhere.
I should introduce myself, my names Jennifer, or Jenny as pretty much everyone but my Mom calls me. I'm a lead camera technician for a company called Dream Pictures and have been for just over two years now, it's been eventful to say the least.
Before I go any further though, let me address the elephant in the room, how does a girl with dreams of Hollywood end up as camera woman for an adult film company. It's not as if this was my chosen career path, hell there was a time, I wanted to be the girl in front of the camera.
Long curly dark hair, naturally long eyelashes to hide my hazel eyes, curvy figure with 32e breasts (thanks Mom) and enough curve on my ass to be noticeable yet not fat. I certainly didn't look out of place in front of the camera except for one element, 5'4. I know there are short actresses in Hollywood but I was quite timid at high school, so never got the chance to take the lead and before I knew it I was the stage-hand. The girl in theatre groups who was never on the stage, I found my lane and I guess I stayed there.
So I got my education, moved to LA and started looking for that dream job. But this place isn't cheap to stay, so I took whatever job I could get and quickly found out there was a niche for female camera technicians in the adult industry. Why was there a niche, well basically guys are too horny and can't just watch. Studios will take women over men every single time and my shortness actually comes in handy in this industry. So here I am, I've worked on a dozen films now, I can afford to pay rent and my reputation is growing.
As tends to be the case though, when things feel like they are going well, a bump in the road is always around the corner. Which brings us to today, the morning after the day before. I was sat in my apartment, at my dining table, reliving yesterdays shoot and just felt I needed to get it down on paper, so here goes.
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The day started like any other day on set, I'd turned up, dressed casual and comfy, shoots can be long days, I've long discovered that trying to dress to impress isn't necessary and it's also stupid. So I was wearing a pair of pink converse, some skinny jeans that hugged my ass, a loose fitting vest top, it showed my cleavage off but the guys were much more interested in the pornstar in the room than me, with a basic white bra and thong on. I had my hair tied up in a ponytail and not a drop of make-up on, forget dressing to impress, I was dressed to stay out of sight and work.
I was on set to shoot a threesome, it was a basic set up, dimly lit bedroom, white bedding, you know the kind of scene. It was with two stars that I'd worked with before, guy called Mike and the woman lead was a busty blonde called Kim. They were both great and always fun to shoot, the third person was a new guy, Max, that I'd never worked with before.
I mentioned earlier about my height being an advantage in this business, if you were wondering why, well simply it was my ability to get close to the action without being in the shot. My role on set recently had become the close up specialist, I had a small handheld camera, that allowed me to get really close. It had been pretty nerve wracking the first time I'd done it. Being that close to normally stunning looking strangers who are having sex, I mean come on! Maybe it gets easier, but for now if that's what the job requires, then so be it.
Yesterday was no different, I'd caught up with the director, he'd told me where he wanted me and what my role was. After sharing pleasantries with the stars, explaining how I was going to be in their faces the action had gotten started.
Now, I'm only human, you can be around porn as much as you want but a hot scene will still get you hot and this days scene was certainly hot. Kim was around 5'7, large firm (clearly fake) breasts, long blonde hair and plump lips, Mike was a muscle bound black guy, who towered over Kim and their didn't seem to be an ounce of fat anywhere on his body. While Max was a latino looking guy, short dark hair, dark moody looks, with what I could only describe as a twelve pack, never mind a six pack.
Not only did they all look hot though but the scene was something else. I'd taken a step back to start with, watching them settle down on the bed, Mike softly kissing Kim, whilst Max nibbled on her shoulder and played with her large breasts. I stood there allowing my mind to wander, it was my first time on set that I'd wished I was the female star and I could feel my body reacting to my thoughts. My nipples were tingling and the heat between my thighs was increasing, but I knew I had to be professional so quickly pushed the thought out of my mind.
Distracting myself, I switched my camera on and started to shoot, switching between each of the actors as they slowly started to strip Kim of her clothes. I moved in closer as both guys took a nipple each, my own nipples tingled at the sight, shaking my head to force myself back to reality as my mind risked wandering off again.
Slowly the scene progressed, I stayed close, watching as Kim dropped to her knees as one after the other, both guys revealed their cocks. That was another thing that never became normal, make no mistakes, male pornstars cocks are huge, they're either crazy long or crazy thick or as was the case with Mike and Max, both. It's impossible to be around them and not feel a mixture of arousal and intimidation.
It was at this point that the day started to turn from a normal day on set to something completely different. Kim was kneeling up alternating between one cock and then the other. I'd moved in closer, bent over at the waist, my shot was moving up Kim's naked body, over her breasts up to her hungry mouth working theIr cocks, it was a shot I'd done during every shoot.
Suddenly, as I was bent over, I felt a hand softly stroke over my ass through the material of my jeans. I almost gasped but knew making sound on set was a huge no no so I bit my lip to resist as I looked up to see who the culprit was, Max smiled down at me and winked. I quickly reached back and moved his hand off my ass as I looked back at him in a state of shock, before turning back to the shoot and once again trying to focus on the scene.
My mind was racing, all the shoots I'd be on, nothing like this had ever happened. I was almost frozen in place, just focussing on Kim sliding her plump lips along Mike's long cock and then the same to Max. I felt so vulnerable still bent at the waist, my ass still up in the air, it was inevitable in this position, but I couldn't move. This was my job, this was the position I was currently meant to be in.