How did it come to this?
It was Tuesday night. I was lying in my bed, with Mark's cum still dripping out of my pussy, just thinking.
I was thinking about Kyle. What did he do to deserve this? He was never rude to me. He never cheated on me, even though girls were lining up to him at parties. He had the looks. He could make me come any day. Even his future looked great. He'd likely turn into a star athlete and earn millions. And because he wasn't some dumb jock, he'd likely make a decent living after sports, too. He was literally the best boyfriend one could wish for.
And I still did that. I slept with Mark. An ugly nerd with a face full of pimples and a skinny body that just screamed weakness. Kyle could literally kill him with just one punch. Yet he was bold enough to go after his girlfriend. Maybe it was that boldness that made me submit to him. I never imagined he had the guts to grope a star athlete's girlfriend, shove his cock in her face, and penetrate her in her own bed while her parents were downstairs. Part of why I allowed this to happen was because I didn't believe what was happening.
But it happened and I had to come to terms with fact that I slept with Mark. I started making up theories, trying to justify it. I argued to myself that it was a one-time slip-up. I could still save my relationship with Kyle. I made a mistake, but as long it remains an isolated incident, it can be forgiven. Especially, if Kyle doesn't learn about it.
So, the narrative was this: a couple of massages went too far, I saw Mark's huge dick and I had to know what it feels like to have that thing inside me. That was it. An experiment. Nothing more. Now, I know what it feels like and I can go back to Kyle and enjoy his slightly smaller, but nevertheless good penis. Yes. That sounded about right.
***
So next day I approached Mark after school.
"Hey," I said.
"Hey," he smiled.
"We need to talk. I'll walk you home."
"I'm guessing it's about yesterday."
"Yeah," I replied. Just thinking about it made me blush.
"I won't tell Kyle, if that's what troubles you."
"That's one part of it."
"What's the other part?" he asked as we walked towards their house from school.
"We can't continue this. I can't do this to him."
"I thought you liked it."
"I did," I hated that he made me admit it. "But that doesn't make it any less wrong."
"So what now? Our friendship is over?"
He pulled out the pity card again. He knew I wasn't good at intentionally hurting people.
"No," I consoled him. "We just have to see each other less outside of school."
"Look," he said as we arrived at their house, "Why don't you come up now?"
"I really shouldn't."
"Just for a minute," he said. "I deserve a minute, don't I?"
He grabbed my hand and gently pulled me inside the gate. I should have stood my ground, but somehow my legs were obeying him instead of me, like they rioted against their owner for cancelling their massages.
"Just for a minute," I repeated, partly to remind him of his promise, partly to rationalize my decision to follow him inside.
So we went up to his room and I sat down on the bed, patiently waiting to find out what was he gonna say or do.
"So I thought," he started, "Because you still have a developing body and you're putting way too much stress on it, you really should continue the massage therapy."
He was scrambling. But I wasn't gonna let him talk me into it once again.
"Mark, no."
"Just listen to me," he continued. "It's okay. I get it. You don't want more massages from me. That's why I thought we should make a tape so you could show your boyfriend how to massage you properly."
"What? No!" I shouted.
He was out of his mind if he thought he could record me as he touched me.
"Just listen. I know what you're thinking. But there will be none of that stuff. Just a normal massage. With the clothes on and everything. I brought a nice camcorder. I set it up so he won't be able to see me, just my hands in action."
He pointed at a video camera that was mounted on a tripod. It looked creepy as hell.
"No way," I objected.
He sat down beside me and put a hand on my back.
"Look, Alicia. You can trust me. I want the best for you. I would never try to hurt you."
He started moving his hand up and down, gently stroking my back.
"I just don't feel comfortable about that thing" I said as I motioned towards the camcorder.
"Tell you what. We'll make the tape. You can look at it. And if you don't like it, you can just delete it. It's yours. I won't keep a copy."
I was very uncomfortable about the situation, but Mark could be really convincing. I don't know how, but his tender voice was so calming that no matter what he said it always sounded good-natured. The way he stroked my back was also caring and comforting. Even though this whole camera thing was sketchy as hell, I somehow believed he has good intentions.
"Just a regular massage. And the last one," I said.
"That's right," he nodded and climbed on the bed, directing me where to sit.
I moved there, to the center of the bed, where I was right in the crosshair of the video camera.
"We're gonna start with a neck massage," he said. "It's really unhealthy to sit in those chairs at school for an extended period. This massage will help relieve your neck from the pain."
He gently brushed my hair aside and dug his fingers into my skin. You could tell he wasn't pulling this stuff out of his ass. He must have looked at hundreds of guides and videos to learn about massaging. And he used that knowledge to manipulate me. But I wasn't being manipulated this time. As uncomfortable a camera pointed at me was, it also gave me a sense of safety. I knew there was no way in hell I was gonna let him fuck me on camera, so as long as the tape was rolling, I was in the clear.
"Kyle should do this as frequent as he can," he said as he pressed his fingers into my neck muscles.
The fact he mentioned Kyle really bothered me. I didn't want to think about my boyfriend. I've shouldn't even been doing this after what happened the day before. I managed to calm myself with the thought that this was the last massage, but just thinking about my boyfriend made me feel an unbearable guilt. And I don't know why, but the idea that I was doing something wrong somehow always translated into arousal. If this continued, I knew I was gonna get wet again.
To make things worse, I wasn't wearing shorts this time, but a slim dress. I didn't expect to come here today. I picked the dress, because it was Kyle's favorite. He said it really showed off my perfect figure. So I chose to wear it out of guilt. I wanted to make Kyle happy to feel less terrible about the fact that I fucked Mark. But instead of going to Kyle's place, I was at Mark's house and he was the one who got to enjoy the tight dress that showed off my round butt and big tits.
Then I heard a zip. Alarmed, I turned my head.
"Just gonna unzip your dress a little," Mark explained. "I don't want it to get creased during the back massage."
He started massaging my bare shoulders before I could voice a concern. He was really smooth when it came to undressing me without my consent. He was never too aggressive, just enough that I let him progress step by step.
"It's a really pretty dress," he continued. "You should wear stuff like this more often. Since it's tight, it makes you pay more attention to your posture."
"Mm-hmm," I nodded.
I couldn't tell if he cared more about my posture or the fact that I looked hot in it, but I could feel his eyes running up and down on my body all day in school. But it wasn't the usual lustful stare. It was no longer a fantasy for him, but a memory. He knew what was hiding under that tight dress. He had seen and felt every inch of my luscious body. But he didn't have enough of it yet.
"Just gonna unzip it a little more and pull it down a bit," he broke my train of thought with a zip.