Life as a naked sex slave is different than life as a free man.
Slaves aren't permitted to wash or groom themselves. The OPS is of the opinion that it gives the slaves too much autonomy or dignity if they're allowed to wash themselves. Therefore, all the slaves are herded into the shower room every morning and washed and groomed by the OPS staff.
I was forced to stand there naked with my arms raised while an OPS employee named Taylor soaped me up, shaved my legs, rinsed me off, toweled me dry, washed my hair, brushed my teeth etc.
Other slaves were being washed by other attendants and my eyes kept drifting over to them. I was supposed to keep my gaze down and not look at the other slaves, but it was difficult. Every slave in the shower room was drop dead gorgeous. Less than ten feet away were women who looked like runway models. They were all naked, with slender waists, high, firm buttocks and beautiful legs. I knew I could be punished if I got caught staring, but it was hard not to.
"Julian, stop that!" Taylor scolded when she caught me enjoying the sight of a nearby naked slave as she stood under the spray of a stainless-steel shower head.
I immediately shifted my gaze, so I was looking down at my bare feet, but I felt a surge of guilt and anxiety at being caught violating slave etiquette.
"You know better than that," Taylor insisted as she rubbed the towel up and down my thighs and buttocks. "I should report you to your handler. I don't think he'd be happy to learn that you're ogling the other slaves."
I could feel my face heat up with embarrassment and I nervously apologized. Taylor rubbed my legs dry with the towel and then had me lift one leg up slightly so she could dry the sole of my foot.
Then Taylor stood up, gave me an intense look and said, "Or maybe I could just punish you myself. I could be discreet about it, and Andrew would never have to know what a bad boy you've been. Would you like that, Julian?"
I'm a confusing mess when it comes to punishments. I'm both afraid of them and sexually aroused by them. I'll never have the courage to request punishments, but once forced into one, I always seem to become feverish with lust and my cock throbs like mad.
"I'd prefer Andrew not know that I broke the rules," I said honestly. It was normal for slaves to crave the approval of their handlers. I wanted Andrew to approve of me, so I felt a deep need to keep my little indiscretion from him.
"That's what I thought," Taylor replied.
She tossed the towel in a rolling laundry cart and sat down on a wooden bench over by the lockers. Then she patted her lap and gave me an eager look, urging me to come towards her and accept my fate.
There were about a dozen people in the shower room other than Taylor and me and I felt certain that all of them had their eyes fixed on me. I took one tentative step forward.
Then I took another, and another. It occurred to me that it was easier to be forced. When a slave is grabbed by security guards and forced across somebody's lap, the slave has no choice in the matter. The slave doesn't have to think or make any sort of decision. Things just happen. There's no emotional turmoil.
As it was, I had to force myself to walk across the room with a dozen witnesses watching and slide across Taylor's lap, making myself vulnerable and offering myself up for punishment. I had to fight against my self-preservation instincts to give myself up for punishment like that. There was a huge inner struggle that people couldn't see, to sacrifice myself like that. I think I would have preferred to be physically overpowered and have no choice in the matter.
My hands were pressed against the tile floor and my ass was raised. A quick sidelong glance confirmed that everyone in the room was indeed watching as I waited for my innocent bottom to be covered with stinging handprints. Taylor rubbed light patterns over one cheek, then the other, making me pant with nervous anticipation as I waited for the first blow.
"So beautiful," Taylor enthused as she smoothed her hands up and down my butt cheeks. She explored every inch of my hindquarters, even working her fingers into the tight furrow between my buttocks.
SMACK!
The first blow came down on my naked hindquarters.
I had underestimated Taylor--she was a lot stronger than I had anticipated. Her first swat stung enough that I let out an involuntary gasp. I squirmed across Taylor lap, and her grip around my waist tightened.
SMACK! SMACK!
With the crowd of people watching, I could easily envision the scene I was creating for them. I was a naked boy with a slender waist and an adorable bottom, squirming and writhing across Taylor's lap as my naked buttocks were abused and reddened.
SMACK! SMACK!
I cried out incoherently in pain and my naked body writhed shamelessly. My long legs kicked, and I thrashed around as much as I could in Taylor's surprisingly strong grip, but it was all for naught. I couldn't possibly get free, and I couldn't possibly stop the young attendant's powerful arm from coming down again and again and punishing my poor, innocent, naked bottom.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
Ow! Ow! Ow! Taylor! Aaaahhhh!"
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK
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I whimpered and sobbed, and hot, wet tears ran down my face. I knew I must be putting on quite a show; a cute, naked slave boy wriggling furiously over a respectably clothed woman's lap, kicking his legs in a vain attempt to escape the pain as his defenseless bottom became redder and redder.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
It didn't take long before I was weeping openly. My entire bottom was stinging and red-hot with heat. And then Taylor changed her technique. Instead of spanking my buttocks, she began to concentrate on the tops of my thighs. My skin is more sensitive there, and my screams of pain and distress became louder. Taylor paid no notice, and her hand continued to rain down blows on my naked skin.
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
"Ow! Ow! Ow! Mistress, please! Ow!"
SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK! SMACK!
I continued to kick and scream, and the tears continued to flow, but Taylor's hand didn't cease in its cruel, unjust punishment of my shapely bottom.