Now that I'm 18, Pirot would visit our cabin often. Boss and the Pirot would look at me and talk to each other. Sometimes Boss would tell me to go stand near Pirot and he would look me over, touch my breasts and ass and squeeze me like a piece of meat, talking about my breast development and the shape of my hips and ass, and then whisper to Boss.
I heard him tell Boss, "You got a good one there, let's pray she's very fertile. She will bear many! We need to increase milk production."
Boss tells him, "She's ready to begin. She's my first virgin!" Pirot tells him he will consider returning her after the ceremony. Pirot tells Boss to come to the sanctuary and the lead Bearer will explain the process to him. The bearers are the protectors of the Pirot.
I can hear my mom and Boss talking because my room is right next to theirs. My mom talks low, but I can hear him and fill in what she may have said. He says, "She was born to bear children and according to Patriarchal law, I can ask to give her the first or many. Have you talked to her yet? She's been 18 for a while. This is your life now; this will be her life! There is no life outside of the Community for her now! She will learn just as you are, what her place in life is!"
I hear movement in the room and mumbling and physical struggle. In a deep evil voice, I hear him, "Suck it! Make me hard!" I can hear my mother gagging and coughing. "C'mon, open!" he yells. "I spoke to the Pirot and next week he is scheduling her White Ceremony and you'll be there to help!" he tells her.
Days later, the lead Bearer comes to our cabin to talk to Boss. He brings a sheer white gown that I am to wear for the ceremony. He also gives him the white cloak I am to wear when outside of the cabin with my head cloaked as my mom wears a red one. He tells my mom that I am only wearing the sheer gown to the ceremony, no bra or panties. My mom will be there for support and all the men from the community will attend to bear witness. He tells Boss that the ceremony will take place in 2 weeks at sundown.
Since I am Boss's first, the lead Bearer meets with him at the sanctuary a week before to make sure he knows the process. He tells Boss, "On the night of the ceremony, you will arrive at the sanctuary 1 hour early and will be in the meditation chamber with 2 other men chosen by Pirot. Upon the seating of the Community men, Pirot will offer a blessing and introduction of your daughter who will be escorted in by her mother. She will wear only the sheer gown that was provided to her mother. She will be escorted to the altar and her mother will blindfold her and we will place her on the altar and secure her legs into the stirrups.
"Whoever Pirot chooses to give custody, will be called out to take a position by the end of the altar and will be given the purple cloak to identify him as her breeder and custodian. The other 2 men will be dismissed to the congregation seating. Her mother will stand aside and may hold her hand. Pirot will take position between her legs and your wife is to kneel before him and arouse his sacred phallus."
" Boss interrupts the bearer. "Wait what? My wife arouses the Pirot?"
The bearer says, "Let me go step by step so you know. I thought you had some idea."
"Pirot blesses your daughter by taking her virginity. He can only be inside her for 12 thrusts before the beast overtakes him. Women have not survived when he was allowed to come to orgasm normally and completely. Pirot's phallus is very large and, when the Patriarchal spirit touches him, it awakens a beast, called an Incubus. Pirot wears a mask so that his face is not seen, as a blindfold because it is said he changes in appearance when he is near a woman sexually and the Incubus is released. Many women were unable to bear children when he was done with them. There will be Bearers present with equipment to subdue him if necessary.
"Your wife will use her hands and mouth to arouse him. When his sacred sperm erupts, the head of his phallus will be placed against your daughter's virgin canal. He will push into her and rupture her hymen. She will endure extreme pain as the sacred phallus opens her to begin the opening and cleansing and blessing of her reproductive system. He will be allowed 12 thrusts as he fills her. The volume of his sperm is measured in quarts, so it will flow from her like a hose as he thrusts into her. It is said that Pirot is sterile. After the 12 thrusts, we will pull him from her and take him to recover and your wife will finish him with her mouth and hands until his ejaculation subsides.