All of those occasions where you had that prickly sensation behind your ears, an instinctual alert system that told you that you had become prey to someone predatory, you ignored your instincts. You carried on as if the threat wasn't a threat at all, but you weren't wrong. I was never going to actually harm you. I planned on savoring our first interaction and committing it to memory so that I may enjoy it for much longer than I would be allowed in actuality.
You didn't know I was standing just outside your view to the side of your sliding glass door on the patio when you peered outside and pulled the curtain closed. I had hung around this area long enough to know that you had no external security and the added deadbolt you had installed on the door could be mitigated with a piece of chewing gum that pushed it out just enough so that I could muscle it open.
Not yet, though.
I am very patient. I always have been, no matter how exciting this was to me, I was content standing on the edge of passing through that glass into the pleasure garden as long as I knew my reward awaited.
A pretty thing, you are. I dont have much preference for genitalia other than potential functionality. Your
cunt
(as I have studied you long enough to know that if you were to read this, you abhor
pussy
), freshly trimmed and shaved into a perfect circular patch on the peak of your mound that became more sparse as it approached the thin, pink flesh of your labia, as beautiful as a blooming vanilla orchid, was only a small part of my lust for you. I have observed
all
of you, but only from afar. I knew that you would ultimately come to enjoy the surprise. It was worth the additional anticipation fueled by my own erotic memories.
I timed an hour after your television flashed to black. You typically took less time to fall asleep, but I needed to be sure that you were. The outfit I had chosen to approach you in was chosen for practicality and absurdity.
A plush, button up onesie made to look like a cow,
a mask made of rubber and leather that combined aspects of a gas mask and an archaic plague doctor mask with LED lights around the elongated beak and tinted, circular eye panels that glowed red underneath the hood- face and top half of the cow suit. The rest was to be a secret surprise for you to eventually uncover, in addition to what I had in the pockets of the onesie.
With the deadbolt already out of place, I could easily pull the slide door off its track using a crowbar with minimal noise. Once jostled open, I quietly and slowly padded inside, shutting the door behind me. The sliding glass door opened into the small living room of your apartment. You had only a chair, loveseat, and television. Not much else to navigate. As I rounded the corner into the hallway that lead to your room, I flipped the switch on the tiny battery pack tucked into the face of the mask to turn on the sinister glow, my hand finding the first items I would need buried under other things in my pocket.