All of those occasions where you had that prickly sensation behind your ears, an instinctual alert system that told you that you had become prey to someone predatory, you ignored your instincts. You carried on as if the threat wasn't a threat at all, but you weren't wrong. I was never going to actually harm you. I planned on savoring our first interaction and committing it to memory so that I may enjoy it for much longer than I would be allowed in actuality.
You didn't know I was standing just outside your view to the side of your sliding glass door on the patio when you peered outside and pulled the curtain closed. I had hung around this area long enough to know that you had no external security and the added deadbolt you had installed on the door could be mitigated with a piece of chewing gum that pushed it out just enough so that I could muscle it open.
Not yet, though.
I am very patient. I always have been, no matter how exciting this was to me, I was content standing on the edge of passing through that glass into the pleasure garden as long as I knew my reward awaited.
A pretty thing, you are. I dont have much preference for genitalia other than potential functionality. Your
cunt
(as I have studied you long enough to know that if you were to read this, you abhor
pussy
), freshly trimmed and shaved into a perfect circular patch on the peak of your mound that became more sparse as it approached the thin, pink flesh of your labia, as beautiful as a blooming vanilla orchid, was only a small part of my lust for you. I have observed
all
of you, but only from afar. I knew that you would ultimately come to enjoy the surprise. It was worth the additional anticipation fueled by my own erotic memories.
I timed an hour after your television flashed to black. You typically took less time to fall asleep, but I needed to be sure that you were. The outfit I had chosen to approach you in was chosen for practicality and absurdity.
A plush, button up onesie made to look like a cow,
a mask made of rubber and leather that combined aspects of a gas mask and an archaic plague doctor mask with LED lights around the elongated beak and tinted, circular eye panels that glowed red underneath the hood- face and top half of the cow suit. The rest was to be a secret surprise for you to eventually uncover, in addition to what I had in the pockets of the onesie.
With the deadbolt already out of place, I could easily pull the slide door off its track using a crowbar with minimal noise. Once jostled open, I quietly and slowly padded inside, shutting the door behind me. The sliding glass door opened into the small living room of your apartment. You had only a chair, loveseat, and television. Not much else to navigate. As I rounded the corner into the hallway that lead to your room, I flipped the switch on the tiny battery pack tucked into the face of the mask to turn on the sinister glow, my hand finding the first items I would need buried under other things in my pocket.
You had a peaceful expression on your face while you slept, your cute lips curled upward into a serene smile, your arms under your head as you laid on your side with your face to the open doorway, facing toward me without seeing as I approach you, the plush cow feet making very little sound walking on the carpet to where you slept soundly in your bed, my arms poised with the long blade flipped outward in my dominant hand and a roll of duct tape on my wrist. I needed my other hand completely free to cover your mouth.
As it abruptly slid over your mouth, my other hand forced the blade against your throat as soon as your eyelids fluttered open, your fetching blue eyes wild and fearful, but I was using my weight against your tiny, slender, body, using the twenty - thirty pound disparity to my advantage as I commanded you to roll on your back, the blade nearly nicking where your adam's apple would be.
You fought and struggled which was expected and very welcomed. I didnt want you to relent immediately, that was hardly any fun. You didn't disappoint me with how much ferocity you had even being caught off guard. Eventually, I got the upper hand and was able to grab your shoulders and force you to roll on your stomach, hastily binding your bony wrists with duct tape, at least in three layers before forcing you on your back to face me again.
Those gorgeous eyes showed me the desire that you were to afraid to ever admit.
I jumped onto the bed over you, straddling you, using the threat of the blade to keep you steady while I found my balance. I had noticed your nudity before when I bound you, but the thought of your soft, alabaster skin against even my clothing made my own cunt pulse with desire. As if possessed, my hand rose up with the knife blade tipped downward, just barely grazing your flesh as I traced the shape of your cheek down your chin, lifting onto your chest where I allowed it to continue its trail between your full breasts, over the cavern of your tiny belly button, avoiding your cunt to continue onto your muscular thigh.
There.
I pressed down with a bit more force as I let the knife glide along just down to your knee before lifting my hand to watch the delayed wake of bubbling blood.
Tiny droplets formed along a cut the width of a fingernail, amounting to nothing more than crimson beads welling up slowly, but amounting to nothing more than a painless scratch. You whimpered, but your body responded minimally. I couldn't help myself. I lifted the beak of the mask up over my lips, letting it hang off my nose so that I could lap at the wound in one, slow, sensational lick that smeared the blood in its path. The taste was as bitter and sensual as I had hoped, though it faded from my palette quickly due to the amount of saliva I had generated just looking at you like this.