That whole last entry was just jaw dropping. I mean fucking her uncle is one thing, but never in my lifetime could I have ever imagined what happened to her at that sex club. Part of me felt sorry for her, but then it also gave me more insight into my wife's sexual appetite. In all these entries since her first fuck, it always detailed her struggles to fight her inner slut and wrestle with the desire for a normal life. Now I wonder, perhaps it was stupid of me to have involved her in a forced gangbang with my coworkers a while back. It was like giving a recovering alcoholic a bottle of whiskey.
However, I was more puzzled why none of this even remotely came up during our marriage. Again, until I read her diaries I was under the impression she was a late bloomer and didn't really know her limits until we pushed each other. Now thinking back, such as the time we were in the Bahamas with Wendy and Bonnie flat out said she was never in a gangbang, was she lying? Or did she block it all out?
After that summer, she worked as a substitute teacher in the public school system. For a whole school year it was an absolute bore. She didn't even date, it was just all work and no play. When the next summer came around, she was offered a position to teach remedial English summer school for graduating high school seniors who failed the high school competency exam. As I read the entries of that month, it was apparent she was sexually frustrated. I suppose being sexually repressed for a whole year and then stuck in a hot classroom with a bunch of athletic jocks was too much for her.
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June 27th
Well Boo, this is the last week of the summer English session. I'm so glad it is over because it has been pretty difficult teaching these remedial students. They have the most difficult time with the basics. I'll admit though, it was at least fun and quite casual in class. Ug... these athlete students sure are horny teenagers. I suppose it is harmless with all their flirting and sexual stares at my body. But I remember what Uncle Chris said about "nothing is ever harmless fun," so most of the time I dressed quite conservatively despite being summer. Typically I would wear business casual with a white button shirt, knee high business dress, and tied my hair in a librarian bun. I even wore glasses to look more nerdy and professional. However, that didn't really stop their leers and subtle teasing. I mean, a girl always love the attention, as long as it doesn't get too far.
With only a few days left before the end of the course and their test retake approaching, this one student, Jamal, asked for extra help. He was practically begging me because he was offered a football scholarship and needed to pass the exam in order to accept. I'm not actually being paid overtime so I didn't really want the extra work. However, what kind of a teacher would I be, if I don't care about the students? So tomorrow after class, I'm going to give him some private tutoring. Honestly, he is as dumb as a doorknob and I don't think he is going to pass. Well, but I guess it is alright to spend an hour or so with a cute athlete. Tall and dark, just what I like. It's ok for a teacher to privately lust after a student right? Not like anything's going to happen on campus. lol...
June 30th
Hi Boo, sorry I haven't written in a couple of days. I just read my last entry, trying to figure out if I missed something about myself. So some shit happened and now I'm in a dilemma. It's not that bad, I guess, or oh... I don't know, maybe it is. I don't know, I ... just... been working all year, didn't date, haven't been touched. I don't know what happened. Shit.
So I met with Jamal in the classroom at 3 pm two days ago for a private lesson. It started out normal, just going over the materials. He did his usual light flirting, complimented me, etc... as he went through the session sitting next to me. Then the teasing became subtle petting, such as nudging each other in giggles whenever someone made a joke. I didn't even realize it when he started rubbing my thigh outside my business skirt. It... felt so nice, my heart was pounding and things were becoming confusing. When he squeezed my thigh, I gasped and grabbed his wrist to stop it from escalating. That was when he looked at me with this lustful stare and said, "Damn teacher Bonnie, you have one incredibly fuckable body."
I was stunned at how bold he was, but I played it off as another one of his normal teasings. Squeezing my thigh tightly, he propositioned me, "You know it is summer, school is empty right now, nobody knows we're here. I know you don't have a boyfriend, you must be aching for a fuck."
Again, I played it off and told him in a giggle to stop flattering me. I couldn't believe even with my glasses and hair bun, I could not deter these horny teens. *sigh* He was persistent and continued, "Technically I graduated, I'm not a student anymore. You're not doing anything wrong. And I actually entered school a year late, do you know I'm turning 20 in November? So in reality, during your senior year in college, I would be a freshman."
I just stared at him with a blank look, I knew it was wrong but my body responded with a slight squirm while I bit my lips. He must've picked up the signals and started caressing my thigh. With my heart pounding and my mind going blank, I didn't notice his hand had disappeared into my dress, fondling my cunt over my laced panties. As I gasped to his touch, he grabbed the back of my neck and then pulled my face into his. At that moment, I was puddy in his grasp, just squirming as he sucked my tongue and fondled my panties. Eventually I snapped out and tried to push him off, telling him this was wrong.
However, the more I resisted, the more aggressive he became and the wetter I got. Being a good 6'6" and built like an ox, he easily picked up my petite body and pinned me on the desk as I struggled to push him off. He held my wrists firmly down on the desk above my head and slowly unbuttoned my blouse with his mouth. I squirmed and squealed, shaking my head as each button popped open. Then spreading my blouse apart, he admired my gorgeous tits under the white laced bra while I blushed in shame. I whimpered and begged him to stop but he ignored my pathetic plea, lifted my bra, and viciously sucked on my nipples like a hungry calf. I lost it, squealed and whimpered in ecstasy as he milked and sucked my girls. As I arched my back on the table, I noticed all the windows in the classroom were way above the door height, nobody outside could see a thing.
I was thinking to myself, how did I end up putting myself in this predicament? How could I not have seen this coming? I was stuck in a room with this huge monster, who was determined to have his way with me. Perhaps... perhaps I did anticipate this... perhaps it was exactly what I wanted and I subconsciously put myself here?
After turning my poor nipples red and sore, he took off his t-shirt and the sight of his muscular toned Maori body fucking made me wet as hell. As he leaned down and pressed his weight on my body with his chest on my breasts, I instantly felt vulnerable like a prey trapped beneath a predator. Grabbing my face, he shoved his tongue into my mouth as I helplessly sucked with my eyes closed while his body grinded against mine. With his muscle bound chest rubbing against my sensitive nipples, he whispered to me, "Yeah slut, your body is begging to be fucked."
I whimpered and cried with tears rolling down my face, begging him to stop and get off me. However, with my body involuntarily grinding against his and my periodic reluctant moans, he knew I was just lying to myself. Then without warning, he lifted my legs up into the air, pulled my dress skirt down to my waist, and stripped my laced panties right off. Before I could react, he shoved my panties into my mouth before diving his face into my slipper cunt. He was sending me to heaven as I moaned and jerked with my high heels in the air like a slut. Spreading my cunt lips apart, he took several long laps with his whole tongue flat before shoving it as deep into me as he could. I literally cried out in gasping screams as he tongue fucked my pussy until my body was throbbing on the table. Then without even thinking, I grabbed his head with both hands and humped my hips off the table, grinding my cunt into his face until I came screaming.
Lying there limp and panting of exhaustion, I didn't even notice he already came around the table to my face and pulled my head until it tilted upside down over the edge. Staring at him in this position, he took off his shorts and the biggest piece of meat I've ever seen popped out in front of my unbelieving eyes. He bobbed it a few times while I stared in horror before bringing it over to measure it against my neck. With a smirk he exclaimed, "Shit teacher, this is going all the way down your throat, might even fuck your lungs."
I begged him to stop and it was going too far. Smirking again at me, he replied, "Nuh uh, you had your fun. Can't leave me hanging."
With that he unhinged my jaw and attempted to shove the knob of his monster cock into my mouth. I was literally twitching on the table while trying to push his body away with my hands as he stretched my lips like a tight rubber band around his monstrous cock. I cried as my muffled screams filled the room, but he just kept shoving. It literally felt like I swallow a huge snake or something. As I gagged and choked, he tapped my face a few times, reminding me to breathe through my nose. Finally, to my disbelief, I felt his balls hit my nose and I knew he got the whole thing in. My whole neck was stiff like a rock with his cock lodged all the way through.
Then slowly but forcefully, he pumped in long slow strokes while choking my neck with both hands. The whole time, my body was still writhing and jerking on the table as he fucked my throat. Whenever his balls hit my nose and his cock was all the way in, I couldn't help but arch my back, sending my breasts into the air. Eventually he grabbed on to both my tits and started squeezing them as he picked up his pace. The sudden pleasure from my irritated nipples sent waves of moans across his meat stick as he pumped my helpless throat.
After a few minutes, he pulled out and gobs of saliva erupted from my mouth as I coughed and choked, leaving a sticky mess all over my face. Then bending down he taunted me before shoving it back in, "Ohh... I think the slut loves it... baby want some more?"
