Chap. 4
Diego:
I laid there listening to his slow breathing: In and out, In and out. We were still both a mess. I was partially clothed with my pants around my ankles and shoes and socks still on my feet. He was Covered in his own cum and still had my cum dripping out of his ass. This wasn't what I had had planned for at all. HE wasn't what I had planned for.
I had planned to seduce him with my words then scare the living shit out of him. I had planned on tying him to my St. Andrew's cross, or hanging him from the ceiling where I could paddle his ass and turn it bright red. I had planned on making him cry out in pain and then taking what I wanted from him before tossing him aside. I had planned on leaving him hanging and weeping for mercy and walking away, letting Harold pick up the pieces for me.
I hadn't planned on this...this tenderness, of taking him gently and slowly. I hadn't planned on making love to him. I was so fucked. He needed to go NOW. But I couldn't make myself move. I couldn't make myself let him go and walk away; not now that I had tasted him, felt him, and been inside of him. I wanted him to be mine forever. No, I needed him to be mine forever. That scared the shit out of me.
That realization of need forced me to back off, to get out of the bed and walk away. I stripped out of my pants, socks and shoes and walked over to the cabinet. Inside were not only all my toys of pain and pleasure but also a built in sink and mirror. I pulled out a washcloth, wetted it and wiped myself down, cleaning cum and sweat from my body. I threw the washcloth into a bin that Hillary would collect later and walked out of the room into my office.
I went to the windows that overlooked New York City and watched the lights shimmer. I watched what other people did in their lives through those lights. I watched as an office building that I knew closed at five had a few lights on. There must be a deadline coming up that they had to cram for. I watched the lights of an apartment building across the street as people got home from a night on the town and turned their lights on, or watched as people turned their lights off and went to bed. I saw the flicker of TV screens in the windows and, in one or two, the flicker of candle light.
I leaned up against the windows, pressing my forehead into the coolness of the glass, trying to get rid of the dangerous emotions and thoughts running through my head. I don't know how long I stood there before I was jerked out of stupor by the sound of a voice
"Umm ex...excuse me...Diego?" The voice said tentatively. I whipped around to see Jace standing partially in the doorway to the playroom his arms stretched to the side by the chain still connected to them. He was still covered in his own, now dry, cum and sweat. I had forgotten how close the bed was to the door and would have probably shortened the leash I had given him if I had thought about it. Ah well too late to change that now, I thought. He looked timid and scared and it made me horny as hell seeing him like that. I didn't respond, just stared at him trying to put my thoughts in order of what I was going to do with him.
"Cou..could I get a glass of water or...or something..I...I'm feeling a little dehydrated" He said trying to look brave and not like he was about to shit himself which is what he actually looked like. I quirked my lips in a smile and walked over to him.
"If you're thirsty I have other things that might whet your appetite better." I said, as I leaned on the office side of the doorway, arm above my head, towering over him. He shrunk down into himself making him look even smaller then he already was.
"N..n..n...no thank you," he stuttered out. "water w..www.wwould be just fine thank you." Why did he have to be so gosh darn cute? Why couldn't he curse and scream at me like the others? Or even be coy and flirtatious like the willing ones I took to my playroom? Instead he had to be polite and sincere even in his terror.
I sighed, all pretenses of intimidation gone. I didn't have it in me to act the tough guy right now. I just wanted to be alone with time to think. Or maybe get drunk off my ass; yea that might help. I took my forefinger and thumb and pinched the bridge of my nose, staving off the headache I felt was coming.
"Yes you can have some water," I said tiredly. I walked away from him towards my desk, reached under, and opened the mini fridge I had there. I pulled out a small bottle of water and walked back to him. I unscrewed the top and thought about handing it to him, but decided against it. Instead I lifted the bottle to his lips.
He looked torn as if he wanted to refuse the gesture, but was too worried it might anger me if he tried. His emotions were so easy to read, especially in those jade green eyes of his. It felt like every time I met them his soul was laid bare to me. There were no secrets he could hide from me. He could not hide from me
Finally, he accepted and put his lips to the bottle. I tipped it up slowly, not wanting to spill it all over him or drown him. He watched me as he drank, taking slow deep swallows. He drank half of the bottle before starting to turn his head away, I quickly righted the bottle so that it would not spill onto him now that he was done. He nodded in thanks and looked up at me through his lashes, smiling slightly.
God he was so cute. I cleared my throat and looked away before I couldn't help myself and jumped him again. More sex at this exact moment would not help anyone, no matter how tempting he was.
"You must want to clean up." I said, trying to think of anything other than pulling him toward me and kissing that half smile off his face. I brushed past his lush body, a bad idea because it was so tempting, and walked toward my cabinet to grab another washcloth. I rinsed it under warm water, making sure it wasn't too hot or too cold. I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable. Again, what the fuck was wrong with me, why did I give a shit about if he was uncomfortable or not? I shook my head and turned around to walk back to him. He still stood by the door looking awkward and uncomfortable.
As I got closer to him I could see there was dried cum on his chin, chest, and stomach, as well as on his inner thigh. It's not the most comfortable thing to still have on you, but it did make me feel rather smug seeing him covered in both his and my handiwork. I didn't usually let the boys I played with cum. I was usually only focused on my own pleasure and it was more gratifying to leave them wanton then satisfied. But with him, I had wanted him to cum. I had wanted to see for myself what pleasure I could give. I shook my head, trying to focus back in the here and now.
I reached him and went to offer the washcloth to him, but remembered his wrists were still cuffed together. It would be hard for him to wipe his entire body down, and he looked so meek he wouldn't fight me if I did it. I lifted a hand to his neck and used my thumb under his chin to get him to raise his head, so he was looking up into my eyes. He was tense and moved his hands from his waist towards his chest as much as the chains would allow to try and protect himself, but he wasn't trembling. I gently wiped away cum on his chin and dabbed at the tiny drops of it across his cheeks and nose. I moved my hand from his chin down to grasp his shoulder.
"Move your hands, Jace, so I can clean your chest," I said gently. He did as I asked. I began wiping away the cum on his chest. The rag was looking a little gross, so I returned to the sink to grab a fresh one after I finished wiping down his chest and before starting on the rest of his body. I had him move his hands again so I could clean his stomach. Finally I crouched to wipe his inner thigh but the angle was bad. I stood up again.
"Jace I need you to put your hands on the bed and bend over for me." I said. His eyes that had been downcast flew up to look at my face and he shrank back into the wall.
"Why what are you going to do to me?" he said terror filling his voice.
"It's ok Jace." I sighed. "I'm not going to jump you again tonight, I just want to finish cleaning you up ok?" He stood for a minute looking into my eyes then nodded slowly.
"Ok" he said, shifting so he placed his cuffed hands on the bed and bending so his ass was pushed out towards me. I sucked in my breath looking at the tempting curve of his backside. He turned his head looking at me in reaction to the noise. I shook my head and ran my hand down his back in a reassuring stroke ending with my hand on his ass. He shivered under my touch, dropping his head back down towards his chest.
"Spread your legs." I murmured my voice husky with lust. How could I not be turned on with him spread out in front of me like a buffet for a starving man? He did as I commanded and moved his legs a little bit more than shoulder with apart.