I was a big fat tease. Not just figuratively, but literally. I was a big and fat white girl, and I loved to tease men online. I would go on the internet, starting at a very early age, and tease men, telling them my fantasies, all about my body and what I liked done to it... but I would never meet anyone. Not until I met the man who would later become my husband, that is.
I'm a good girl, a church mouse, and I have only a few good friends who are the world to me. What they never knew about me, though, is that I had this fantasy for the longest time for someone to talk to me online, find out my darkest desires and fantasies, locate me in real life and force me to live them out!
One afternoon, as I walked out of a convenience store in my neighborhood, I held the door open for someone I thought was going to walk inside. Instead, the man handed me a small piece of paper and walked away. I let the door go, and stared at the paper.
...Hello Crystal - get in my truck or I'll go rape one or two of your friends here in town instead...
I looked up to see where he'd gone, and a red truck pulled up right in front of me. I hesitated for a moment, feeling my legs turning to jelly under me, then reached out and opened the passenger door. I hefted myself up into the seat and made sure my sundress was all inside before shutting the door behind me.
The man in the driver's seat didn't even look over or say anything, he just started driving. I stared at him, taking in the details in case I had to describe him to police later. He was average height and appearance, with short dark hair and a few days growth of stubble on his face and neck. He seemed to be in his forties, and wore a red tee shirt, blue jeans and a pair of sunglasses.
After he'd driven a few miles, he smiled a little.
"Crystal... you are twenty-six years old, born in February of 1988. You are unhappily married. You sing at your church here in town, you enjoy reading, fashion, blogging, and playing with your size 46H tits whenever nobody is looking, while you fantasize about the most vile and slutty things," he said.
"...yes?" I said, unsure what kind of response he expected from me.
He reached a hand over and rubbed his hand across one of my breasts, "these are mine now, bitch," he said and squeezed it hard. I winced and looked out my window for the rest of the ride.
The truck pulled off the road and onto a long driveway, I'd been in this neighborhood before, but had never paid attention to it. The house we pulled up to was pretty far away from the other houses, and secluded behind trees.
"Come on in, and don't bother to try running, I'd just catch you, fatty." He slapped my belly and laughed as he got out of the truck. I could feel my face going beet red from embarrassment and fear. I had fantasized about all of this, but right now, I had no idea if he was intending to let me go when he was done with me or whether he was a crazy person who would take off my limbs... I stared at the sky and the trees on my way inside as if it would be the last time I saw the outside world.
He held the door for me and pushed me off balance as I stepped across the threshold. I yelled out as I caught myself just before falling over.