I walked back inside after another Tuesday night with Jack, his cum running down my legs and staining the leather of my boots. Somehow, he'd teased me so effectively that I'd begged him to fuck me. While I was sober.
I felt like I was losing my mind.
Hidden away in my bathroom, I pulled out my journal and sat in the bath, my cheek resting on the cool tiles as I tried to make sense of... the entire week.
'
I don't know how, but I think Jack is messing with my head. I'm not sure if it's some Pavlov response or what, but I keep having these chunks of time when I'm not in control anymore. Or, I am, but it's a different me. A Mel that literally craves his cock. Or maybe I really am just fooling myself, like he says. I DON'T KNOW...
'He found out I was going to take some time off work...'
I wrote it all down. Everything. I no longer trusted my own mind, not when I was with him.
The following night I went out with Dad, keeping a smile plastered on my face as he enthused about my trip. It was the last time I'd see him for over two weeks, and the dread hanging over me had grown to nightmare levels. I promised him I'd call when I could. The lie I'd landed on was that I'd be heading to an area with bad reception. He thought I was going to spend my vacation writing and sketching. I hated deceiving him.
That night, I had another of the strange, vivid dreams of Jack. They invariably happened after he called, and I'd wake the next morning feeling tired, my thighs slippery with arousal and imagining I could smell his cum. When he showed up at my house after Dad left for his trip, my anger had reignited into an inferno. I was always exhausted, and it felt as though Jack was consuming my whole world.
He walked in like he owned the place, grabbing my ass when he pulled me in for a kiss and informing me he'd taken the two weeks off too.
"Yay," I said, my sarcasm barely concealed. Jack snorted and let me go, walking into the living room and giving me a wide smile.
"Whenever we're in here, I remember the first night. This is a sacred space."
"Sure. Whatever. I thought you wanted to spend
my vacation
at your place?"
Jack frowned. "There's no need to be rude, Mel."
"You can't expect me to not be kind of mad about this, Jack. I have done
everything
you asked. You've turned me into your little Pavlov sex slave and I don't think my very minimal complaints have been unreasonable," I said. "Hell, I'm even dreaming about fucking you on my nights off now, and I-"
"Just on your nights off?"
"I... what?" I frowned. It was an odd question, and his tone was... weird. "Why does that matter?"
"Answer me."
"Yes. Weird, vivid dreams where you're using me like a sex doll or something."
"But you still cum, right?"
A tiny alarm bell finally started to ring. "Did you... is... is that
real
!?"
Jack was silent while a slight smile spread over his face. My eyes unfocused as my brain went into overdrive. All the dreams. All the missing time during the massages. The weird compulsions to fuck Jack as enthusiastically as I could, and stopped feeling like just 'playing along' a while ago. The puzzle piece hit me out of nowhere, the thing I'd been trying to remember for weeks.
"Your friend, he's a hypnotist. You stopped yourself from saying it, but that's it, isn't it?" I whispered, my mind reeling back in horror when he shrugged. "How?!"
Jack laughed. "It's no different to letting yourself go when you're stoned. Now we can both enjoy ourselves more when you're sober too," he said, shrugging. "Think of it as a faster way to get used to the situation."
"But it's not. It's a remote. Congratulations, Jack, you turned me into a mindless sex pet after all," I said, sarcasm dripping from every word. Jack laughed harder, and I scowled at him. "What?"
"No baby. My friend explained how hypnosis works. As in, it doesn't work unless some part of you didn't
want
to do it," he said. "So I have my answer. You want this. You want me. All I have to do is wait for you to admit it to yourself. And while I know how stubborn you are, I am very fucking patient."
"Don't hold your breath."
"I don't have to. I already know. I heard the recordings, baby. When we fuck while you're under, just having me inside you feels like an orgasm. You love it when I cum," he smirked. "And those reactions have been happening when you're not tranced out too. They're supposed to. I could stick in my cock with no prep, and you'd be wet and close to cumming in under thirty seconds."
"Bullshit. There's no secret part of me wanting to act like the sex hypnosis equivalent of a chicken."
"Again, not how it works," he said. "Don't you get it? None of it would work if you were a rando off the street. All it does is get the stubborn thoughts resisting
what you want
out of the way. If I called you in the middle of dinner with your dad, or at the cafe, and said the words, nothing would happen. It's the wrong context. But when we're alone, when you know sex is a probability, the fact that your subconscious is all too willing to switch off those stubborn thoughts... Well, that's very telling, Mel. That's real fucking telling."
"You blackmailed me into all this. If I had a choice,
I don't choose this.
"
"For now," he said, and I shivered. "Besides, you're up to over a hundred thousand views, and your fans are begging for more. So I'd suggest you go upstairs and have a shower. And leave your phone down here. We're gonna have a great night."
As soon as I was inside the bathroom, I locked the door and pulled out my secret journal.
It's fucking hypnosis. He's turning me into a literal sex slave. DON'T TRUST HIM. RESEARCH HOW TO STOP THIS.