Chapter 1: The Selection
The corridor stretched before Margot like the throat of some colossal beast, its concrete walls sweating with decades of misery. The fluorescent lights above cast flickering shadows on the row of women. She kept her eyes lowered as instructed, but she could see the woman next to her trembling in her peripheral vision, a barely perceptible vibration passing through the canvas of her matching straitjacket.
The air carried the sharp scent of bleach mixed with sweat and fear. Margot's shoulders ached in the unnatural position enforced by the yellowing straitjacket, arms crossed and pressed tightly against her chest. To keep the panic from rising in her throat, she focused on the sensation: rough fabric chafing against her wrists and elbows, pressure points from the buckles on her back, tingling in her fingers from the restricted circulation.
Seven other women stood in the line, their bodies arranged like strange, broken dolls. To her left was a rail-thin redhead whose collar bones poked out of the top of her hospital gown. To her right was a tall woman who breathed in quick, heavy gasps. Margot couldn't see their faces, but she knew they all shared the same feeling of dread at what would happen next.
Three weeks had passed since Margot was brought here--or was it four? The days blurred together in a haze of windowless rooms and cocktails of sedating medications administered through IVs. The irony wasn't lost on Margot. In her former life as a pharmaceutical sales rep, she'd memorized the side effects of hundreds of medications and sat unsmiling through endless technical presentations about drug interactions. She recognized the effects of certain compounds in her system and could even name the class of drugs that produced the metallic taste at the back of her throat.
The sound of expensive shoes on tile penetrated the heavy silence. Margot's muscles tensed involuntarily, and a strangled sob escaped the woman at the end of the line. Dr. Whitmore entered their line of sight like a ghost materializing from shadow. His tall figure moved with surgical precision, each movement tight and controlled. Margot kept her gaze fixed to the floor, but she could still see the sharp crease in his trousers, the shine of his oxfords, the crisp lines of his white coat.
The inspection began. Dr. Whitmore paused before the first woman. He made a soft humming sound, neither approval nor disapproval. A pen scratched briefly on paper.
"Subject 12," he said, "is showing signs of weight loss despite caloric adjustment. Note for nutritional reassessment."
He moved on to the next woman. Margot's heart accelerated, counting down the moments until his attention would fall on her.
"Subject 17." A pause. The soft rustle of fabric as he leaned forward. "Pupilary response improving. Continue current protocol."
The scratching of his pen felt like nails scraping against Margot's scalp. She clenched her fists and focused on her breathing.
Dr. Whitmore continued his series of examinations, each one delivered in a steady cadence.