Grayson grew alarmingly fast. He was walking and talking by the time he was four months old. Graylen assured me this was fine as some Ropus do achieve milestones this quickly but it just wasn't sitting right with me.
"I think we should get him checked out." I stated plainly finally when we breached the subject again.
"Vivi, he is fine!" Graylen ran his hands through his hair exasperated.
"Okay, yes but what if he isn't?" I bit my nails.
"Wasn't it odd to you that he was born at three months old, darling?" he scrunched his face up in disgust and slammed his book down.
I paused on his reaction wondering what had gotten into him.
"I didn't mean to call you that I'm sorry." He groaned and left the room slamming everything on the way out with his fists.
I puckered my lips trying to figure out why a name like that would hurt me? Graylen cums in me and says that he loves me but we draw lines at pet names? I shook my head. What an odd fucker.
It took me some time to realize what he had meant. It was when he let it slip again instead in front of Opa who paused as he did when it happened. That's when I knew something was up.
I slid into Opa's view and stared him down demanding he tell me what was the awkwardness all about.
"That's what he used to call Dydo." He finally snitched. "Don't you fucking say a word Vera! If he knew I spilled I'd be dead by dawn."
I nodded but he grabbed my shoulders, "I'm fucking dead serious. Don't say anything."
I took it to the grave that knowledge and started using a new word around Graylen instead. "Hey, sweetheart?" I begin to call Grayson at every chance I could in front of him and slowly but surely he adopted it and that's what he loved to call me now.
Graylen's wishes came true though when I began throwing up all over in the mornings. He smiled victorious over me as he held my hair waiting for the results to come back.
"I want another boy." He stated.
"I want it to be cancer." I griped over the toilet bowl.
He tssked at me and called me a poor sport still in a good mood even through my bad one. Its not that I didn't want another child it was that I didn't want another one with him, smuggling out one was going to be hard enough but two? Oh there was no way.
Gideon was born just as shortly though and we began to expect brief pregnancies. The problem was the care after because they kept being so damn premature. By the time we brought Gideon home Grayson was already ready for school despite being born in the same exact year. It was stressful completely.
Graylen though didn't meet me eye to eye and always kept his cock shoved into me at every moment he could after I was written off as okay. It wasn't as if I could stop him either but its not like I was trying to on the same coin. I loved his cock but these kids were worrying me. They way they aged I should say,
Would they grow old and die just as quickly? I wrote in my diary, would I bury my children before I even got to spend five years with them? Every time we left for the compound we were back in the home in no time because Graylen couldn't keep his semen to himself! He was bored he says, I scribbled angrily, and I looked so damn good he says. It was roughly to the point where everyday it was at least, the absolute minimum, three times his cum soaked up my panties so I just stopped wearing them and stuck to dresses or skirts. He hasn't noticed yet as it's the first day I've done it but I fear, this will only make it worse.
I sat back slamming closed the damned book and going to check on the babies. They were giggling with Lavernia and I felt so much happier knowing that the Poliks would never be able to touch them. I rubbed my head and asked the twins for lunch for everyone and they let the kitchen boys know. I brought it out to the boys and they shoved it into their mouth pockets to eat for later.
"Chipmunks" I teased. They laughed grinning their teeth and Gideon showed his food stuck in his mouth. It still very much set me off but I was learning to be accepting. They were more Graylen than my children and as it made me sad I was still thankful for my little sweethearts. I rubbed my chest with pride and let them continue on as I busied myself with straightening up my little room.
I was bent at the waist cleaning up the kids toys from under the couch when his hands slid up my sides and his lips pressed to my neck.
"Back so soon?" I leaned back into Graylen's arms.
"Of course." His deep voice rumbled. "I basically ran back."
I laughed slightly and turned into his embrace wrapping my arms around my giant before pulling him in for a kiss. "Would you care if I said I had missed you?"
"Would you care if I said I never waivered from thoughts of you either?" He whispered against my lips.
My breath caught in my throat and he took me down pressing me into his body with the floor against my back. I wrapped him up into my frame and his weight crashed onto me. We began breathing heavily as our hands flew about touching each other wherever we could get to skin our lips never parting until he slid my knee length skirt up and my face heated knowing what he was going to find.
He didn't notice though and just gripped my thighs before placing his arm back by my head. He pulled back kissing softly now until he hugged and retreated. "As much as I want to ruin your little cunt again today I have something for you." He wiped down his face when he caught sight of my pussy. "Oh god." He breathed.
I laughed and threw my skirt back down teasing still though slightly as I rubbed my legs against his sides. "Oh? What do you have Master?" I toed his rock hard cock through his pants shaking the hair off my neck.
He grunted leaning back and pulled me closer by my ankle. He didn't say anything as he looked at me with such an odd look that it took me out of my mood instantly.
"What is it?" I immediately got disturbed.
He still didn't say anything but stared me hard in the face. "I'm feeling foolish now for doing what I've done is all."
I tilted my head to the side. "Well now you absolutely have to show me," I stood up pulling him along with me. "Not another baby hopefully and we should be fine."
He smiled then, "No, not yet." He swept me up and brought me to his office. I sat on the floor next his legs stroking up and down them as he collected a file and opened it.
"I cannot change who you are to me, dar-" He flinched and rubbed his eyes, "Darling." He finished with confidence. "But I can do something about the boys I've found out."
He pulled me into his lap and flipped open the papers he had stashed away. "I'm only worried though that you may not like what needs to be done." He finished running a hand down my back.
I could read but not in English so I just stared at the papers waiting for an explanation that he was reluctant to give. "What needs to be done?" I finally asked.
"Well, firstly I'd like to make them legitimate and the ones to come." He looked at everything in the room besides me.
"But?"
He groaned. "But because of your, um, status we'll say..."
He was very nervous.
"...that they can't be legally yours for me to do so." He blanched ready for a swing to the face obviously.
I contemplated it but was too empty almost to do anything. "Read the papers word by word and show me that you are with your finger."
He seemed taken aback but complied. He read through fifteen pages for me showing me with his finger each word he was speaking. Little did he know I knew some written words and that's how I was checking if he was being honest. After it all I nodded and asked for some time to think. He squeezed me tightly knowing that he didn't have to explain the situation further, I can't be their mother for them to have a good life.
He set the pen down next to the pages and stuck a note next to the places where I needed to sign. I left his arms and shut my door behind me barely having contained the sobbing that escaped my lips now. I have to legally give them over Graylen or keep them and bring them back to Kaska where they will be hated. I wetted the couch with my misery as I punched the shit out it hating every part that me, me.
I stopped abruptly sitting up and throwing open the door. Graylen straightened up quickly as if to try to show he in fact was not eavesdropping and stared at the wall in front of him awkwardly. I wiped the rest of my tears and told him through new ones that I'd sign the paper. His lips pulled down and his eyes grew to be a mixture of red and blue I patted his arm as I felt the same that he did. But their life should be full and not tied to me because I was selfish.
As I held the pen in my hand shakily I turned onto Graylen, "You'll still tell them that I'm their mom right?" I cried harder than I was before.
He knelt by me and kissed me all over, "Of course Vivi."
"And you'll never take them from me, ever right?" I grabbed his chin and made him look at me.
"I would never."
And with that I let their father have even more control over me.
Things went on just the same even though such a big thing was done. It had been some time and Graylen hadn't even threatened taking them when we argued. As odd as it is I felt safe still, he owned them as he owned me and he kept me after all this time so why wouldn't he keep them. He even went as far as to stop cumming in me until I felt better about the situation.
"If I didn't know any better I'd think you were in love with me, Gray." I joked after a late night tryst. He narrowed his eyes at me using me his name but his cock jumped just the same.
"Do you?" He plucked a nipple.
"What?" I propped my head up on my hand.
"Know better?"
"Should I?" I lowered my eyes as the joke turned into something more real.
