The Naughty Young Wife... Awakenings Part I
I married Katie when we were still young. Dating had been interesting in that we did not have sex till we married. She was from a conservative religious family and would not go further than kissing and letting me touch and such on her breasts. I had been very sexual from a young age and had parents who were very different examples, having swingers' parties and swapping partners, orgies, porn, toys, and the like. Katie's family was way more private and who even knew if her parents ever had sex except for procreation or liked it. But I was very attracted to her. She had a slim and yet feminine body with lovely supple breasts with lovely erect nipples and a squeezable apple bottom. I could hardly wait while we were dating to spank her ass and fuck her sweet pussy.
We were married in a big church... and a big wedding. It was great with all of our family and friends. Honeymoon was great and Katie was very responsive and horny. She came easily and often like she had masturbated a good bit. The harder that I fucked her the more excited she became. The more aggressive that I was, the wetter that she got. I could tell that she was submissive by nature. We played games where I tied her up... blind folded her, told her what to do, made her masturbate for me... and even role played, Teacher/student, boss/secretary, coach and gymnast, but she wouldn't watch porn with me or ever consider extending our sex life into exhibitionism, voyeurism, or group play. He religious background would not allow her to consider such taboo subjects.
After we had two children, it seemed like Katie was getting more and more conservative, while I wanted to be more and more free. I feel like we had shared all of life together, and I wanted now to explore the deep places of my own fantasies and desires and to know her own as well. She would tell me that she didn't have any fantasies, but I didn't believe her. It became frustrating for me and I longed for greater depth, passion, lust, and freedom.
One night I was working late at my office. I told Katie that I would get home around 1 am. I ended up finishing my work a bit earlier... just about 15 minutes past 11 and knew that I would get home around 11:30. I thought about calling Katie, but I knew that after she put the kids to bed she would have gone to bed around 10 pm and I didn't want to wake her. As I pulled up to the house I saw flickering blue lights coming from my office. The rest of the house was totally dark and quiet. That seemed strange. Out of curiousity I walked up to the window in the pitch dark and looked through the blind. I saw Katie, sitting on my office chair, eyes wide open, mouth open, and legs open. She was wearing one of my t-shirts and had one leg on my desk and the other on the floor and she was plunging a large dildo into her pussy with her left hand while rubbing her clit with her right. I could not see what was on the laptop screen and honestly was a bit shocked.
I snuck into the house as quietly as I could and stood right outside of my office door. I could hear a woman in the background screaming out in either ecstasy or pain. I could hear several male voices barking at the woman in the background,
"Suck my fucken cock bitch!"
"You are such a whore!"
"Bend over and give me your ass."
I heard moaning, groaning, cumming, slapping, and gasping. The movie got very intense and I could hear Katie's own voice rise in arousal,
"Fuck yeah... Fuck yeah... I'm cuuuuuuummmmmmm iiiiiiiiinnnn nnnggggg!!"
I stood there and listened to this pattern two more times. As I stood there and realized that she was engaging in her fantasy, I remembered how many times she had rejected me in my own! Arousal turned to rage.
I threw open the door to catch her now with four fingers in her stretched pussy which was soaked with her own cum. She gasped and looked like she had seen a ghost!
"What the fuck are you doing! You dirty fucken whore! I can't fucken believe you. What a bitch! I have given you everything, offered you everything, and this! Rough Gang Bang Porn? You won't even watch porn with me. FUCK YOU!"
I stormed out with her following me... right out to the car. I spent the night at my cabin... but came home in the morning in time to get ready for work. I walked in and she looked upset. She started to try to explain and apologize, but I wasn't ready. The kids were up and I didn't want to make a scene.
"Look, just give me a few days. I don't want to talk to you. I will sleep in the guest room," I said.
"I will make this up to you... I promise" she replied.
When she said, "make it up to you" something twisted was awakened in me. She was wrong and I had the upper hand of power. What could I make her do? What could I make her do to embarrass herself, to expose herself, to make herself vulnerable? What could I make her do for my own pleasure? This feeling took root and began to grow.
Each day when we got home, Katie would come into my office and talk. I would listen but not respond. She told me about finding her parents' porn collection and her mothers vibrators and dildos. Watching the porn made her want to be like the women that she saw... desirable, able to bring pleasure to men... Powerful! She listened one night as an adolescent to her parents watching one of the videos of a woman being taken by two men, she listened as she leaned back against their door. She could hear her mother's vibrator and listened to her mother make noises and sounds that she had never heard as she came one orgasm after another in succession. She sat there rubbing her own clit in unison and came with her mother and knew that she wanted such power and pleasure.
She told me about the time in 8th grade during track practice when her coach, helping her "stretch" caressed the inside of her thigh till his knuckles brushed against her shorts directly over her labia and she tingled and got so wet she feared that he would notice.
She told me about the time in 10th grade at a party where she had drank a bit too much... and had several guys on the football team drag her into the woods, pulled her top down and all took turns playing with her breasts and masturbating and ejaculation their loads of hot cum onto her face and bossom... and how she loved it all.
She felt guilt, but she felt desire and felt that it had to be a secret.
Three days later on a Thursday, I was in my office waiting for her to come in and to again start her pleas. She came in and asked if I would please speak to her, that it drove her crazy and wondered what I must be thinking.
Finally I broke my silence. I told her that I wished that she had told me all of those things years ago. I told her that she could and should trust me with everything. I also told her that I thought that we have our life experiences for a reason and purpose and that she should neither dismiss nor feel guilty about her sexual desires.
I also told her that I felt betrayed and hurt by her betrayal. And I told her that I wasn't sure what to do my hurt and anger.
She said, "Anything! I will do anything to make it up to you. Just tell me what!"
"Do you really mean it? Are you willing to trust me? To surrender your body, your soul, your mind, your emotions to me? Are you willing to surrender your morals and values in pleasure or pain?"
"Yes, she whispered. Anything you say."
She was there in front of me on her knees.
I rose quickly and grabbed her by the back of her hair and stood her up! With my right hand I tore open the front of her blouse exposing her bare breasts. I then forced her to her knees and shoved my hard and swollen cock into her mouth. She sucked my dick hungrily and greedily just as she always had, but I wanted to fuck her mouth deeper. I held her by the back of her head and pushed to the back of her throat deeper than ever before and she gasped and gagged a bit. Her eyes watered, but she did not relent and opened her mouth wider.
I then grabbed by her hair and drug her over to the leather sofa in my office. I instructed her to remove her skirt and panties and to turn around. I took her hands and tied them behind her back. I then positioned her over my knee and spanked her ass with my bear hand so hard that my own hand began to sting. I then removed my leather belt, folded it in fourths and spanked her ass till read and welted not heeding her muffled cries.
I was both out of breath and also so very lathered up in arousal.
While she layed across my lap, her ass red and shaking infront of me, I decided to finger her cunt. She was soaking wet! Two fingers, then three...
I told her to spread her legs. I alternated between fingering her pussy and then cupping my hand spanking her pussy lips.
I rolled her onto her back and her nipples were fully erect. I took my belt and gave light cracks to her breasts as well.
After some time of discipline, I set her to her feet and walked over to my desk. The laptop was in position and I moved the mouse and hit play. It was the very video that she had been watching that night.
At first she was embarrassed and ashamed. I told her not to be but rather to be brave and tell me exactly what she liked about it while I fucked her from behind.
I watched the video as man after man used the woman's mouth, pussy, and ass. I watched as they came one after another after another.
"I love cock! I am a cock sucking whore! Does my pussy feel good baby? You want my pussy don't you? My pussy feels tight and good and it's all yours!"
" I love that she has all of their attention and that she can satisfy them all. They all want her and desire her!. I want to be her."
As Katie talked I found myself fucking her harder and harder. I felt my cock fuller than ever before. I knew that I wanted to help her fantasies to come true and mine as well.