The guys had went out to shoot bebe guns. They had lost me in whatever they were talking about. About a half hour before now I had found my way to Keyonn's house with Will cause we were looking for him (not Keyonn but HIM) I awkwardly sat in there with them; I never felt uneasy around all my guy friends in a room. It was just because I was so taken by him. Him; in his white hoodie unzipped with sleeves rolled up to his elbows. Exposing his slim body, in his gray wivebeater, and because he was sagging, his tan belt stopped right above his manliness and his light bleach pants only complimented it.
I found myself every few moments lost in him -just staring. Reminiscing on the things we had done in this very house...alone in this room. From our first time, to the shower, to us on the sink...where he had claimed me as his and I claimed his was mine.... my memories were in these walls. The only time I wasn't lost in my memory was when Keyonn offered me chips or when he or will talked about Killing and he pretended to strangle or smother me. He was laying on me.... his hands on my boobs while he was smothering me...I wanted him on me...in me...I was so naughty...I think he knew how turned on I was. After a while; they had lost me in conversations of guns and bullets. So I just sat and remembered.
"Why so quiet?" he asked.
"Uh nothing...I just feel kinda awkward cause of everything we did here together."...I don't think I said that out loud. I hope I didn't.
I just changed the subject, he gestured for me to stand up and he wrapped his hands around my waist. As if he was trying to embrace me...but not embrace me. As if...he was fighting the feelings between us. After a few moments of this, after my face was buried in his neck I nervously pulled myself away from him, trying not to push boundaries.
So I changed the subject "Gimmie back my dollar" I tried to reach in his pocket and he grabbed my hand "stop that," he laughed, "your not getting this back" after a few more Failed attempts he had grabbed a hold of my shoulders pushing me back. I thought he was gonna slam me into a wall.
Yet still I laughed, "I'm serious, gimmie back my dollar"
Then I felt myself against the bathroom door, "Let's make a deal." He says.