Zoe slipped from the passage of the secret library to find Aegis leaned on the rail of the terrace. He stayed still as she paused, unsure, a few paces from him.
"It was Sandra's library?" she asked softly.
He continued to stare out into the glittering ocean. "Paragon had it built a couple hundred years ago. For..." he tried to remember a name. "For Alyson." He finally glanced over to her. "He wanted a place you could feel safe. Have a bit of home. Do you like it?"
Zoe furrowed her brow. She loved it and hated it at the same time. It was a reminder of what had been stolen from her. But the sentiment was lovely and the room comforting and warm. And it was a reminder that she was just one of dozens of women. Taken from their lives to fill a void in a beautifully cruel king. "It's nice," she finally said.
Aegis watched her. Those fathomless black eyes of his gave so little away. They always watched her. Was he just her guard? Just here because Paragon ordered it? How many other women had he had this conversation with? Had chaperoned through the palace? Had watched as Paragon violated. Anger rose in her chest again as she stared into the void that was Aegis's eyes. She turned from him, returned into the large chamber to find lunch laid out across from the fireplace. The trays of food were always magically appearing.
As always, Aegis followed at her back. Her looming shadow. Her questions and irritation at him sparked within her and she hoped he felt every annoyance from her untrained human mind. Aegis picked up one of the pill bottles from the mantle above the fire.
"Your second dose," he said as he dropped a pill into his large hand and offered it to her.
Zoe took it, examined the pill for only a moment before popping it in her mouth. She grabbed up the closest carafe, filled with a bright green juice and poured a cup to wash down the little pill. What was it doing to her body? Would it help or hinder her escape. She narrowed her eyes as she considered the implications. Would it change her so much that she wouldn't be able to return to her old atmosphere? The space stations she'd been raised on had perfectly controlled everything, this little pill would change her body though. She glanced furtively to Aegis. Could she avoid taking them somehow? The atmosphere still set heavy on her chest though and though she wanted to be defiant, to think of an escape plan, she also didn't know how long she could survive never feeling like she could completely fill her lungs with air...
"Why did Paragon choose me?" she broke the silence that sat heavy between them.
Aegis stood like a gargoyle next to the fireplace, absently chewing on a strip of what looked to be cured meat. He shook himself to the present and met her eyes. "I'm not sure how he decides. I assume there's criteria that makes certain humans more...appealing."
Zoe snorted. "Good tits?"
He smiled wanly and slowly shook his head. "Not necessarily physical." He cocked his head at her, considering. "Actually, I can show you, if you're curious."
Her interest perked, Zoe stood. Again, Aegis led her from the chamber. She carried a thick, quiche-like pie and munched on it as they walked. On the bright side of her slavery, she wouldn't go hungry. Aegis strode quickly through the halls again and she had to jog to keep pace with his long strides. After only a couple of turns though, they entered a long narrow hall. Huge windows looked out over the ocean on one side, while on the other were paintings. They lined the wall. Each tastefully surrounded by bouquets of flowers. Zoe's heart thundered as she realized what this place was. The closest portrait was flanked by two vases filled with sweet smelling purple flowers. A raven-haired woman smiled softly in the painting. Her skin was a deep bronze, eyes a warm, gentle brown. Sandra.
Zoe examined her, then stepped to the next painting. A woman with a mischievous smile and curling red hair. The next: a somber, gray eyed girl with skin of the palest milky-white. On and on Zoe walked and examined the faces of her predecessors. There was no rhyme or reason. A round faced woman with short, chestnut hair. Another with haunting pale blue eyes and white-blond hair. Nearing the end of the long corridor Zoe finally glanced back to Aegis who paced a few steps behind her.
"So he doesn't really have a type," she said, raising a brow.
Aegis shrugged. "Other than human." His eyes slid to the portraits and he cocked his head as he considered them. "To be honest, they all blended. Looked the same to me. Just humans." His eyes flicked to her and Zoe felt the words between them like he'd spoken them aloud. 'Except for you.'
She sucked in a breath as he pinned her with those eyes like smoldering coals. She turned away, looked out over the other bottomless depths. The ocean glistened blinding in the afternoon sun. She knew it wasn't in her head. Aegis looked at her like he wanted to devour her. And for some reason, it was different from Paragon. She didn't want to shrink from him. Didn't mind when he placed a gentle hand on her back. He'd taken just as much from her as Paragon had, but she couldn't fear him. In his eyes, in his hands she felt only safety.
"So why was I chosen. If it wasn't for my looks?" She straightened, mastered her confused thoughts and turned back to the Onyx.
Aegis seemed to be struggling with the same. As normal, he was gritting his teeth, but then he dipped his head as he considered her question. "The others. They didn't have families, many connections within the confederation. I think that's helpful."
Zoe grimaced. It was true. She had no one to miss her. To search for her. She would just be another casualty, another ship lost to the enigmatic Oathkeepers. Suddenly tears perked in her eyes as the reality of her situation filtered into her. She was alone. So very alone in this galaxy.
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Aegis watched the sarcastic, straightforward, strong Zoe began to crumble. Her blue eyes welled. Her psychic energy rose in swells of grief, of loneliness. Emotion welled within Aegis's throat and suddenly he was stepping towards her, pulling her into himself. He hugged her tight against him and she melted into him. She pressed her face into him as sobs wracked her. Gently, he stroked her golden hair and murmured to her. Her anguish flowed all around him in waves, rose and fell with her tears.
He lifted her, her body so light and fragile against his. Her tucked her against him and she grasped at him, digging her fingers into his chest, clutching at his arm as she pressed her face into him. Carefully he carried her back through the halls. Without a word, the Garnets at the doors of Paragon's chamber pushed the door open for him and he carried her across the room. He gingerly dropped onto one of the chairs next to the fire and cradled her against him. Her sobs had finally slowed though her tears still tricked down her pink cheeks. He found himself pressing his face into the crown of her head, breathing in her scent, murmuring wordless comfort.
Her hands loosened on his arm, moved tentatively up to rest on his shoulder. Still higher she traced until she came to his neck. Her light fingers traced his neck, kneaded for a moment at the hard knots of muscle. Then she was tilting her head. Aegis stiffened as her head moved under his. She turned her face up to his. The loveliest face he'd ever seen. Delicate and proud and flushed. He dropped his head and kissed her. Brushed his lips tenderly against hers. His world screamed to a halt as their lips touched. She was so soft, so warm. And she pressed into him. Like a miracle her hand squeezed at his neck, pulled him closer. He sucked in a breath and then pressed hungrily into her. He wanted everything. She parted for him and a soft moan escaped her lips and his cock surged in excited anticipation. He darted his tongue into her mouth, devouring and taking ownership. The thought rose within him as he devoured her, as he pulled her tight against him. She was his. He growled slightly as his kiss turned savage. He bit at her lip, clutching her soh tight against him he felt the breath hiss from her lungs. And she arched in his lap, flinging her arms around his neck and matching his hungry intensity.
"I see you've taken the initiative to prepare her for me," a soft voice rippled through the room and stroked against them.