Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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I am a 34 year old married woman being blackmailed by my husband's shit of a nephew. Can you imagine how it feels to have my most intimate secrets stolen and read by a 19 year old youth? Now, he is threatening to expose me if I don't do as he says. How he got a hold of them I don't know. But, it's my fault, entirely. Who else could I blame?
I shouldn't have put my most intimate sexual confessions into print, shouldn't have kept a diary on my computer. I thought it was impregnable. I was wrong.
I mean, only I know the password. How, in hell, did he gain access? Never, for a moment, did I think anyone would read what was safely locked away in my computer.
What's in my hidden diary, you ask? Well...everything, every sordid detail of what I did and what I thought about. There was, in particular a complete account of the recent escapade up at my step-daughter's college and what I had to do to retrieve her Rose Club bracelet, which a youth had grabbed off my wrist. I would just die of shame if those confessions were read by my husband or anyone else. And, unfortunately for me, there were also intimate details of the one and only affair I have had since I got married.
What am I going to do? I am frantic. He's threatened to expose me and tell my husband, family and friends all my filthy little secrets. And what does my blackmailer want, Money? No. I'll tell you what he wants, ME. Yes, ME and sex, lots and lots of sex with ME. What am I going to do? I am in despair.
It all started at work a long time ago. I had this job as a secretary in the City and my boss was always disappearing to go to meetings or appointments. I was bored for long periods, so to pass the time, I started to keep a diary on the computer. Then I started to add details of all my adventures with various boyfriends, especially the sex stuff. And it grew from there and got to be a habit. When I left the job, I transferred all the stuff to my new laptop which only I ever used, as Tony had his own personal computer.
Tony's brother, Mike, had recently divorced and lives with Gary his son, now my tormentor. Tony felt sorry for his nephew and encouraged him to visit us. He was a shy and reserved young boy, or I thought so then. In fact, he often used to stay with us in our spare bedroom. We got used to him being around. He was never any bother.
And he would sit and play at Tony's computer for hours. Tony said he was quite good at it. I should have headed the warning signs then. When you marry into a family you never know quite what you are going to get.
He knew he wasn't allowed to use my laptop. It was kept in a wardrobe drawer underneath my panties. But, he must have got his hands on it while we were out. Somehow, he found out my password. Sloppy on my part, because, it was too simple and fairly obvious. I should have made it more complicated. I know that now, but way too late to prevent what happened. If I'd known he was trying to access my stuff, I would have had a fit. But, somehow he managed to and once he was in, he had full access to every little secret I had written. I blush now just to think of his greedy little eyes devouring what was there only for my own dark indulgences.
One Saturday morning, when Tony had gone off to a conference for the weekend, I had a surprise visitor. It was Gary. It was still early and I was in a dressing gown after my shower, waiting for Tony to ring me as promised at 10.00 a.m.
It was most unusual for him to visit while Tony was away, but, I was polite and pleasant and offered him a coffee. I could see that he was nervous and had something on his mind. I even wondered if he had come to me for advice about some girl or some personal problem. Eventually, though, he spat out what he had really come for.
"I have a confession to make," he stammered. "I've been messing around with your laptop."
That got me angry. But, even at that stage, I wasn't aware of what the implications were going to be for me.
"Gary, I am really annoyed with you," I told him. "You had no right to interfere with my laptop."
As I said this, I realised something else.
"You've been in my bedroom," I spluttered with anger, "and looking through my drawers." I closed my eyes and shuddered at the thought of his hands rifling through my clothes, feeling and fingering items of intimate underwear.
"How dare you?" I shouted. "I shall report this to Tony and your father."
"I don't think so," he said menacingly and it stopped me in my tracks.
"I'm afraid I read everything you've got on there. Read it a number of times, as a matter of fact. About what you did to retrieve that bracelet and about your affair with your boss, about a lot of things you've done or would like to have done. I know all your dark secrets, Connie."
My eyes must have opened wide with horror at the implications of what he had said. But, what he went on to say chilled me to the very core.
"You've been a very naughty girl, Connie. I'm sure you wouldn't like your sordid little secrets to be made public." He held up a computer disc and waved it in the air. "And, it's all here," he grinned. "I've got a copy of it all."
I noticed he was growing in confidence by the minute, as he gained the upper hand on me. The thought of all the stuff I had written being made available to all and sundry had stunned me into submission.
"Oh no," I said shakily, "you mustn't do that..."
I suppose that's when Tony's evil little nephew knew he had me. I could see the smile of satisfaction spread across his face. It was an expression I was to get to know well.
"Well O.K" he said. "Maybe, we can come to some arrangement, if you try and please me with certain things. I'll keep your secrets safe."
And before I could even think straight he made his first demand.
"Take off that dressing gown. I want to have a look at that beautiful body of yours."
I gasped at his brazen request. Was this the shy nephew speaking?
I knew I was completely naked under my dressing gown. He had caught me just as I had come out of the shower.
"I'm waiting" he said impatiently drumming his fingers on the arm of the chair. I clutched my robe tight and looked down at my high heeled slippers. I was still in a state of shock and didn't know what to do.
"If I let you see me naked, will you give that ...disc to me?"
"Sure," he grinned throwing it down on the sofa next to me.
I guess I wasn't thinking straight with the shock of it all. I realise now that giving in to his first demand was a big mistake. But as I say, I was flustered and confused. All I remember was that I unfastened the belt of my gown and slipped it off my shoulders. The silky material slid down my back and onto the floor.
I closed my eyes with shame, as I stood before this 19 year old youth, completely and utterly, naked. I felt my cheeks burning with the embarrassment of it all. When I opened them I could see him staring at me, fascinated, his mouth open and eyes bulging wide.
"Gosh," he stammered, "I never realised just what a fantastic body you have."
I waited a few seconds longer then snatched up my robe and slipped it back on.