June 21, 2012.
I've just about had it. I'm at my wit's end. My life has been such a shithole lately I've actually been thinking of ending it. I probably would end it if I didn't like getting drunk. That's why I'm now sitting in a seedy bar in the worst part of town. I'm sitting here throwing down shots of the worst damn whiskey I've ever had. I'm drunk as hell. I'm pretty broke too. My future looks grim. The past year has been the worst year of my life narrowly beating out 2008.
How did I get get to this point?
First I found my wife fucking my best friend. Well, he was my best friend. This was back in 2005. I divorced her and she basically got half my possessions. The court made me sell everything and give her half the proceeds. It was a good amount of money. She got $675,000 and so did I. I decided to rent an apartment since my house was now gone. I spent $10,000 on furniture, a TV, DVD, etc to furnish it. I moved my clothes into it (at least she didn't get take them too). I decided to invest the rest and keep $50,000 in my bank account. At the time of my divorce, I worked for a big international insurance company making a pretty good salary- six figures.
I guess you could call what happened to my bankroll my fault. I'd "invested" it with Bernard L. Madoff Investment Securities. Well, a half million of it anyway. We all know what happened to those investments. The rest I had in the stock market when it crashed in late 2008. Then I lost my job in early 2009 (Anyone remember the AIG bailout? Well, they laid a lot of us off during that time frame).
I've been working as a cabbie since then. I had to move to a cheaper apartment, much cheaper. By 2011, my savings account had less than $100 in it. I had pawned most of my valuables. I was staring down the barrel of bankruptcy. My life had turned to shit...a huge pile of it.
My cabbie job was barely enough to keep my rat infested apartment. I had lost weight which wasn't really a bad thing. I was now down to 160 lbs which was my weight as a sophomore in high school. I didn't have much fat on me anymore. As a matter of fact I look pretty good naked. I'm white, 5 foot 11 inches tall, and a full head of blonde hair. I've got a MBA so I'm no dummy, however, I've got no luck at all and nobody will hire me. I use to go to the gym a lot so I have a good muscle base.
As my life was turning brown, I canceled my gym membership and started to run outside - a pretty cheap way to exercise. About that time, my drinking also picked up. I haven't had a woman since early 2011. With my future prospects, I probably won't be sticking my cock into anything warm and moist for the foreseeable future.
So now as entertainment, I go to the local bar and drink myself stupid every night. What I didn't know was my life was going to get much worse or better, I didn't know which one.
July 6th, 2012.
I was walking home from the bar, not at all in a straight line when all of a sudden, three guys grabbed me. Guys, if you are robbing me you are fucking crazy. I've got maybe $3 on me. Then one of them puts a cloth over my face. Damn, that smells terribl...
I wake up I don't know how many hours later with a pounding headache. I try to get up but I can't move. I appear to be wrapped up in something and tied down. I lay there for a long time. I think I've got to pee bad, something doesn't feel right down there. One of the handicaps of being a drunk.
A female voice comes over some loud speakers: "Welcome, slave. Your past existence has ended. From this point on you will serve me. My name is Mistress Ann. You will call me Mistress or Ma'am. If you call me anything else, you will be punished. I'm your new owner and your trainer. If you behave, your existence will be very pleasant. If you do not behave, I will enjoy beating you until you do behave. I will join you very soon."
I say "Excuse me but I really thought I would need to pee."
"You already have, slave. As a matter of fact, you continue to pee. We have inserted a urinary catheter. We'll be giving you an enema shortly. Your nasty smelling body was also washed thoroughly and your mouth has been cleaned. You will not be going anywhere for quite awhile. This is now your home. You will be fed and everything else will be provided, except alcohol. I now control your alcohol intake and right now you get no alcohol. You are now an involuntary member of AA. You have much training to do and much to learn. You'll also probably be receiving a lot of pain. Shut your fucking mouth from now on. You will speak only when I ask you a question. By the way, you failed to address me as Mistress or Ma'am so this has earned you a beating."
I thought "Oh, fuck, what have I gotten into? Still slipping farther down that shithole that has become my life."
Ten minutes later, the door opens and in walks a tall blonde with the hottest outfit on that I've ever seen. She's a knockout with a bust I can't believe. I tear my eyes away from her tits long enough to notice she's carrying a horse riding crop in one hand and a knife in the other. I get the feeling she's not going riding.
"You are going to learn to respect me, fear me and maybe even love me. I hope it's not going to take a lot of pain for you to learn this."
She takes the knife and begins to cut the wrapping off of me. Soon I'm naked except for some bands on my wrists and ankles. These are tied to the table I'm laying on. There are also some small bands on my right leg which have a tube running through them. I guess that's the catheter.
She takes the crop and smacks it down on my abdomen hard. Damn, that hurts. She does it again. She says "You will learn to respect me and call me Mistress of Ma'am or I'm going to beat you until you beg me to stop." Oh, shit!
She begins a series of hard hits with the crop on my chest, abdomen, legs and the bottom of my feet. By the time she stops I'm groaning and crying. She says "I'm glad you didn't say anything during your punishment. Tell me what you call me, slave."
"Mistress or Ma'am, Mistress."
"Very good, slave. You are a quick learner. I know all about your previous life. You are mine now. There will be no more booze until I decide you can have some. The future will lead you to one of two possible destinies. One, you will fail as my slave and you will end up in a cell in my dungeon where you will rot or...you will be a good slave that will do everything I say and everything I demand, will live in luxury and will also get to enjoy my body." She notices the look on my face. "That's right, part of your duties, really your main duty, as my slave will be to service my sexual needs. Does that sound good to you, slave."
"Yes, Ma'am, it sounds very good to me."
"I'm glad. I know you haven't been with a woman in a while. Yes, I've been watching you for quite some time. You'd love to eat my pussy and fuck the hell out of it, wouldn't you?"
"Is that a trick question, Mistress?"
She gives a short laugh. "No, slave. No trick question. Of course, there are other duties as my slave. There will probably be other duties as my sex slave. I may demand that you service one of my male Dominate friends with your mouth or ass. I may also farm you out to service other females, both Dommes and submissives. I hope that sounds good to you."
"Mistress, the other females sound good, the male Dominates doesn't sound good at all. I'm fully hetero and have never been with another man or even touched another man's penis."
"One of my male Dominates has a 10" penis that's pretty thick. If I order you to suck it until it cums in your mouth, you will open you mouth wide. Or If I order you to take it in your ass, you will bend over and grab your ankles and relax your asshole so he can shove it in. Is that understood?"
I don't say anything. I don't want anything to do with another man's dick I don't care how long or thick it is.
She starts to smack me with that crop again, hard and rapidly. My nipples are taking a hard beating. Soon I'm crying. Holy fuck that hurts. When she hits my cock I say "Please, Mistress!"
She stops and says "Please what, slave?"
"Please stop hitting me. I guess I will learn to enjoy other cocks, Mistress. I will do what you demand of me."
She smiles and says "You are indeed a fast learner. I didn't think a drunk would be such a fast learner. Why are you such a fast learner, slave?"
"Mistress, before you captured me I was seriously considering suicide. I assume you know about my life. It was a shithole and it was only getting worse. I just figure this would be better. If not, suicide is still an option."
"I don't like that kind of talk. I'm not going to train you and then have you kill yourself. That would be a lot of wasted work for both of us. I'm going to have to bring in a psychiatrist to check you out."
"Mistress, I'm not naturally inclined to kill myself. It's just the idea of sex with another male."
"Don't worry about anything like that until much later. Taking a big cock in your asshole will be part of your training."
"Yes, Mistress, if you say so." She smiles.
This tall, statuesque blonde then says "We must now clean you out. A good anal flush will be good for your body. You will also be examined by a doctor who is a friend of mine. She's also a Dominatrix. You will get some shots both to prevent diseases and also to bring your nutrition up to an exceptional level. I'm sure you will need a lot of vitamins injected into you with all that drinking you've been doing. The doctor will also be testing you for sexually transmitted diseases. I have a trainer that will be coming in to make you exercise. I want you very healthy before you get close to my vagina."
The door opens and two men in white came in with some equipment. They walk around behind me and I feel one of them squirt something in my ass. Then something is shoved in my ass. It seems to expand and is quickly hurting like hell. Minutes later I feel the very warm fluid enter my bowels.
"You are being given an enema. Your ass is going to be full of liquid and it's sealed in. We'll leave it in for a half hour and then allow you to flush it out. Then we'll do it all again."