The water feels like slaps along my weakened and used body. My puffy nipples reveal my thoughts of the cop and taking every inch of him in my holes. My coated fat pussy lips are hurting from the pressure of the nameless man thrusting into me.
"Are you almost done in there slut?" The cop asks to the closed door.
Hands open the door, and he walks inside naked. There is no hesitation. We have both waited long enough. He bends me over and pushes, forces himself into me. No, that is just a thought. The truth is he stays on the other side of the door and I'm the one having a hard time caging my own mind. This is no romance. That's how I was with my ex too. He would leave those marks and I'd romanticize it. Everyone told me that was wrong though. They told me I had to let him go.
One time we went to a movie and he waited until it was good and dark. My ex took this thin tube out of his pocket and he made me stare at it as his canine teeth found the bend in my neck. I tried to stay steady and watch the movies, but my juices were already pouring from my panties and onto the seat of the theatre. He ripped my panties so slowly. He pulled the fabric apart so delicately and thrust his fingers inside me.
"Nasty," he moaned into my ear, "you nasty little slut. I'm going to shove this inside you as a placeholder for me later."
I gasped as it went inside. The rest of the movie I had to clench everything together because whatever he put inside me was warm and changed the chemistry of my body so that heat began to flow through me. I wanted anything to rub myself, but I knew I was no longer myself. This beautiful black girl was getting tamed by the first white boy she ever met. That was just the beginning of everything. Now I'm here with this man in this hotel room confused over my own existence. There is just some kind of pleasure in the filth. There is fire in the filthy sick thoughts going across my mind.
"Yes, I'm coming out now" I say with a deep tremble.
I know what he said he wanted. He wants to take my pussy and just the thought of that has my clit standing at attention. I'm not allowed to cum. I better not cum. Just the thought alone has my fingers finding their way to my pussy lips. I just apply a tiny bit of pressure. Maybe the pressure will stop the throbbing in my ears. I can't think over all this throbbing.
"Charley get out here now," he says in the same authoritative voice he has been using all night. I make my way out of the shower and onto the cold bathroom floor.
"Do I get a towel?" I ask but I already know the answer.