I am depressed. I am never going to make friends here in Denmark. Mikkel, Henrik and Nicolaj violated me, but they are still going to tell the Provost at school, and I will be fired.
Worst of all, what will Søren think? I just know he is going to find out, and he will blame me for everything. Maybe it's better this way. I am getting lost in him and I should just pack it up and leave to avoid further humiliation.
I flip open my laptop. "Maybe I can get a job in Denmark's capital, Kopenhagen. I can't go back to the U.S., there is nothing for me there." I make some espresso and sit there for hours, looking for another job. I find two openings that look promising; one at the IT University of Kopenhagen and another at Danmarks Tekniske Universitet. Quickly I submit my resume. Søren will never find me there. The sooner I get away, the better.
I stay in bed the rest of the day, smoking and thinking. While I have had the best sex of my life here, I am frightened by my feelings. "Why would I enjoy spreading my pussy open and exposing all of me? Three guys on me at once? Good girls don't like that, only whores."
In the morning I contemplate reporting for work. "Screw it." I pack a few things and take a train to Kopenhagen. I am going to check it out.
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The train pulls into the bustling city, the sun is shining. Everything looks so colorful and modern, mixed with the beautiful old architecture. I find a seat in an outdoor café and relax with an espresso. I sit here basking in the sun with my laptop, looking for jobs and apartments around the city. I must have lost track of time, because when I look up I notice the shadows have lengthened, it's late afternoon.
"I guess I better have a look around before it gets too dark." I pack up my things and leave. I wander down the street, the crowd is thinning out. I stop at a shop window and notice a man in the reflection. Spinning around I spit out, "It's you!! What the hell are you doing here?"
Søren smirks at me and steps up close. He smells so good and I breathe in deeply. He grips my waist with both hands and holds my gaze.
"Time to go home, Ginger. Next time you want to slip away, I suggest you don't use a credit card to purchase your ticket."
My eyes widen in surprise but I don't have time to protest. He grabs my hand and drags me back into the train station. We get on board and as the train pulls away Søren leans in and kisses my neck, then bites it gently.
"Ginger, you are coming home with me. I will not allow you to live on your own. I went to class and saw the bruises on Mikkel's neck. I made him tell me everything."
The train speeds up and the rhythm calms me down. I lean into Søren's chest and close my eyes. I am relieved yet very scared. He is sure to punish me.
Squeezing the back of my neck, Søren gets close to my ear and murmers, "I am glad you know how to defend yourself, but I also know that you enjoyed those cocks in you. You need more training, and I will make sure you get it."
"Yes, Søren," I whisper. I am so tired, I fall asleep on his chest, one hand gripping the front of his shirt.
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Ginger looks so pretty, her lips pouting as she breathes deeply. I smell her hair and play with it while she sleeps. "I almost lost her." Sven meets us at the station, when we get home it is almost midnight. Ginger stumbles along behind me. I take her to my special room. "She probably thinks I am going to let her sleep."
I order her to take a shower, and when she emerges, I affix her collar and leash, leaving her naked.