*Author's note: This story contains themes of extreme disregard for another person's long-term well-being. Obviously in real life this is awful. No part of this should be taken seriously. If this fantasy bothers you, please don't read on.*
I wasn't sure what the hell was wrong with me, but there was obviously something. The main problem was that I didn't really care. I kept setting up my own girlfriend, who I actually cared about quite a lot, to be fucked bareback by guys she didn't know, against her will and knowledge. I don't know why, but nothing got my adrenaline going harder than having her become a slut. With every dick that she could never take back that got added to her tally, I became more and more intoxicated with my power.
Ever since a head injury had temporarily sapped her of her long term memory and decision-making abilities, I had been hard at work controlling her while I could. The doctors had said this whole period of her life would be missing from her memory once she finally recovered, but that process would take months. I seemed to be determined to make sure her life was very different when she got her normal mind back.
That her life was forever altered was already basically decided. I couldn't go back now. Just the week before, I had set Christy up to be gangbanged at a house party full of people who at least kind of knew her. The videos that were recorded that night had been put up on social media, and although they had been quickly removed due to explicit content, I knew the damage was already done. I found one of the videos being rehosted on several porn sites, and it had already amassed about 400,000 views in the five days since the party. People used at least her first name in the comments, so it was clear the details and story were out there. No one knew about the head injury -- they just thought Christy was now a wild slut. I knew this stuff could never go away. It would follow her forever.
I admitted to myself that the reason I was so into it, was that it felt like an awful thing for her, with relatively few consequences for me. Whatever happened could just be blamed on her, even to herself, so I was almost scott free to choose how far she destroyed herself.
Of course, I was pretty certain that my role in this would still be hidden. As far as everyone knew, Christy was doing all this of her own volition. Even she would probably later believe the story of her having just lost her mind and going wild. She would never know that I had carefully got her into situations to make the worst happen. Not if I was careful. She would just come out of her lengthy blacked out state eventually with the knowledge that she had earned herself a shattered reputation and a lengthy list of sexual partners. For my part, I would play the role of the heartbroken boyfriend who had given up on her, but was perhaps willing to forgive and get back together. I'm perfectly aware of how fucked up this is. But I can't help myself.
For now, I was going to have my fun. I had come to terms with the fact that in the future I was going to be dating a known promiscuous girl who had had plenty of partners besides me, but I was now OK with that. At first it bothered me, thinking people would think I was pathetic, but I figured it was a small price to pay. I loved the idea of Christy becoming widely known as a slut. I just had to lay low for now. I couldn't let anyone know I was the one calling the shots. This had to just be her "wild period."
But how wild I wanted to make it. Despite my desire to not be known as an active cuckold, I still enjoyed taking Christy out to restaurants on the other side of town, where people were less likely to know us, and have her dress like a total slut, just barely conservative enough to not get us kicked out. I'd have her go commando in microscopic skirts that threatened to show her asscheeks or pussy at any moment, along with tops with plunging necklines that nearly revealed her modest, braless breasts whenever she leaned forward. Stuff that would draw lingering looks and whispered comments from the people we passed. I loved knowing that everyone in the restaurant thought she was some easy tramp, that I probably just picked her up in some bar. I loved knowing that there was a chance one of the guys present recognized her from one of the few hardcore videos that were circulating of her. I liked knowing that I had the power to make her fuck all the strangers in the restaurant if I wanted to, that I completely controlled her sex life and could make her as exposed or as used up as I wanted to. I liked knowing that I could do this without having any fear of her leaving me for some other guy.
So when we last left off was just after the party where she'd been gangbanged by thirteen guys (and watched by dozens others present), bringing her grand total of full sexual partners to 23, including me. That number had been zero at the time of her injury, her last real conscious memory. As soon as we'd gotten home from the party I had made her get in the shower and had then pulled up her spreadsheet I'd started, documenting as best I could the number of guys she'd been with, and what all each had done to her. I'd put their names if I knew them, but for most now I had no idea. 12 had fucked her rawdog in her asshole, which was something I'd still never done.
It was now a trend that someone else got to experience true intimacy in almost every way with my girlfriend before I did. It was true of her normal virginity, but now I had failed to be the first with her anal virginity as well. Failed massively. 12 other guys had all taken their turn before me. At first this bothered me, naturally, but it quickly came to turn me on, of course, the more I thought about it. I had been planning on finally getting my turn as soon as we got back to her house that night, but now I paused. I was already going to be 13th. Why not hold off a bit and be even further down in the line? That's why it was interesting to begin with, right? The strange helplessness of the situation. Might as well wait and be the 30th, or 40th guy in her ass at this point. My heartbeat quickened. Was I really going to let 30 or 40 guys fuck Christy in her ass eventually? Was this really happening? It seemed like some dark dream, but I knew that it was real. I knew that I would do it...that and more.
By the time she got out of the shower I had worked myself into a lustful frenzy, reflecting on what had happened and what was to come. She looked beautiful and pure wrapped in her towel, with her long wet hair falling around her shoulders. Such a contrast to what I had seen happen to her earlier.
I did indeed manage to restrain myself from fucking her in the ass. I had resolved that I would indeed wait for that. Wait until it was well-worn and used by others. Instead I pulled up the videos that were already on the internet of her recent exploits. I knew the game was up. They weren't quite completely linked to her full name or anything yet, but I knew the people spreading them would know the info, and probably include it on the various boards and websites the videos ended up on. It was only a matter of time until a Google search of her full name turned this stuff up. Only a matter of time until her parents saw this latest outrage. I was kind of panicking, but I knew that I'd probably be ok if I kept my involvement secret.