I have a love/hate relationship with the Non-Con category, and this story is the result. It is NOT fun or pleasant, but I do like the protagonist's spirit.
All characters are over the age of 18.
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MUSIC blared through the small bedroom, and a bright overhead light flicked on, making it impossible to continue sleeping.
The brunette girl in the single bed jerked awake as Shania belted out 'I'm keeping you forever and for always.' She sighed when she realized where she was, then groaned when she tried to move, feeling the pain of the previous night's 'training session.'
She sat up and glared in the direction the music seemed to be coming from. Another one of his not very subtle message songs, reminding her of her captivity from the very start of the day.
She ran her fingers through her sleep-tangled hair and looked around the room. Although small and sparsely furnished, it was a honeymoon suite compared to the tiny, gloomy concrete cell she'd spent every other night in since her kidnapping.
There was a real bed instead of a cot, a desk with a chair, a second chair with (she noticed with a grimace) a large square pillow next to it, and windows-actual windows, small yes and (she was certain) made of some kind of unbreakable faux-glass, but still...
The windows drew her eyes, she longed to see sunlight after so long...but just her luck, the day was grey and gloomy.
'Figures,' she muttered, swinging her legs over the side of the bed.
The hateful song finally stopped, and she let out another long, miserable sigh. Hot tears filled her eyes as she remembered the night before, and the things she had done to get the 'privilege' of this nicer room.
God the horrible things she had done...and said...all those things she had sworn over&over she would never do...ashamed, she dropped her face in to her hands. She had knelt for him...begged for him...called him Master...thanked him for the abuse he dealt out...
Fuck, she had even *crawled* for the bastard!
With a moan of anguish, she lurched to her feet and staggered to the small bathroom, making it to the toilet just in time to throw up.
Toilet, shower stall, sink...soap, shampoo&conditioner, hairbrush, a toothbrush and toothpaste, towel&washcloth...a small make-up kit and a metal mirror...nothing useful, nothing she could use as a weapon...
She splashed cold water on her face and looked in the mirror, almost grateful to see the anguish in her brown eyes.
'Remember this feeling Philly,' she said to her reflection. 'Remember how miserable you feel. Remember how much it hurts-worse than anything that monster could ever do to your body.'
Her jaw clenched in determination.
'Never again,' she vowed.
She walked slowly back to the bed and sat down cross-legged in the center of the mattress. She'd never been very religious, but now she sat and silently prayed-not for a miracle, not for his death (no matter how happy that would have made her)...just for the strength and courage to endure this trial without losing herself.
She sat unmoving, almost unaware of her surroundings, until the door opened and the big man called Barry entered. He was her captor's man Friday-huge, powerful, bald, and silent, with a face that seemed to be carved from stone.
He may have been expressionless and merciless, but he'd never been cruel. When the bastard ordered him to tie her up or take her back to her cell, he'd never used any more force than absolutely neccessary...and never taken any liberties or even copped a feel.
She didn't care. He served the man who held her prisoner, so she hated him.
Barry had a covered tray with what smelled like breakfast, and a small notebook. He set the tray on the desk...silver, classy, obviously very expensive, just like the dark wood desk it sat on...and held up the book, tapping it until she glanced up and noticed it.
Satisified, he left, locking the door behind him.
She didn't move.
She let her thoughts drift, remembering that she HAD won some battles in her time in this luxurious prison. Food was one. He had tried to hand-feed her, like a pet or an infant, and she had absolutely refused to play along. Most of the time, even when she wasn't gagged, she said very little. But when he tried to feed her, she cursed him and insulted him non-stop...not yelling and ranting, just a monotone litany of 'assholes' and 'fuck yous' until he gave up.
So he tried letting her go hungry for a couple days, then showed up outside her old cell. He pushed a little cart covered with a delicious gourmet meal...and a bowl of the tasteless gruel she usually ate.
'You can come out and be fed something wonderful, little Dove,' he said, smiling arrogantly, 'or you can have a bowl of mush. Your call.'
'I already told you,' she answered, her voice soft and calm but firm, 'I am not an invalid. I will not be fed.'
'Suit yourself,' he shot back, and slid the bowl into her cell, than sat down and made a production of tucking a napkin into his collar.
And despite the fact that she hadn't eaten a bite for almost three days, she picked up the bowl and hurled it at the barred door, splattering him with gruel.
'I can't eat with you stinking up the place anyway,' she snarled.
The whole scene cost her a brutal spanking...but a few hours later Barry silently delivered another bowl of gruel and she ate it, blessedly alone.
He hadn't tried to feed her by hand since.
She had also won the piercings battle. On her second night as his captive, had had announced that he wanted her nipples and clit pierced.
'If you hold still, that's all I'll do,' he warned. "Struggle and fight and I'll pierce your labia too.'