This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise showed, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents in this story are the product of the author's imagination or used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. All characters are adults over the age of eighteen.
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Family Submission Pt. 03 Entering the Darkness
This story takes a dark turn in this chapter. This has an incest scene between mother and daughter, and mentions more. If you don't like incest, stop here. If you don't like hard submission, stop here. If you like those themes, enjoy.
My father turned himself in three weeks prior. At his sentencing, he received three years, but his lawyers told us he may not even serve two depending on his cooperation. That would entail giving up lawyer/client confidentiality, and he will lose his law license. Neither choice was pleasant, but he agreed to cooperate for a lighter sentence.
Lyndsey and Thomas spent most of these weeks with their parents, who left to move back to Hawaii the day before. Dave, Mom, and I have been in a mental fog without Dad. Dave was the head of the house, but he did the bare minimum. He told me what to wear and when to study, but not much more. Even sex has disappeared. That sucks for me. My feelings for him were finally out and I could openly display them. To have it ripped away hurt, and I've been carrying that around as well as missing my father.
To my knowledge, Dave never became intimate with my mother, despite my father instructing him to do so. I learned Mom needs to have someone in a position of authority, and when she doesn't have it, she becomes moody and unfocused.
Thomas and Lyndsey, while they've been around, have done nothing after their first introduction with my father. They both seem unsure of what they should do, not wanting to overstep. With no one here to instruct them, they're no help. With Lyndsey's parents moving away, I didn't want to bother her too much.
Dave and Lyndsey moved their things in over the previous few weeks, and last night was their first night in the house with us. After waking up, I walked downstairs to get something to eat. My mother was the only one in the kitchen, the others were still asleep.
"Good morning, honey." My mother greeted me. "How was your night?"
"Not that great, honestly." I answered. "I was restless."
She told me she was sorry to hear that and inquired about why. I replied, "I haven't had sex in a week. I miss Dad, and everyone is walking around like zombies."
"I know how you feel." My mother responded. "It's been three weeks for me. The only thing I've had is a few spankings from the dean at school. That just turns me on, and without a release, I'm about to blow."
"Why don't you just take care of yourself?" I asked. "Dad isn't here, and Dave doesn't seem to care about anything since he left."
"Because I'm not allowed to without permission." She responded. "I can't ask your father because Dave is in charge, and I don't want to ask him. He hasn't so much as touched me, unless you count hugging him a few times. It's like he's not interested in me at all. Asking him if I can play with myself would be embarrassing if he feels that way. I know you had sex with Dave last week. I'm jealous. I'm also sorry, because I can see Dave is ignoring you now."
"Yeah, that's bullshit!" I answered, working myself up the more I thought about it. "I find out I'm submissive, and I like it when someone controls me. Then he stops. Do you think he just did that for Dad? Does Dave even want to be dominant? Even when Dad was here, it wasn't like Dave was forceful. He told me what to do, but it was always in the vein of helping me out. I wanted him to manhandle me, but I suppose his size prevents him from doing that. How did Dad do that with you?"
"He really didn't." My mother explained. "He controlled me, but nothing like your uncles did. Before I married your father, I knew, without a doubt, I had to listen to my brothers. If I didn't, I would get my ass tanned. If my brothers wanted sex, they would take it, and I had little choice in the matter. Not that I was against it, I wanted it just as much. I miss the feeling of a powerful man picking me up and having his way. Is that what you're talking about?"
"Yes, I believe it is." I replied, thinking about what my mother just said. "I never thought my height would stand in the way of what I wanted. You're slightly taller than I am, so it must be just as frustrating for you."
"With your father, yes." She confirmed. "He punishes me, but I let him. I'm stronger than he is, and if I wanted to fight back, I would have no problem. I haven't had a real man since your uncles could overpower me. That is what I need."
"What about Thomas?" I asked. "He's the biggest man I know. I bet he could handle us, so to speak."
"That would be nice, honey." My mother answered, not looking convinced. "I don't know, though. He still addresses me as Mrs. Thompson, even after your father and I told him to just call me Debbie. Lyndsey calls me Debbie, but even she has been polite. I don't need polite, I need someone to take charge."
"Then we need to do something about it." I said. "We can't sit here while they tip-toe around. Dave isn't stepping up, and unless Thomas and Lyndsey do, we're out of luck."
I talked with my mother while we ate and we decided to hold a family meeting. After breakfast, my mother told everyone to meet us in the living room. I hoped we would get everything solved, and I just wanted someone to step up and take control. I wanted someone to run my life, to tell me what to do. I wanted someone to punish me when I did something wrong. Most of all, I wanted someone to have sex with me again. If someone that cared about me didn't step up, I was afraid I would give myself to the first dominant man I met.
Once everyone gathered, my mother started things off by addressing the three that should have been dominating us. "I'm disappointed in all three of you. Dave, I am especially disappointed with you. Thomas and Lyndsey, you at least have the excuse that all of this is new. I'll give you a break since last night was your first in the house."
My mother continued, directing her anger toward Dave now. "Your father has been in prison for three weeks, and in that time you haven't done a damn thing. I expected you to establish your authority and take control of this family. Instead, all you've done is pout and do the bare minimum. Fuck, I can't believe you're my son as weak as you are."
That was brutal. I was sure she was taking this tact to get a reaction. We didn't discuss it beforehand, but I was certain if Dave stood up and spanked her for talking to him like that, she would have been happy. Instead, all he did was sit there with his head down.
"Dammit, Dave. Do you even want to be head of this family?" My mother asked him, sounding furious. "Do you have it in you to take control of me and your sister? Why did you stop when your father turned himself in?"
"I don't know!" Dave yelled back at Mom, annoyed. If she wanted to get under his skin, she succeeded. His momentary show of anger quickly faded, and he looked like he was about to cry. "I don't know if I'm cut out for this. I love you Mom, and I love you Sarah. I thought I would enjoy taking advantage of Sarah, and at first I did. However, as the weeks passed, I found myself not wanting to hurt her. That included making her do things she didn't want. I shifted from wanting her to please me to me wanting to please her. Does that make any sense?"
"Yes, it does, honey." My mother said, now talking in a calmer voice. "I expected you to reach that point. You're not supposed to abuse your sister. That's not what this is about. What you're feeling is the natural progression. After the newness and excitement wears off, it should be replaced with caring and wanting to protect her."
"Yes, that's how I'm feeling." Dave replied. "How can I protect her if I'm using her? How is making her fuck me protecting her? Hell, I don't want anyone to touch her, that's where my head is."
My brother looked a little flustered and embarrassed. He glanced toward Thomas and Lyndsey. I'm sure having them witness this made it worse. He never stopped to think that it wasn't just him wanting to use me, I wanted it more.
"Is that why you have tried nothing with me?" My mother asked.
"Yes." Dave admitted. "I look at you and want to take advantage. When you were over my knee that first night, I thought my heart would explode. I don't know if you felt it, but my dick was rock hard. I wanted to take you right there. I felt a surge of adrenaline that, if I could, I would have fucked you regardless of whether you wanted to. That scared me. My first thought with you is to protect you, so how can I do that and want to use you at the same time?"
My brother continued, looking down at his feet. "When you were just chastising me, I wanted to snatch you up and beat your ass until it was black and blue. It's the same anger that caused me to hurt Sarah that first night. I never want to hurt anyone like that again."
There it was. My mother told me Dave needed to learn that lesson after his anger got hold of him and he whipped my ass black and blue. Unfortunately, he went too far the other way. He was only supposed to learn the limits, not give it up. It occurred to me that brother may be too sensitive and caring to perform the role my mother and I wanted.
"Dave, do you want to be the head of this family?" My mother asked.