Disclaimer: I am not married, I do not have a boyfriend at the moment and I have never been in a situation where I have cuckolded anyone. I know that this is not a realistic situation so please suspend the reality of this story and treat it like the fantasy that it is meant to be. I love thinking and writing about power exchange between adults and the dynamics that it brings about. If you do too, then...Enjoy!
-Toastywarm
PART 1 - A Dream Realized
Chapter 1
We had been living together for two years before we got married and we had been together a third year before I started dreaming about seeing other men. Timmy was a wonderful hubby and he adored me but he was quite submissive. I dreamed of a "take charge man" who would literally throw me down on the bed and fuck me. Timmy wasn't that guy.
Just after our first anniversary a new tenant moved into the apartment next to ours. I peeked out between the shades and watched him as he carried his free weights into his place. I continued throughout the day quietly peeking as he unloaded his truck. By mid-afternoon he was hot and his shirt came off. I was hot too but in a different way.
This guy was the total opposite of my husband. Timmy was fun and playful. He looked a bit like a teddy bear who was fluffy and warm. When we met he was perfect for me after coming out of relationships with football players who never treated me well. Timmy loved me and made me feel good about myself. The guy moving in next door was more like the football players I dated and reminded me of the good side of those relationships - the hot sex.
I called to hubby who was in the other room working on his stamp collection. "The new neighbor has moved in, we should invite him to dinner!"
"Sure, sounds fine." was the somewhat bored reply. I got up and stood at the doorway to his stamp room.
"Hey, why don't you go over and invite him. You should meet him. You might like him." Actually I wanted Timmy to be more like him.
He dragged himself away from his work and went out the door. I continued to watch from the window, doing everything I could to not be seen. I watched as Timmy approached him. They shook hands and I smiled as I saw that the guy's grip was solid and probably hurt Timmy's hand. At this point my hand was reaching down inside my shorts to feel my growing wetness.
A few minutes later I heard our front door close. "He's coming to dinner at 7, his name is Bill" I heard Timmy say as he hurried back to his stamps.
"Wonderful!" I yelled back pulling my hands quickly from my pants.
Chapter 2
After washing my hands really well, I went to the kitchen and started cooking. I really wanted to impress this new hot neighbor. As I puttered about the kitchen, the image of Bill shirtless, muscles popping as he carried boxes stuck in my head. Timmy, of course, was clueless back in his stamp room.
I was ready for him to arrive at 6, a full hour ahead of time. I waited impatiently watching the clock. At quarter of seven I called Timmy to set the table on the porch and put him to work doing clean up chores.
It was 7 on the dot when the door bell rang. My heart leapt. It was time to meet this handsome man and find out what he was really like.
Bill was dressed nicely in a collared (and rather tight) short sleeve shirt and jeans. His muscles popped on his arms and I was still remembering the muscles on his chest. I wanted desperately to give him a hug but I held myself back and shook his hand, politely welcoming him to the neighborhood.
The three of us sat for dinner and I kept making Timmy get up to get things so that I could talk to Bill. And as I talked to him, I realized that this was an intelligent and outgoing man. He and I worked in the same field, so we had a lot to talk about and the two of us monopolized the conversation.
Every so often he tried to turn the conversation to Timmy but it never really went very far. I kept his eyes on me as much as possible and he seemed to enjoy that.
With some dessert in front of us - cookies and fruit since I wanted to look healthy AND fun - the conversation turned to our apartment. He commented about the differences between his and ours. I almost stuttered as I offered to show him our place.
After talking Timmy into doing the dishes I walked Bill around our first floor. When I took him up to the second floor my legs were shaking. I wanted this man and I wanted him bad. I showed him the little guest room and joked that if he ever needed to get out of his house, he could stay here. Don't have any idea why I said that. It was so stupid.
Then I showed him the Master bedroom and he commented about how nicely it was decorated. And at that point he said something that sent me reeling.
"I would rather stay in this room."
In my mind I ran down the stairs and told Timmy that I was about to fuck this man in our bedroom. In reality my knees buckled a little and my face blushed. Little did I know that in the not too distant future he would have an opportunity to stay in this room.
Chapter 3
The dinner that night was the first of a number of dinners with Bill that summer. It was hot and we often sat on the porch drinking wine and talking. Well, Bill and I were talking. Timmy joined us until he got bored and went in to start on the dishes. I could tell Timmy was frustrated with us not giving him attention and one Friday before Bill arrived I decided I'd better tackle this problem.
"Are you upset that we have Bill over so often?" I asked, hoping to start a deeper conversation.
"No, he's okay. I just feel like a third wheel. You two have so much to talk about and I don't fit in"
"How does that make you feel?
"I feel like I am loosing touch with you." He was right. We hadn't talked as much as we used to. We hadn't had sex as often as we used to either and both of us knew it. He was the one who was brave enough to bring it up. "We don't have much sex either. I think you are in love with Bill."
"I am not in love with Bill," I responded firmly. "I will admit that I lust after him though."
"Do you want to sleep with him?" he asked sheepishly. He was afraid to hear the answer.
"Yes, I do," I responded.
"Well, Fuck, why don't you just go ahead and do it," he said raising his voice. I could tell he wanted to cry.
"If you tell me no, I won't do it but if you agree...." My voice trailed off. I couldn't bring myself to say the words that could stop where this was going.
"Just do it. Let's just stop pussyfooting around and get it over with" And with that he retreated into his stamp room.
I wanted to follow him and ask again. I wanted to give him another out. But at the same time I didn't want him to say no so I held back and made plans for dinner.
Our dinner went as usual with the same chatter about our jobs and our lives. Timmy was a bit more reserved and I knew why. After dinner he retreated quickly to the kitchen and I started coming on a bit stronger to Bill. As we talked I touched his hand. I moved closer to him, invading his personal space a bit.
Bill noticed it right away and asked what I was doing. I took a breath and came right out with it.
"I want to have sex with you and I have talked with Timmy and he is okay with it." I said as quickly as I could. I barely looked at him as I said it, fearing he might not feel the same way.
"Are you sure? Is he really good with this?"
I looked up into his eyes. I wanted to melt. "Yes, he is."
"Maybe I should talk to him?"
"No. Let's just go upstairs."
We got up together. I took Bill's hand and led him through the kitchen and up the stairs. Timmy and I caught each other's eyes as we walked by. I sensed some sadness but also saw that he was accepting it.
As soon as we were in the bedroom the door was shut and Bill and I quickly undressed each other. There was an immediacy to our action. And without even opening the covers of the bed we were down. He was forceful, totally the opposite of Timmy. He took control and fucked me hard. As soon as he was inside me I realized that his penis was very different than Timmy's. I haven't been with many men in my life and my standards were probably a bit low. Bill had by far the largest cock I had ever had.
When we were done we lay together on top of the bed for a bit but it was obvious that we had to move. So we both dressed and went downstairs where we found Timmy in the living room with the TV on high volume. He was probably trying to drown our our noises from upstairs. I realized that I hadn't even thought about how much noise we were making up there.
Timmy didn't get up as Bill went to the door. He didn't even say good-bye. I didn't know how to say good-bye either. I wanted to kiss him one more time but didn't dare. I just said thank you and he was gone.
Timmy and I didn't talk that night. He came up to bed just after me and I pretended to be asleep until I actually fell asleep. He twisted and turned all night.
We did talk the next day and I told him I wanted to keep having sex with Bill. Until I said it out loud I didn't even realize that was what I wanted. While we had never discussed it both Timmy and I had implicitly agreed that this would be a one time thing.
Timmy was shocked. "Do you want me out?" he asked. I could just leave and be out of your life."