I didn't want to be a burden for the kind lady who provided me shelter. I started looking for the only job I was a suitable and qualified, maid job.
I knocked on every door in the town and none of them wanted a maid. Finally, I reached a house that was separated and away from others and knocked on the door.
There was a response. A Hindu brahmin guy of about 45-year-old opened the door.
The old guy asked, "Who are you?"
"I am looking for any job,"
"What do you do?" he asked.
"All housework," I said.
He asked to come the next day as he was also looking for a maid.
I reached his place the next day, started working. I had only one saree with me and I wore that every day.
He didn't talk much and always looked at me with some kind of disgust.
I continued working there and everything was fine for a year. Even though he paid me well but the money was not enough. Old granny who provided me shelter took most of the money.
Until one day, He saw me cleaning and I was showing more skin than I was supposed to show.
He was already aware that I was a single mother and he wasn't really interested in talking to me, as he was a high-class orthodox brahmin and I am just a Muslim.
He felt so lonely sometimes and wanted to try his luck with me. After everything, I was still the same stupid innocent girl.
He asked one day, why I was wearing the same dress every day and I replied that it was the only dress I have.
He was shocked and asked, "I gave you money every month, what were you doing with all these?"
I said that I was staying with an old granny, she was getting very greedy these days. Also, she was the one taking care of the kids when I was away at work. Most importantly she let us stay in her home. In return, she took all my money.
"So, you don't have money to buy a new dress?"
I said. "yes"
"You are so dirty and filthy," he started yelling.
"No, I am not. I wash my clothes every night," I replied.
"Then what will you wear at night?"
I said, "Nothing."
He didn't expect this direct answer.
He tried to make a move and said, "This is a very orthodox household and I don't believe that you wash your dress every day. So you can't work here anymore,"
"Please don't do this to me, without this job, I can't feed my kids," I pleaded.
"I will give you one chance, whenever you come to work here, you should remove all your clothes and then you can come and work here."
Without thinking I said yes.
He asked her to do it right away.
I removed all my clothes and started cooking naked and he couldn't believe what he was seeing.
I was a little shy at first and it continued for a week and I don't feel anything anymore.
He called me to his room and we talked for some time and he asked about my life.
I said everything that had happened without any hesitation which made him more tempting.
He slowly placed his hands on my thighs and said that he will make me happy and I should obey everything he asked.
I said yes. His phone rang, it was his son who was living overseas informed him that he would be coming home in two months for vacation.
He started thinking about how to explain about me to his son.
After a month he finally asked me if I would like new clothes. I said no because I didn't want to waste money on my dress.
He insisted and said he would buy some dress for me and also promised that he would not cut that amount from my salary.
I took it reluctantly. Apart from saree, he knew I needed some night clothes and he asked me if I would mind if he picked up a few. He could easily estimate my size.
I stared blankly at him for a short while but I didn't say anything. He took that as a yes.
The next day he had to go through the embarrassing ordeal of buying nighties and underwear. The nighties had an enormous range from plain to fancy. Even within the maternity ones, he couldn't decide. He chose the more fancy ones with smoother materials and a lot of lace.
Shopping for panties was a little easier. he simply bought half a dozen of them in different colors.
On returning home he first gave her the nighties telling me to wear them while at home. He informed her that I didn't have to wear a dress now but I should wear it when her son comes. I agreed.
After a couple of weeks, his son Virat came home and he was surprised to see that his dad has employed a maid like me.
The next couple of days passed without any incident. When I came to serve dinner I was wearing my new nightgown.
It was a regular one which turned out to be quite figure-hugging. It showed off my curves very nicely. I had just come out of the shower and my hair was undone and a little damp.