"Just another bored and horny housewife," I muse as I hang a MIA flag from the driveway pillar near the road that passes by my elegant house in an exclusive neighborhood. "Now to try to explain it to my neighbors."
As I get ready for my morning run I wonder: "I've never lied to my friends but now I'm getting ready to tell them a complete batch of lies. Then again, how can I explain to them that the flag is my way of inviting my rapist to return and take me again."
As usual, I'm way ahead of my story. Let me back up and fill you in.
I am, as I said before, just another lonely, bored, and horny housewife. I am at home while my executive husband travels the world, managing the many branches of his company. I am expected to keep the house ready for a high-level business meeting that may happen with little notice at any time of the day or night, and I have a large budget and a few suppliers people to help me.
If you are thinking: "bird in a gilded cage" you're painfully close to being correct. I am indeed a trophy wife, with a pretty good brain and a talent for organization and making the people who attend my husband's meetings feel they are valued guests at my husband's private residence.
I work hard at keeping my body in top shape, with smooth skin, clear complexion, healthy toned muscles and always perfect hair and makeup. I still look like I'm twenty-one, and as I get older this takes ever more work and expensive specialists.
One of the ways I keep toned is to run with friends every morning, a chance to combine exercise with human contact. As you may have guessed by now, my hunger for human contact is extreme. This life of leisure is killing me with boredom!
My neighbor Sue jogs past and I swing into place along side her as we go down the street toward Ali's house. We are all in the same situation, trophy wives to absent husbands, and you can imagine the conversations we've had over the past months and years. I've learned from my running mates everything from new caterers to waxing and massage providers.
"So what's up with your MIA flag, Kelly?" she asked.
"Some days I feel like my whole life is MIA, Sue, so I hung out a flag just to show the world I still exist," I replied.
It wasn't exactly a lie, but it certainly was lying by telling a truth. I feel like a shit for lying to her, but how could I explain the truth? I mean, Sue is a good friend, but how many friends are prepared to accept the fact that not only was I raped, but now I am inviting him back to take me again?
"Hmmmm," said Sue. "You are certainly not the only one who feels her life is MIA, Kelly." Then she added: "But what to do about it seems to be our common problem."
"That reminds me," she continued, "Did you try the dildo with the suction cup that sticks on the shower wall?"
"You cannot begin to know how much it pleased me," I answered. "I went down to the adult toy store that very afternoon and bought one, then took it home and tried it out. Much better to have both my hands free."
Another half-lie, I was pleasuring myself with this dildo when my rapist appeared. And while it was a lot better to not have to use a hand for my dildo, my hands weren't exactly free.
It happened like this: The day that Sue told me about the dildo with a suction cup that sticks it to the shower wall I went to the adult store and asked the clerk if she had such a thing in stock. She replied: "Sure, what color do you want?"
"Black," I said with a shy and embarrassed feeling.
Leaving the store I went home, locked the doors and turned on the shower. I then soaped my entire body to make it feel sensuous and slick, then caressed lube onto my new toy. I then slowly backed up, sliding the toy into my wet and ready pussy. This was pure heaven, so much better than holding a dildo in one hand.
This way I could imagine my lover stroking into me from behind as I held my body ready for him, hands on my knees and quivering with each stroke. The only thing I wished was that the cock wasn't so long, I'm not big enough to take it all in so I can't imitate him slamming deep into me. If I'm not careful the end of the dick pushes painfully against my cervix.
I drifted into a daze, fucking myself with long strokes and wishing I could pound back against the shower wall as if my lover was hammering me deep and hard. I decided I'd visit the adult toy story again and ask for one that is a bit shorter.
Suddenly my hands are snatched from my knees and my arms are painfully bound behind my back, my forearms are held so high up my back that I think my shoulders are going to be disjointed if I try to move.
I gasp with surprise and pain, and a huge ball is jammed into my mouth and tightly fastened behind my head. Then my attacker kicks my feet wide apart and fastens my ankles to something that holds my legs very far apart.
Within seconds I am totally immobilized and rendered helpless without even seeing or hearing who my attacker is. I quickly find out my attacker is a 'he' as I am entered from behind by a penis that slams into me until I feel his balls slap against my flesh. I'm big enough to take all of him, there is no pain from bottoming out as his hips slam against my ass with a force that rocks me forward onto my toes.
I'm in shock from the sudden attack, not yet fully realizing that I have suddenly been shifted from masturbation to rape.
He remains 'balls deep' in my pussy and pulls my hair, moving my head painfully back. He does not have to say a word to get his message across. His hands and his dick say it loud and clear: "You're mine, bitch, and if you try to fight me it will only hurt you and not change a thing."
He pushes me onto the floor and rolls me over onto my back, then fastens my wrists to the bar that is holding my feet wide apart. I now am hogtied and looking up at my attacker; I realize that he's wearing something over his head that makes it hard to distinguish his features.