I have a love/hate relationship with the Non-Con category, and this story is the result. It is NOT fun or pleasant, but I do like the protagonist's spirit.
All characters are over the age of 18.
Feel free to rate and/or comment...I love the feedback (even if it's just 'this sucked!)
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MUSIC blared through the small bedroom, and a bright overhead light flicked on, making it impossible to continue sleeping.
The brunette girl in the single bed jerked awake as Shania belted out 'I'm keeping you forever and for always.' She sighed when she realized where she was, then groaned when she tried to move, feeling the pain of the previous night's 'training session.'
She sat up and glared in the direction the music seemed to be coming from. Another one of his not very subtle message songs, reminding her of her captivity from the very start of the day.
She ran her fingers through her sleep-tangled hair and looked around the room. Although small and sparsely furnished, it was a honeymoon suite compared to the tiny, gloomy concrete cell she'd spent every other night in since her kidnapping.
There was a real bed instead of a cot, a desk with a chair, a second chair with (she noticed with a grimace) a large square pillow next to it, and windows-actual windows, small yes and (she was certain) made of some kind of unbreakable faux-glass, but still...
The windows drew her eyes, she longed to see sunlight after so long...but just her luck, the day was grey and gloomy.
'Figures,' she muttered, swinging her legs over the side of the bed.
The hateful song finally stopped, and she let out another long, miserable sigh. Hot tears filled her eyes as she remembered the night before, and the things she had done to get the 'privilege' of this nicer room.
God the horrible things she had done...and said...all those things she had sworn over&over she would never do...ashamed, she dropped her face in to her hands. She had knelt for him...begged for him...called him Master...thanked him for the abuse he dealt out...
Fuck, she had even *crawled* for the bastard!
With a moan of anguish, she lurched to her feet and staggered to the small bathroom, making it to the toilet just in time to throw up.
Toilet, shower stall, sink...soap, shampoo&conditioner, hairbrush, a toothbrush and toothpaste, towel&washcloth...a small make-up kit and a metal mirror...nothing useful, nothing she could use as a weapon...
She splashed cold water on her face and looked in the mirror, almost grateful to see the anguish in her brown eyes.
'Remember this feeling Philly,' she said to her reflection. 'Remember how miserable you feel. Remember how much it hurts-worse than anything that monster could ever do to your body.'
Her jaw clenched in determination.
'Never again,' she vowed.
She walked slowly back to the bed and sat down cross-legged in the center of the mattress. She'd never been very religious, but now she sat and silently prayed-not for a miracle, not for his death (no matter how happy that would have made her)...just for the strength and courage to endure this trial without losing herself.
She sat unmoving, almost unaware of her surroundings, until the door opened and the big man called Barry entered. He was her captor's man Friday-huge, powerful, bald, and silent, with a face that seemed to be carved from stone.
He may have been expressionless and merciless, but he'd never been cruel. When the bastard ordered him to tie her up or take her back to her cell, he'd never used any more force than absolutely neccessary...and never taken any liberties or even copped a feel.
She didn't care. He served the man who held her prisoner, so she hated him.
Barry had a covered tray with what smelled like breakfast, and a small notebook. He set the tray on the desk...silver, classy, obviously very expensive, just like the dark wood desk it sat on...and held up the book, tapping it until she glanced up and noticed it.
Satisified, he left, locking the door behind him.
She didn't move.
She let her thoughts drift, remembering that she HAD won some battles in her time in this luxurious prison. Food was one. He had tried to hand-feed her, like a pet or an infant, and she had absolutely refused to play along. Most of the time, even when she wasn't gagged, she said very little. But when he tried to feed her, she cursed him and insulted him non-stop...not yelling and ranting, just a monotone litany of 'assholes' and 'fuck yous' until he gave up.
So he tried letting her go hungry for a couple days, then showed up outside her old cell. He pushed a little cart covered with a delicious gourmet meal...and a bowl of the tasteless gruel she usually ate.
'You can come out and be fed something wonderful, little Dove,' he said, smiling arrogantly, 'or you can have a bowl of mush. Your call.'
'I already told you,' she answered, her voice soft and calm but firm, 'I am not an invalid. I will not be fed.'
'Suit yourself,' he shot back, and slid the bowl into her cell, than sat down and made a production of tucking a napkin into his collar.
And despite the fact that she hadn't eaten a bite for almost three days, she picked up the bowl and hurled it at the barred door, splattering him with gruel.
'I can't eat with you stinking up the place anyway,' she snarled.
The whole scene cost her a brutal spanking...but a few hours later Barry silently delivered another bowl of gruel and she ate it, blessedly alone.
He hadn't tried to feed her by hand since.
She had also won the piercings battle. On her second night as his captive, had had announced that he wanted her nipples and clit pierced.
'If you hold still, that's all I'll do,' he warned. "Struggle and fight and I'll pierce your labia too.'
Of course she had fought with every ounce of strength she had. He had to strap her to a table almost ankles to neck to put the holes and rings in her.
After the session was over and she was returned to the gloom of her cell, the first thing she did was take all the little hoops out and flush them down the toilet.
He was predictably angry when he saw her the next night, and cruelly caned her ass before re-doing all the piercings, even adding two more to her pussy lips. This time, he put her in her cell with her wrists cuffed behind her back.
But it's dangerous to leave someone restrained that way for too long. He came to her cell the next morning and uncuffed her, and despite his threats she immediately began removing the jewelry from her breasts and vagina.
To punish her, he whipped her back, thighs and breasts...but he stopped trying to pierce her sensitive spots.
For the entire time she had been his prisoner (she thought it had been about two months), she'd fought him every step of the way. He demanded that she call him Master, so she refused to refer to him as anything but Dickless. He told her never to swear at him, so she cursed endlessly.
One night, when she was already bound standing with her feet wide apart and her hands high over her head, he announced that 'from now on you get a stroke with the cane for every obscenity.'
She laughed bitterly and glared into his eyes, fearless in spite of her helpless pose.
'Really? Fucking really asshole? A fucking stroke every fucking time I fucking swear? What a fucking bunch of fucking shit!'
He shook his head and picked up the cane, but she didn't stop.
'Fuck you you dickless motherfucker,' she snarled, and when the first blow came she bit back a squeal of pain and stopped trying to form sentences. Instead, she just spat 'fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck...' over and over as fast as she could until she ran out of breath.
She took a deep breath. 'So how fucking many is that asshole? Or can't you fucking count that fucking high?'
Frustrated, he had smacked her ass again and again...until she was sobbing in agony...until her lovely little bottom was bright red and the skin was broken in a couple places.
He walked around in front of her and lifted her chin. She was a sweaty, red-eyed, tearful mess, barely conscious.
'Ready to apologize?' he smirked.
'Go fuck yourself, Dickless,' she managed to gasp before she passed out.
Hours passed as she meditated, thought and prayed. She got up to use the bathroom, and when she returned, so had Barry. Wordless and expressionless as always, her removed the breakfast tray and replaced it with another.
This time, after he left she lifted the lid and checked her meal. Turkey sandwich, fresh fruit, and a bottle of water. She picked up the sandwich and started to take a bite, then glanced at the notebook still sitting on the desk.
'Slave Positions' was written on the cover, and there was a blue Post-It stuck under that title.