I'm not that attractive, sure I have a pretty face but I've let my body go. I'm short and overweight, so I don't get many men coming on to me. But I'll tell you about one of my best sexual experiences and it might sound a little clichΓ©d, but it did happen.
My flat needed some work done to it and I had some money left by my aunt in her will, so I called a handyman in and he went to work. It was going to take a few days and during the course of that time, Mark and I would chat and we became quite friendly. I was surprised at how relaxed I felt with him and our conversations became quite personal, with him telling about his marriage break-up and saying they were incompatible sexually because his wife had very little libido, etc. I jokingly said that my problem was the other way around; I had too much sex drive and nobody to satisfy it. He laughed and said that he wouldn't mind helping me out with that, so I said not to joke about it because I might take him up on it. My face reddened and I quickly changed the subject. Mark went home and I started to regret being so silly.
The next day, Mark turned up bright and early and carried on as if nothing had happened, so I relaxed again and after a few hours, asked him if he wanted a cup of tea as usual. We sat in the kitchen and talked about the work and other trivia, but Mark started to "um"and "er" a little. I asked him what was up and he said that he hadn't been able to stop thinking about what I'd said the day before about being sexually frustrated. So I tried to joke about it and he said that he was serious and wanted to help. We started talking about sexual fantasies and he told me about how he always wanted to be dominant towards a woman, but his wife wouldn't have any of it. Then he asked me what my ultimate fantasy would be. I didn't think I could say what it really was, so made something up about being outdoors. He could see this wasn't it, I had no real enthusiasm and couldn't describe exactly what I wanted from it, so he asked me again, but this time to tell the truth and not spare any details, so I confessed. Lately, I'd been having fantasies about being over-powered by 2 men and made to have sex against my will, while I acted naΓ―ve and submissive. He smiled a broad smile and suggested we were both on the same wavelength and he asked if I wanted to fulfil my fantasy the next day. I was a little nervous, but after discussing it for a while, I felt that I could trust him. We agreed certain conditions and a 'safe' word and talked about how far we could go. After he'd left I tried to forget about it, but I was so nervous and yet excited.