Chapter 19 : A New Priesthood
Part 1
"I have been thinking Danella," said Jacqueline. "You know your ideas about spreading the sexual healing of the Goddess amongst the people of Vanmar. I know you mainly want to stop the war but you really want to change Vanmar just like you changed me and Mireau and all the others don't you?"
"Yes that is true," agreed Danella. "We would all have real peace then and enjoy our lives all the more."
"I want to become a Priestess like you," declared Jacqueline. "Then I can go out and really convert our people."
Danella looked at this lady who made such an unexpected request. Only three months before she had been a typical Prancirian wife suffering from the infidelities of her husband but remaining hopefully loyal from the cherished belief that there were no alternative options for a respectable wife. Life had turned sour and rather dull, and there seemed to be no way out of the trough she found herself committed to. She had believed that a woman cannot seek sexual solace elsewhere except when exceptionally she might be invited to by some mythical and exciting man. If such a dangerous and desirable man had appeared in her life which was extremely unlikely she might well have been tempted to follow but she would always have felt the cloud of guilt following her. Now she was free of all that. Danella and Jeanette had shown her how a woman could be free from sexual guilt, that she had the power by right of her natural good looks and her femininity, to choose and attract men when she pleased. They had also shown that she need not be possessive or jealous of her husband. If he could be free so could she and in Prancir she held far more sexual choice and power than her husband because there were so few women willing to disturb the social rules, so long as she did not fall under the financial control of a jealous husband. She was not burdened by children yet and if she and Mireau ever did raise any she knew that he would not be jealous and she would continue to occasionally find the freedom to practice sexual adventure.
With her new freedom Jacqueline had gone out and discovered much. Men she had liked the look of and followed, offering them friendship, completed by sexual embrace which rarely failed once she overcame her nervousness and became confident. There were certain men she had met when alongside Mireau she quizzed him to determine whether he thought they would be safe for her to approach and encourage. There were in all Vanmar many men and women who would be only too willing to tell tales for personal gain of one sort or another about the errant wife of an important civil servant, so they had to be careful. Their judgement had proved sound so far but surely there was more danger with men who knew who Mireau was.
And so now Jacqueline suggested that she should be made a Priestess, the first Vanmarian to ever volunteer. Until this moment Danella had never considered that anyone from Vanmar should become one formally. She had sought to convert the Prancirians she had met to Pirionite ways and attitudes, for their own sake bur mostly in recent months with a more urgent goal that these people might encourage their people to end the war. Now the suggestion came from a Vanmarian that she might become a full Priestess. The implication which occurred to Danella was that many more people in the whole of Vanmar might eventually take up the ways of the Empire of Pirion, becoming Priestesses and Priests, and following the humanely benevolent social organisation of the Empire, changing the whole society of all Vanmar for the better. The whole world might become like Pirion, but the artistic and technological gifts which Vanmar had to offer would be fully used in this new world.
"You must realise that I am only a Priestess," replied Danella. "To make you a Priestess would require at least one High Priestess to give authority. In Pirion there are ceremonies of initiation."
"I can imagine," Jacqueline laughed.
Danella caught her humour. "Yes I can see you would enjoy the ceremonies. I did when I began. It was very exciting to make love to so many people at once."
"In full public view?"
"Of course, we were Priests and Priestesses. It was expected of us. When I became a Priestess there were four High Priestesses and four High Priests all officiating at my ceremony. All of the High Priests worshipped the Goddess with me for a time during the ceremony as well as many other Priests. I can't take you back to Pirion in the middle of this war to have you inducted," Danella went on, "I have come to think of you as a new kind of Priestess anyway, a Prancirian one. I don't think I need to have you properly inducted in this land. You are a Prancirian Priestess already if you feel yourself to be one. I can see that you live and work as a Priestess already in all but name. You are a silent Priestess, going out into the world of Prancir to care for the lonely men and all the people, bringing the love of the Goddess to them all."
"I have been learning to become one, but there are ways and ceremonies I have not yet learned," said Jacqueline, "I thought that to joint the Priesthood would give me that experience and knowledge."
"Not immediately. It takes months, if not years, to become familiar with all the ceremonies we practice. But you know all these detailed ways are not the essence of our occupation. They are only the collected formal practices of many centuries. You don't need to know them all. We didn't either. The High Priestesses instructed us as they arose. I have not told you this before but as we speak of it I will. Before the war arrived in Dalos I had grown impatient with the Priesthood. I used to live in Shanla far to the south. I became dulled by the repetition of ceremonies and my work. I began to doubt my role as a Priestess. I wanted to see and to think, to travel and read and study the rest of the world. I was outgrowing my role as a Priestess. Change and travel, knowledge and new friends improved my life and, temporarily at least, cured me of my dissatisfaction. So you see, even in a land devoted to comforts and the pleasures of the flesh it is possible to be unhappy. The challenge of meeting a new civilisation and trying to understand it in the conquest of Dalos and my life here in Dumis has brought new purpose and interest to my life. What I am trying to say Jacqueline is that the ceremonies we priestesses conduct are not in themselves important. They are often exciting, usually enjoyable if you have a positive attitude, but only sometimes will they be meaningful in themselves. Your 'work' as an unofficial Priestess here is far more important and meaningful than that of an ordinary Priestess in Shanla."
"If you like Jacqueline, I will make you a Priestess. Maybe one day we will have your new occupation confirmed by the Priesthood. I will organise a ceremony in which you will become initiated. Perhaps if we could bring the group together tonight or tomorrow we will perform the ceremony then and you will be able to go out and care for the people in the name of the Goddess."
"Shall we ask the others if they wish also to joint the Priesthood," suggested Jacqueline.