Melissa was tired, sore, and dirty. When she got back to the Lagoon, she washed while Rick cooked her some food. Rick had given her a robe, actually the robe she had left on the plane the day before, so when she emerged from her bath she was clothed. Wearing clothes still felt uncomfortable to her, and she considered not wearing it, but she did not want to be around Mitchel naked for fear that he would want to have sex with her. She was not interested in sex at the moment.
She pondered that even while she was bathing. Nothing that happened to her sexually was any different than what had happened many times, but it was so different in every way. She was not sure how to make sense of that, but she was sure it was true. For one thing, she had been scared. For another, she had not agreed. Even though she had little idea what she was getting into when she signed up for this job, she did sign up for it. She had not signed up for today.
Rick had cooked her fish and rice and a salad. She could not remember enjoying a meal so much. She did not say anything, and neither did Rick. Mitchel did come into the kitchen where she and Rick were, but only to say how sorry he was that she had been treated that way and how glad he was that she was safe. He showed no interest in her sexually, but just said that if there were anything he could do to help, let him know.
When she had finished eating, she retired to bed. She did not want to be alone, but did not want anyone around her. She lay there for a while, thinking about what had happened. She was more scared, rather than less so, now that the event was over and she had a chance to look at things. What if they had just left her but no one came to find her? What if they had kept her and used her as a sex slave? What if they had sold her to someone else for that purpose?
She tossed about while thinking through all this, and eventually got up and went to find Rick. He was sitting in one of the sitting areas, talking to Mitchel. She froze, not sure what to do.
Rick saw her and asked, "You OK? What do you need?"
Melissa paused. She felt funny because Mitchel was there, but she stammered out, "Would you come to my room?"
She turned before he answered, but he was right behind her by the time she got there. She sat on her bed for a moment, then said, "Could you just be here? Watch me sleep?"
"Of course I will. Give me a minute."
He left the room, and returned a few minutes later with a blanket under his arm. He shut the door and pulled the big chair over by the door so that it could not be opened more than a few inches without hitting the chair. He went over to her and gently tucked her in. He did kiss her on the forehead, then said, "This will be rough sledding for a while, but you are not alone. No one is going to hurt you any more. You will heal. You are not alone."
Melissa's eyes watered up some. She was amazed that he said what he did. That he knew that was exactly what she needed to hear. That she believed him. She closed her eyes.
Rick turned out the light, returned to his chair, pulled the light blanket over himself and sat. He heard her breathing slow and become steady before he let himself sleep. Then he gave himself over to sleep as well.
The sun was bright before Melissa awakened. For a minute she just reveled in how good she felt. Then she saw Rick in his chair and remembered the events of the previous day. That heavy feeling in her stomach returned, though not at all like it was yesterday. Today she was glad to be alive. She knew she was safe. She could sort of envision being better, if only a glimpse and not a real clear idea of what that would look like.
Rick was awake, though she had no idea how long he had sat there while she slept. It felt really good to her that he had stayed all night there for her. She had felt safe. She needed to feel safe.
"Good morning there, sweetheart. Did you sleep okay?"
"I did, thank you. I don't suppose you did, though, did you?"
"I've had a plenty of nights that were no where near as comfortable as sleeping in a nice armchair. I'm fine."
Melissa was not sure if he really was all that comfortable in the chair, but she decided she would take him at his word.
Rick smiled and said, "Let me go get a little breakfast started. I expect today will be a busy day."
He moved the chair back to where it belonged, and left the room, closing the door behind him.
After a few minutes, Melissa got out of bed and went to the bathroom. She did her morning ablutions, including a shower. She did her hair. She put her robe back on. It still felt funny, and she did not want to wear it, but she was not ready to be around anyone naked, so she wore it just the same.
When she got to the kitchen, Rick had cooked sausage and eggs. He gave her a plate, some toast, and a cup of coffee, and while she ate, he cut up some fruit. She found she was pretty hungry and it showed. Rick seemed pleased that she enjoyed his food.
Mitchel arrived while Melissa was still eating, and Rick served him as well.
"I hope you are feeling better" he said to Melissa.
"I am, thank you. I'm sorry your vacation is getting messed up."
"Don't worry about me. I'll be fine."
"I know you wanted to, well you know, spend time with me, but I . . . "
Mitchel cut her off. "Nonsense. There is nothing to apologize for. I'm sure sex is the last thing you are interested in."
While true, it struck Melissa that what she was interested in was even a consideration. It hadn't been since she started this job. That was just the job. Actually, it never had been much of a consideration at any time in her life.
Of course, what happened yesterday had nothing to do with what she wanted. That could not be more clear. But to have someone recognize what she wanted was important felt good to her. She decided she liked Mitchel. She did feel sorry for him, though. She considered having sex with him anyway, but he did seem sincere. And she really did not have much interest in sex at the moment.
She just said. "Thank you."
It was then that she heard a noise outside, a twumping sound that increased in volume, and then eventually made the air thrum a little. She walked out side to see a helicopter about to land on the lawn beside the building. Once it did, Mr. Dorn disembarked and walked directly over to Melissa. He did not say anything, but just hugged her tightly.
Melissa had some idea that she needed physical contact earlier, but was afraid that it would be construed as sexual. This was not sexual, and it felt very good. Melissa hugged back more tightly than she had intended. She put her head against Mr. Dorn's chest and began to cry softly. He just held her.
Another man had disembarked from the chopper as well, but he stood back at a respectful distance and waited. When Melissa finally let up her end of the embrace, Mr. Dorn did the same.
He said, "I'm sorry, Melissa. This never should have happened."