Christine was an eccentric friendly blue-eyed girl with light blonde shoulder length hair which was a nice color but a little greasy and stringy. She was about 50 pounds overweight, not something I like at all. But pure smooth white skin. And massive breasts. Normally I like small breasts, since most girls with big breasts are too fat for my liking. But these breasts were unusually huge, the first thing you'd notice about her. So big that they probably would be a nuisance for her, or cause some back pain from all that weight pulling on her front all the time.
She had an eccentric personality too. Weird. She liked vampire novels. She was happy and had a nice smile. But she was frumpy, dressed in thrift store clothes, baggy sweatshirts, pants, runners. The only jewelry was a nice silver necklace with a small cross. She had glasses, again really unfashionable, nerdy, with lenses that were too big.
She was a student in a physics lab where I volunteered as a teaching assistant. I was an undergrad student myself, doing the lab thing for just some extra experience for my CV and to get a good reference from the prof.
Christine was a pretty good student, a solid B+.
We had a nice humorous rapport, and she would sometimes tell me a little bit about her life. Her family lived in a small town a 3 hour drive from the city. And she was living in a small apartment that she shared with her older brother, who was studying to be an accountant. Sometimes the things she would share were a little odd too, sort of overfamiliar but in a matter-of-fact innocent way. For example, she said that her parents were very religious and Catholic; she said, completely out of the blue, "they'd kill me if I ever got pregnant." Yet, she had never dated, and never seemed to talk about boys at all. And her taste for vampire novels seemed a little unusual for such a shy, nerdy, eccentric girl from a conservative family.
On Tuesday afternoon at about noon, about an hour after the lab was over, I was free for the rest of the day and decided to take the bus home, about a 40-minute ride to the suburbs. When I got to the bus stop, I saw Christine there. She wordlessly nodded when she saw me. Sometimes she would be chatty and say hello, but other times when we crossed paths in the hallway we would just silently nod. A lot of introverts are like that. I was an introvert too.
For some reason I had a crazy whim right at that moment. I thought my slightly weird, spontaneous whim suited Christine's eccentric personality and her odd rapport with me. I decided to join her on the bus. She knew this was not my bus to get home, and so when I got on with her and sat next to her she had the slightest blush and seemed a bit confused. She must have assumed that I was just taking a different option to get home and that I just wanted to ride together with her for part of the journey. She had no experience of a guy ever pursuing her.
We sat quietly together on the bus. The awkward silence was easier because the bus was busy and it would have been hard to talk anyway. I sat closer to the window so that she could get off first. My right leg slightly, accidentally, touched her left leg, and I know she noticed because she initially shuffled ever so slightly away. But then she must have thought she was being impolite to move her leg away, so she shuffled ever so slightly back. After about 10 minutes, she got up to get off the bus.
A few seconds later, I got up as well, which really surprised her, since she was surely expecting me to continue on to my place. But she didn't say anything. I followed her off the bus. We walked about 5 minutes in weird silence. She must have really been wondering what was going on, but she said nothing. Her building was in a modest, lower-middle-class neighbourhood with small houses but nicely kept yards, and many small 4-story dark red brick apartment blocks.
She was obviously confused but silent. I noticed that her hands were shaking a bit and she walked more slowy. She must have thought that I was walking her home.
We went up the steps of the third red brick apartment building, she fumbled with her keys, and after we got inside we headed up two flights of stairs. She had gone to the next level of surprise and confusion when I followed her into her building, but she must have thought that I wanted to have a little tour of her place or stay for coffee or a short visit. She was on the 3rd floor in the corner suite. She fumbled again with her keys, and I could see her hands were shaking even more as she unlocked her door.
The apartment was simple, with a small kitchen, a living room area with a coffee table, a medium-size TV, a small couch, and a bookshelf with a mix of textbooks and vampire novels. It was a little bit untidy and frumpy, with a slightly dank oily smell, but not dirty, just like Christine herself. Most of the furniture was almost certainly used, off an internet buy-sell site.
There were two bedrooms, and a small bathroom with an open door. The bathroom was nice and clean and was the one area that had a few frilly girly things in it, with a pink decor.
One bedroom door was open a little bit, and I could see a young man in the corner of the room by the window working at a desk, with headphones on. He didn't seem to notice that Christine had arrived, accompanied by her first ever guest. The fact that her brother was home made Christine more comfortable.
She assumed I might want something to eat or drink, so she headed towards the kitchen. But I reached for her backpack, and gently pulled to guide her over to the right, towards her bedroom. She walked ahead of me approaching the door. I think she was expecting that I wanted a tour.
She paused near the entrance as though to prevent me from going inside. But I gently edged past her, into her room, and pulled gently on her backback again, causing her to step reluctantly into the room. I closed the door behind us.
We stood there another couple of minutes, in awkward silence.
She was trembling even more. Her face and her body language showed a mixture of confusion and other emotions, not knowing what to make of the situation. She had liked and trusted me but at this point wasn't sure if she was safe, or if she had made a mistake letting me inside.
I approached her, and abruptly brought my lips to hers. I didn't want to waste time with introductory kissing, I just plunged ahead and kissed her deeply--I used my tongue to push against her closed lips, pried them open, and rubbed my tongue against her teeth, before she opened up a bit, and I shoved my throbbing tongue deep into her mouth. Our tongues met and I pushed mine over and over against hers, my tongue dominating hers inside her mouth. Dribbles of drool dripped down her chin. As I embraced her, her arms were awkwardly by her side, and I could feel her body--her chest, her limbs, even her mouth, shaking with anxiety. I had to grasp her arms and move them myself so that they wrapped around my torso--I had to coach her with a silent hands-on lesson about how to give a hug.
This was her first kiss. It was her first time hugging a man. It was her first time with a man alone with her in her room. She never even let her brother step inside her room--even her initial move to this apartment was on her own--she had dragged in or assembled all her furniture by herself.
The deep french kissing continued for about 5 minutes, then I took short breaks from her mouth to kiss and lick her face and her neck. I had never kissed a plump girl before. Fat is not my thing, but Christine had very soft, unblemished white skin and her neck was delicate and plump and soft; while I licked and sucked her chubby neck I could grab a little roll of skin with my lips and suck a whole mouthful of doughy warm flesh into my mouth.
We didn't say a word. She was still silent and shaking, with a look of anxiety and confusion. But there was a red flush developing on her face.
I stepped back and quickly took off my shirt. Then I unbuckled my pants, let them drop to the floor, pulled down my underwear and kicked it off, and took off my socks. I wanted to do it quickly. Then I stood naked in front of her, and she looked shocked, with a huge blush. I reached for her, and we kissed again for another 5 minutes, this time my body rubbing more closely against hers. Maybe out of reflex, maybe deliberately, she subtly reflected back my rubbing movements. When I paused for a moment she rubbed against me by herself.