Geeky Dinas's Sexual Awakening
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Hi, my name is Dina, and the following is an account of how I changed from being an insecure self-doubting geeky girl with body image issues into a confidant young woman, eager to explore my sexual desires.
My lifelong best friend Caroline was the same age as me, but she was the one who always attracted the men, and I was the one left hiding in the shadows.
We both came from wealthy families, went to boarding school and had our own ponies.
We even shared the same halls of residence at university. We could talk to each other about anything but when it came to men and sex, I always felt side-lined.
Caroline was outgoing, tall with long blonde hair and a lovely figure. In contrast, although around the same height I was more of a tomboy with short dark hair, spectacles, slim body, and small boobs.
During our time at university, we often went out together but by the end of the evening Caroline would inevitably be disappearing into her room with her latest conquest while I would be going to bed alone. I often lay in bed after a night out imagining Caroline having sex with her latest hunk as I lay there masturbating.
After graduating from university, I was determined to try and become more popular with men but felt unsure as to how.
We both worked at the same electronics company and had been there for over a year. Caroline was the engineering manager Dick's personal assistant, and I was a software development engineer. The majority of my immediate colleagues were men and we all got along well together.
I'd noticed that there appeared to be a select clique of male and female work colleagues who always sat together in the pub on Friday lunch times and, as far as I could tell, would often all go out together on Friday evenings.
Caroline would often be amongst this group, always sitting next to or close to Dick but I was never invited to join them. I'd also had my suspicions that she and Dick were having an affair. I guess I was jealous because Dick was tall dark and handsome, and I had secretly had a crush on him since my first day at the company. However, I knew I stood no chance compared to Caroline.
I'd asked Caroline a few times if she and Dick were having an affair, but she somehow always managed to avoid giving me a straight answer.
I also asked her about what her 'in crowd' did when they went out together on Friday nights but again, she brushed me off by saying they just visited a pub together.
My usual work attire consisted of combat trousers and a loose top but during a prolonged hot spell in the summer I arrived wearing a short denim skirt and a white vest top.
Being quite naïve it never occurred to me that this change of clothing would be noticed by anyone, especially Dick.
As I passed him in the corridor he turned, gazed at me, and said, "you look nice today, Dina."
I blushed deeply and muttered, "thank you."
Although I had no idea at the time this was the start of my transformation. Later that same day Dick rang me and said, "me and some of your colleagues are going out for a drink this evening, would you like to join us?"
"I'd love to," I said, unable to hide the excitement in my voice.
"Great. We will be going out straight from work. Caroline is going as well so you can follow her to the pub."
"OK, I'll see you there, and thanks for inviting me."
I saw Caroline not long after the phone call and she suggested that we both go in her car.
The rest of the day passed slowly but finally, at 6pm Caroline and I were making our way out to the company car park.
On our way to the pub I said, "will we be drinking in the pub all evening?"
Caroline sounded a little vague as she said, "no, we usually have a drink and then all go back to Dick's place and have fun."
"What kind of fun?"
"Wow, Dina, so many questions!"
"So come on, tell me, what kind of fun?"
We were just pulling into the pub car park when she said, "I think that tonight is porno movie night. Dick has a room with a large T.V. where we usually all gather to watch a porn movie together."
Although relatively naïve, I had seen a couple of short explicit movies but in the privacy of my bedroom.
As we were getting out of the car I said, "isn't that embarrassing, watching stuff like that amongst your work colleagues?"
Caroline just giggled and said, "stop asking so many questions. You've always wanted to be invited out with our little group so just try to relax and enjoy the evening.
I was not used to wearing short skirts and as I climbed out of the car one of my male colleagues glanced at the expanse of thigh I was inadvertently showing and exclaimed, "wow, nice legs Dina!"
I blushed but felt my self confidence rise a couple of notches.
Once in the pub Dick bought us all a drink. Everyone was laughing and chatting freely and soon felt like I belonged rather than being an outsider.
After we'd had a couple of drinks, Dick announced that we were all going back to his place.
It was only a short drive away and we were soon all gathering inside his house. The house was enormous and set in its own extensive grounds. I found out later that he had inherited it from a rich uncle.
Dick then called out, "the usual rooms are available but will those who want to watch some porn first please go to the T.V. room."
I turned to Caroline who was beside me saying, "what did he mean when he said, 'the usual rooms?'
