The Prologue
"I've got another good role for you," said Alex, my tenacious but suspect agent. "It's to be a maid, in
Duncumbe Abbey.
"
"What?" I said incredulously, "You know I've already acted the part of the
bad sister
in that series. And you know how
that
ended up for me? Lord Rutherford really
did
have his evil way with me, when the actor Derek Bailey
actually
penetrated me with his huge, long cock; and instead of acting out the
simulated
love making it was supposed to be, he fucked me for real, good and proper, and I came back hobbling, with my pussy full of his spunk! God knows what would happen to me if I was playing a
maid
!"
"Well, you can't blame
him
," said Alex, "
He'd
been told to make it look more
realistic
!"
"More realistic?" I exclaimed, "It couldn't have been any
more
realistic! He fucked the bejesus out of me, then filled me with his spunk - as if I actually
was
the bad sister in the novel! I was supposed to be doing some impressive acting in a historical Victorian period drama - and I ended up being impressively fucked stupid!"
"Calm down!" said Alex infuriatingly, "I'm sure you probably egged him on, so don't be so judgemental!"
"Egged
him
on? Judgemental?
"It was
my
eggs that all his sperm were trying to fertilize when he deliberately deposited several hundred million of them inside me! - After he'd
judged
it was acceptable to go
mental and
fuck me, deemed it necessary to literally
rape
me on set, and then fill me with all that sperm and thoroughly inseminate me, in front of everyone - on camera!"
"Oh... You're such a prima donna! It's not as if you ended up pregnant!"
"'Prima donna! Pregnant!' I should slap you right now, for being so exasperatingly ambivalent about what happens to me! It's no thanks to you I'm not pregnant yet. It's down to luck - not planning... Anyone would think you were trying to get me impregnated! The point is: you're supposed to be finding me serious acting roles to enhance my career, and instead I somehow keep ending up playing parts where I get fucked senseless - literally. And then having to take the morning after pill. I should be able to go to work without being inseminated and possibly impregnated as well!"
"Yes, but it's you who actually chooses to do those jobs because they're well paid."
"Yes, but they're never what you've told me! And
well paid
? For you maybe. But I'm the one who keeps ending up with massive pornstars' cocks pounding my little pussy! - who
then
cum inside me because that's what they do; and then may impregnate me, because you know I don't like taking any form of contraception in case it lowers my libido..."
"You and your libido! Well, you still haven't ended up pregnant yet!"
I have my suspicions now, that despite denying it, Alex is
deliberately
finding me these roles, where I end up being fucked stupid, so he can carry out some weird psychological retaliation against me, for refusing to fuck him, after what first happened to me on the set of
Big Insurrectio
n; where as a naΓ―ve budding actress just starting out in the business, he got me a part which I took trustingly and unsuspectingly, and ended up being mercilessly fucked into oblivion by five pornstar soldiers to make it look realistic.
For which I have never forgiven him, and have vowed never to have sex with him as his punishment, even though I secretly find him very attractive.
It's either that, or he is so frustrated that he can't fuck me, that he is deliberately finding me roles where he knows pornstars will fuck me instead, in ever more debauched and graphic scenes, so that he can watch it; watch me being fucked silly, and fantasize it is him with his cock in me, fucking me! He might even be watching hoping to see the moment one of the virile pornstars shoots his spunk deep into me and actually impregnates me, there and then, on set - for his revengeful gratification...
"I'm sure, you'll be all right. And you'll love it - it's right up your street, perfect for your acting development! It will give you the chance to really
live
the role and be creative!" he was saying rather too enthusiastically, and he continued, unconvincingly:
"It's an exciting new spin-off from the main Duncumbe Abbey series with a different production company and director. You'll be able to show off your talents and they'll see you perform in all sorts of different scenarios. They'll give you a different look, wig and make-up; it'll be like a disguise, and no one will recognise you. It will be lots more experience for you and the money's great. And they asked for you by name!"
"Asked for me by name? That does
sound
promising... Well, if it's a good serious part that's going to enhance my career and reputation, I'll do it, and I do need the money. But you better be right!"
I turned up for the first day's shoot and, blow me, if it wasn't the
same
director who had told Derek Bailey to
really
fuck me.
I couldn't believe it! Alex had lied to me - again.
"Hi Emily, it's Peter. I'm the director. I think we may have got off on the wrong foot last time you were here. It seems there was some kind of silly misunderstanding over your role and what was expected of you. I don't think Derek explained it well enough to you.
"I don't think he explained It to me at all!" I responded, knowing full well that it was Peter who had told him not to tell me what was going to happen to me in the first place...
"You see, we are trying to make our dramas, and so our filming, as realistic as possible. I'm a founder member of the Purely Realistic Acting Association whose members want total realism, which means acting out scripts and scenes in a movie or play as realistically as possible. And I don't think you were told that...
"So, for example, if any of the characters have a
simulated
sex scene in the script, then we insist that the actors have
real
sex with each other on set, in order to make it truly realistic. Sometimes we tell the actors beforehand that they are working to this kind of agenda and must fuck for real, and more often than not the co-star is gagging to be fucked by the star anyway, and the star is just dying to get his cock inside her, so he does. And they fuck for real. Sometimes we just tell one of them what they need to do, so they initiate having unsimulated unprotected sex, and let nature and human desire take its course. And
that