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Trigger Warnings: Blackmail, Reluctance, Asian Wife, Hot Wife, Young Wife/Older Man, Coercion, Conflicted, Sharing, WMAF
Obligatory Disclaimer: All characters in a sexual situation are over the age of 18.
Β©2025 Verisimilinude
Late Night Lament
The house was dark when Vanessa pulled into the driveway, her car's headlights briefly bounced off the familiar white brick exterior before she cut them off. She coasted the rest of the way and shut the engine off as well. Gripping the steering wheel, she bumped her head against it several times as she sat there, trying to hold back the tears.
What had she done and more importantly how was she going to get herself out of this mess? She couldn't possibly let it continue. But if she didn't Dave threatened to expose her slip-up. If she came clean, maybe Marc would forgive her, but would he still want her? 'Fuck how did my life get so tangled?' she lamented internally.
It was supposed to be a fun shoot, something different, the end result a special surprise for Marc. Now it haunted her, a secret she had to keep. Vanessa couldn't make sense of it--she was the reserved one, never acting on impulse. This raw, mindless arousal wasn't like her. Yes, she had a strong sex drive but how had she crossed the line from devoted wife to...this? Someone who could betray her vows so easily--to a...cock sucking slut! Dave's words taunted her even now.
Something was seriously off about the whole situation. She could think clearly now, her mind uncluttered, but her body still buzzed with frenetic energy. No matter how much she had rinsed her mouth, she could still taste his cum--bleachy but with stronger notes of something fruity. She thought she hated it, she didn't even let Marc cum in her mouth. Why had she let Dave? What was this power he had over her, what had compelled her to give in?
She didn't like that he'd given her no choice but to swallow it. 'You weren't hating it when he was choking you with his cock,' her mind whispered to her. Her mouth watered without conscious thought, he'd filled her mouth with it, so much she couldn't even keep up with swallowing it down.
The way he had directed her head, using it for his pleasure, stuffing her with that hard, hot shaft. The way the crown of his cock rubbed against the roof of her mouth, how it had choked her, trying to gain entrance to her throat. "Mmm," she murmured and then said out loud, "Damn it, why did it have to feel so good?"
Her phone broke her concentration, its flashing light showing missed texts. Guilt settled in her stomach again, washing away the remnant lust. She checked the phone and saw Marc's texts. Fuck.
Marc>(6:34 PM): Headed home, see you soon.<
Marc>(8:31 PM): Babe? You okay?<
Marc>(12:30 AM): Guess you're really busy. Wake me when you get home.<
Vanessa exhaled a slow breath. She should have checked her phone. Should have at least sent a quick message. But how could she have explained it in the moment? "Hey, I'm at a photoshoot with a guy I just met, can't talk right now. He's currently stuffing my mouth with his large cock." 'And I hate myself for it, but I liked it,' added the dark whispers.
Wiping tears from her cheek, Vanessa checked her appearance before stepping out of the car. She locked it manually, not wanting to alert Marc if he was awake and crept inside the house as quietly as she could. The faint glow from the living room TV flickered, but the house was still.
Vanessa instinctively smiled when she saw him. Marc had fallen asleep on the couch again, controller loose in his hand, the game's menu screen looping in front of him. Vanessa felt her heart crushing as it squeezed tightly in her chest. This was their life. Comfortable. Predictable. Safe. And for so long, it had been enough.
As miserable as she felt right now, she knew something had awakened in her tonight. Guilt and shame rested right next to the thrill of doing something she shouldn't have. Sure she'd fantasized some when Marc started having his troubles remaining erect, but she'd never meant to go any further. But now it had and she had to find a path forward. The way Dave looked at her, told her how hot she was, the photos evidence of how sexy she felt, it was electric--it was intoxicating. And it scared the living shit out of her.
Vanessa reached for the throw blanket draped over the couch and lovingly laid it over him, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. Marc stirred but didn't wake.
'Let him dream of a pure wife for now,' she thought, the moment bittersweet. Her fingers traced the edge of his jaw, memorizing the curve she still loved so dearly. 'Somehow, I'll fix this. I just hope you'll forgive me if you ever find out.' But not tonight. Tonight demanded hot water and the forgetfulness of oblivion--the kind only sleep would provide.
The Weekend After
Marc woke to the smell of coffee and the familiar weight of Vanessa curled up beside him on the sofa. Instinctively, he wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close as he blinked against the morning light filtering through the living room curtains. "Morning," he murmured with a smile. "What's this?" he asked, gesturing toward the mug of coffee she offered.
Vanessa smiled back at him. "Me spoiling you," she said, tugging at his T-shirt and wiping the corner of his mouth. "You had a little drool there. Were you having naughty dreams about me?" she teased, chuckling as she snuggled into his chest.
Marc could smell the scent of shampoo in her dark shoulder length hair, he smiled, rubbing lazily up and down her back. "Why am I on the couch?"
She nuzzled closer, her petite and supple form molding to Marc's body, basking in the familiar warmth of him. It was easy, slipping back into their routine, how comfortable it felt. "I don't know. I found you passed out when I got home."
The comfortable silence fractured when Marc's hand stilled on her back. She could feel his gaze on her before he spoke, "So... where were you last night? I tried texting?"
Vanessa's breath caught in her throat. Just like that, the dream of comfort was shattered by her nightmare. She pressed her head into his shoulder, buying seconds before answering. The lie came smoothly--rehearsed in the bathroom mirror this morning, polished by guilt. "I'm so sorry. Work crisis. I completely lost track of time."
Marc tilted her chin up. His eyes--still trusting, damn him--searched hers for a beat too long before he nodded. "I was worried," he said, his lips brushing against hers. "Let me know next time, okay?"
Vanessa kissed him back and gave him a practiced smile, "Of course. Go shower," she said, already sliding from the sofa. "I'll make your favorite omelet." She hoped the sounds of cooking would drown out the voice in her head shouting: LIAR.